can U smile

Its the last day of the year... And probably time for a nice reflection. Or a wordy one. I don't know where this post will take me to. Chose this picture because I feel that like I'm entering another world soon. Like narnia. But sadly, I'm still on the same earth but into another year..
Chinese New Year Haha, reading all my blogposts makes me feel nostalgic...

Well... I started the year with CCA fair! (Y)

this year was a very complicated year. I swear half the time I was worrying about was whether I'll retain in sec 3. Well... but I passed english... and 6 other subjects. Forget about they other 2 subjects. Academically wise, I'm not doing well.. 2A1s and the rest are like dog shit. Okay, not exactly. I failed 2 subjects. And they're both my math... Its just a repeat of primary school. I was never friends with math. But well, just like primary school, my sciences are in a different world. Duh, much better. I hate math since I was young. Pssh, in primary one. HAHA that was really hell. Anyway, back to topic, I haven't been actually focusing on math this year. Basically, sciences and humanities earned my love. Just kidding. But serious, I hate calculating. I even hate physics so much. Well, but I'm fine with it now. And of course, time was spent on actually practising english comprehension and chinese. Well, we all know that failing english = life is gone. I don't get how comprehension actually helps me in my life. I get the essay part but comprehension is another question and answer thing? Yeah whatever. And time was spent tweeting.
mmmm... socially wise was okay, I guess. Made many friends this year. And I love my class! 3Unity'11 and moving on to 4Unity'12! Yes, I'm excited and looking forward. Probably known as the angrybird kid of the century. Just kidding. CLASS OUTING! OMG. MEGA UNITY FEAST.

Its a beautiful year for greyguides. With Greyguides outing and many stuff that bond us together.. Even though among us, some grew apart, some grew closer.

 

Okay, and I've got out of like 1/2 the bitching circle. Yeah, it gets really annoying to have 2 friends, bitching about each other to me... Then they turn around and bitch about me. Its so damn stupid and boring. Okay, yeah, so thats my social circle... Well, cut back on all the news and update etc. Well, and of course spending more time with some people like Amanda and Beatrice! Made a lot of new church friends too! Gerifish family (:

Plus Geraldine, stephanie, clare etc.

I facilitated the first camp I ever facilitated! Facilitating CC1 camp
Not only that, I made a couple of good friends from CC3. And well, its the last year, our last journey together next year. Nevertheless... CC3 Camp! I had my walk with Jesus and everything was so emotional...
And Guides camp! Guides Camp! The one when I slept for 7hours in 4 days.. And probably a sad farewell.. :( Then Jumping over to Facilitating CC1 camp, finding the most energy I could find to get high.
Well... Thats the mad camp marathon and everyone said that I was insane..
This year, I conclude that I probably haven't matured because everyone says so. And I don't understand why I haven't matured... Thought I did. Okay, apart from running around and almost-geting-myself-into-abit-of-trouble. HAHAHAHA.
mmm and doing loads of CIP at the guides house and I still can't remember how to operate the cashier properly... HAHAHA actually, I don't know why I'm doing CIP but well, I enjoy spending Saturdays there with Amanda and Aunty Betty. :P

Not only that, I've went to ChiangRai, my first school trip without my parents and learnt a lot. And to be contented with my life. Well, and sat 10 plane flights. To bangkok and back from bangkok, from Bangkok to Chiang Rai and back to Bangkok, CHIANG RAI! 

Chiang Rai Video!

To langkawi and back from Langkawi, LANGKAWI!To Korea then to jeju and from jeju, back to seoul and seoul to singpore. According to my brother, I should have grown shorter by 10cm... -.- KOREA!
I've also found my favourite sport this year which was cycling... I wished, I'm as good as this...

Almost forgot! There is still ASG that I've helped at. 3 days of SAI KANG but it was good! 

ASG Its really a short rubbish blogpost...

Oh and I lost my voice like... HAHAHAHAHA I don't know how many times. Its probably everyone's world peace day because I'm a noisy kid. (note: next year, I better not lose any voice) 

All in all, 2011 was just another year.. Another school year. Another stressful year. Another fun year. I have no idea what else I describe.
Still, I love life, and I'm still gonna thank god for this 1Derful year. Get it? 1Derful..
Yeap, enough said. time to welcome the new year...
2 videos for you to watch...
Can U Smile (guitar cover)
Onething & Whatmakesyoubeautiful cover
Well, bye 2011!

It feels like we been living in fast-forward, Another moment passing by.

Its the end of the year... Time to do some reflection? I don't know. I'm not gonna push it to like tomorrow or something because I think I'll probably forget about it. Or what if I'm too busy?

This holiday has been a great one. More like a really busy one. One week I'm busy and another, I'm free like I don't know what to say. So whatever. Its not a productive holiday. If you actually read my previous posts. Or when I read my previous posts. Omg, And I'm too lazy to even move my ass today. Out of the bus etc. So I've learnt quite a lot of songs this holiday...
1) Valentines (I took 4 weeks to practice the barre chord...)
2) What Makes you beautiful
3) Gotta Be You
4) Moments
5) She will Be Loved
6) Taken
7) Up All Night
8) Mr know it all
9) one thing
10) rolling in the deep
11) someone like you
12) can you feel the love tonight
13) Can U smile
HAHAHHA. I don't think its a lot. Really. And Can U smile is sharlene's interesting song request yesterday. And she wants the front part. Which was fingerstyle part and its only 8 seconds long. I took 2 and a half hours and I'm not even done with it. I'm either adding another 8 or another extra note. Well, by accident. Thats probably the last song I'm learning of the year. Or maybe not. And I keep thinking that I learnt other songs but not listed... :\
Okay, wait, this is a reflective post. Things I've done during this holiday.
-korea!!!
-Bowling 4x
-Hiking from some random place to East Coast Park
-took a picture with the first lady.. well I asked? :P
-fangirled like I've never had before
-greyguides chalet and bbq.
-gatecrashed amanda's and xenia's house.
-watched my princess, dong yi, lie to me, hanakimi (its little. well controlled.)
-worked for 2 days. Its a temporary job. pack stuff for the standard chartered marathon.
-sick for a few days and I'm coughing till now
-cycled and played with beatrice and sharlene, taught carnation how to cycle.
-watched a NC16 movie: you're the apply of my eye
-watched puss in boots, already famous
-shopped. (and spent money)
-Did cornrows with amanda and Shihui!
-changed computer 3 times
-learnt at least 13 songs on the guitar.
-first 2 tuitions in 3 years. (really math and science one..)
Okay, I think thats about it. I only mentioned the better stuff... And I actually didn't really study a lot. Really. Like I didn't mug my ass off like how I planned to. And all... pfffft.
Well, its the holidays! Goodbye!

Do Let me stand by you, loving you in secret

Dramatic title?
Hello! I've been blogging really frequently these days and my blogposts are really really really long.
Went to Amanda's house for PNA and shit, remember this kid doesn't stare at the computer for hours. I just play music and do work or just mia every 1-2 hours for like 10minutes or something. Wtv, actually, I shouldn't even be there. Got so many people! -.- Hahaha. But I got my tokyo bananas. Omnomnomnomnom.
Actually, the more exciting part is that I walked all the way from Amanda's house back home. (Y) Like in 30minutes kind of thing. So I walked from AMK HUB to Amanda's house and from Amanda's house back home. Using my senses, I know that The coffee shop is diagonally in front and the road is always all the way at the end where the MRT track is and diagonally forward is christ the king church and from there, its like a normal walk home like every Sunday Morning or something. HAHAHAHA Not bad right! So I hiked all the way from Ang Mo Kio to Bishan like a boss. All in around 20-30minutes and happily singing across the carpark and the HDB buildings etc. And then when I see people hahahah I shut up. Well, I didn't read my twitter or facebook while walking home. So I've actually kicked the habit of reading that small rectangle screen.
Its actually quite tiring to feel obliged to keep checking twitter or update my tumblr to keep my followers. -.- And its really sick and tiring. Especially tumblr.
Well, I've enjoyed life. Lalalala. I should hike all the way to Toapayoah next time. One of my craziest expeditions. I promise I'll walk from dakota to east coast to sentosa. I'll see how I do it. :P On. My. Own.

O tokyo bananas O tokyo bananas

The time is here. As you can see from this picture.... This whole blogpost is dedicated to my tokyo bananas. Look at its yellow wrapping and banana cream feeling inside. Its yummy! Ah, the taste. Spongy cake. Melts in your mouth. yum yum.
Okay, whatever. Melina Chew bought me my tokyo bananas. I can tell you I last ate tokyo bananas last year  while studying for EOYS. Yes, last year. Okay, so I remembered on this very day when my mum reserved a box for Sharlene, Beatrice and I in the library so when we went there after school, my mum gave me a tokyo banana. So being the nice one, I gave sharlene a tiny winy bit of my tokyo banana and we ended up fighting for my one and only 6cm long bananas. Okay, wtv, we weren't supposed to eat in the library anyway. But we managed to fight + finish up that small little tiny tokyo banana.
Okay, enough of my tokyo banana story. Back to TOKYO BANANAS. I've been craving for them since 234 years. I've had a handful of them last year but this year, I haven't had any.
My first tokyo banana was in sec one. heh, when my mum's boss gave us tokyo bananas. they are like nomzzznomzzz and I tell you, typing this blogpost makes me hungry. whoever who eats them will fall in love with it. trust me. anyway, excited for my tokyobananas!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Okay, almost forgot. A Christmas post. I have 15minutes to type this before Christmas is over. And I hope nothing screws up when I click post since im blogging from my phone. so, 2000 years ago, Mary gave birth to a child name Jesus and he suffered death and rose again on the third day to redeem us from our sins. Christmas is the joy of giving and ...not just giving but receiving. I mean ya, who doesn't like receiving presents? The best present every Christmas is still Jesus and the joy of celebrating Christmas is when everyone gather together, have dinner etc and then sit together and talk... Or bitch. Not say bitch but you know, whatever topic that comes along...

Alright so I've had a fabulous Christmas this year and its great. Attended 9pm mass and I must say I've got my Christmas spirit from there. The bells, and the Gloria sung and the choir, the cantata. That Eucharistic celebration is a banquet to welcome the birth of Christ. Then met my grandpa's side relatives... Some I've never seen before and all and I went to their house and was greeted with a dog licking my toes and basically, I was trying to avoid it. And so.. My mum talked and talked. Never ending story. And I just sat there with my dad.. Well, interesting way.. Counting down to Christmas and then opening presents.. And im like ive never experienced this.. Id just sleep my arse off and wake up to find that its Christmas. So left at around 12.30 and then washed up. Went to jonathan's house today and basically spent my whole time spamming his twitter by hijacking it and then playing cheat.. You know hahahaha Francis and veron came. And then my brother is the cheater who cheats like no ones business. So yepp, Christmas was a great one. Now.. The thought of school reopening is not really a good thing. Though I look forward to see all my friends etc. Time to sleep! Merry Christmas xx

Mr know it all

Merry Christmas eve!
Guess what, its raining here in Singapore and in Bishan. And I'm rolling. I'm still playing my guitar. Oh did I mention, during physics tuition, we learn about sound waves: quality, pitch etc. Amplitude, tension and a lot of rubbish. Then there was this question that talks about like how thin the string affects this and that and bla bla and everything got to do with my guitar. Aww man and I scored that. If it was an Olevel question I'll just own it.
Shit, I've got this song stuck in my head that I relate to. In my head, I see you all over me~ Just kidding. That song is really old. Ok, but I still sing to it on the way to school whenever it plays on my music player. Which reminds me that I should update my pathetic phone that has no songs at all because it got wiped out once. And I wiped them out one more time.
Mr Know It All - Kelly Clarkson
Click ^ Its nice. Really and if you don't listen to it, you lose out a song to relate to... You know its better than we found love. I have no idea how did Rihanna find love in a hopeless place and there is no such thing as a hopeless place. Well, at least in my world, there is no such thing as a hopeless place. Okay, but that song is nice. As in, its catchy and upbeat. You know, I think I just made taken sound like an upbeat song on the guitar but I can't just play strum by strum. sounds more like random shit as in like to my ears la. cannot blame my ears right.

Oh yeah, my mum borrowed Xbox kinect for a week, so I'll have 1 week of xbox to fill my stomach for next week. HAHAHAHA Its hilarious. I'd say this is better than Wii. I can sit in front of the Wii console all day playing Mario Kart and it happened at Xenia's house and I just sat there with the console and just drive cars and shit bananas. *sucks when you're in the lead and all you get are bananas. Well, for xbox, I can you know play without a control or what. Like Bowling. OMG. That one really teach me the style because they don't detect any other rubbish like putting the ball down, kick it. Or roll the ball between my legs etc. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Yes, thats what you get after playing 3 games and you want to try something better like walking in the lane and then throw the ball in and you can't even strike. (Y)

 

 

You know I'll be Your life, your voice your reason

Guess what, I'm proud because I survived yesterday during homemakers lecture with the highest temperature in history. (just kidding) 38.7 wasn't my highest. Well, but I was probably annoyed at everything I had to do. From bed making to threading the needle and doing the stitch and even reading tweets. didn't even read much of twitter yesterday.
Yepp, so I was running a fever and everything was bad. Even when playing the guitar.. wrong chords, wrong beats. sounded more like shit. So I just gave up and decided to sleep. So I slept at 8.30pm doing nothing. So today, I've decided to do some mathematics. Which okay, it failed. And chemistry was probably bad too. My head is throbbing but I have to at least finish mugging chemistry which is the worst in the world. I can't remember at least 1/2 of what I managed to memorise and able to vomit. I can't concentrate at all. My nose is running at the speed of 100km/h and I have to run 120km/h to catch up with it.
Off study chem(:

you're messing with my head

You wouldn't want to know whats on my tumblr dashboard backgroud. whatever. I'm telling you any way. Its one direction!
I've gone mad. Really. They are probably enjoying their life now and I'm here, waking up with a fever of 38.4 degrees and then go on tumblr and start reblogging their pictures on their performance. And I watched those fancams and I'm like "my temperature is sure gonna go up"

Enough of all the rubbish. Vomitted twice yesterday and it was like all my lunch and breakfast and the second time, I vomitted in my bowl of porridge. I know its gross but I'm sure you know how it feels with the juices in your stomach. 

School is starting soon. It will be the 20th tomorrow already. Starts the major countdown. I'm only looking forward because I want to see my friends and class but I'm not looking forward because it will be my Olevels. And guess what, I haven't revise much. Supposed to go library with fen today but things were bad, I woke up with a fever. This is so annoying. 

Time to go and make my oatmeal and eat already. I'm really really really hungry. And I hope melina gets me my tokyo bananas! I'm craving for them like I don't know what. She better get me my tokyo bananas. :P

alright, time to do a bit of chem. bye! 

you suddenly want me

Went on an unplanned trip to East Coast Park today with Carnation and ShiHui. We didn't know how to get our butts there and so we just got on a random bus and found ourselves lost in the east of Singapore. Yes, the east of Singapore. Its quite stupid. Luckily, I recognised St Patricks Seconday School and I know that East Coast Park is after that long canal thing. But we got off 3-4 stops after and we had to 'hike back' and find our direction to East Coast. And there is only one direction. to the left.
Yeap, under the hot scorching sun with shihui being so glummy and grumpy. And not to forget her constant whining that she is tired. Well.. Its an unplanned hike! What to do! Its not like we are willing to take taxi. Save money for one direction. So we walked and walked and hi-fived when we crossed that long connector and then we saw the bridge, the sea, to east coast. And we were like "finally! whoo!" Wanted to rent bike but it was a horrible failure because it was going to rain.. AFTER OUR REALLY REALLY LONG HIKE. But nothing beats sitting on the breakwater or whatever its called and enjoying the breeze and the sea.

Yeap, totally enjoyed my 15minutes of free wind and breeze. I feel so relaxed. I'll definitely miss this life when I mug for Olevels next year. Definitely. I mean like who actually prefers sitting in front of the table and stare at books all the time to looking at the sea and laughing like you own the sea? 

So after that, we went bowling. Okay, it rained. So we got a game and we just bowled for fun sake before going home. 45minutes on bus 13. At least we know how to get back.

I need a hike around Singapore... After Olevels. 

Okay, forgot to mention. Zhong Hua initiative this morning was fun! (: I enjoyed it. 

Alright. Byebye!

Cause I can't love you more than this

You do know how it sucks to wake up and have a slight headache and ached. Okay, not today. I meant. Yesterday was sunflower and hibiscus patrol outing and we're like quite awkward together. 

So, Jillian, Beatrice, Melina and I were late. We were supposed to meet the rest at like 10am at east coast park but we ended up meeting the sec 2s and sec 1s at 10.30am. Everything... blame Melina Chew who said she wanted to sleep longer.  We took a patrol picture...

Then when we reached there we played cheat and I actually cheated once. But it was quite stupid because I had 2 J, 2 Q and 2K And I threw out 1J and 1Q saying that I had 2 Js and then as the game goes, Beatrice threw out 1J and then I threw out another J. Hehehheh. Beatrice can't be called cheat because she didn't. So I was the one who cheated. Ok, yes. First time. I was like gosh, can't believing I'm cheating while playing cheat. In the previous round I was like the one ending up with 1/3 of the deck of cards with Christabelle and Melina. Because I had a constipated face when I didn't have the cards. 

Anyway, we feasted with all the picnic food we had and then we suggested bowling. Yeah, it will be less awkward right? 2 games. And I was just randomly throwing the ball in the second game onwards, so I just had to keep washing the drain. 

Then the sec 2s and 1s went to cycle for the next 2-3 hours so at the 3rd game, we got 2 lanes and we bowled that one game in like 15-20minutes. And we got another game but 1 lane only..... And for like each amath question we do and its our turn, we get to bowl once. That game took like 1hour 30minutes which was really long and then because I won Melina Chew so Mel wanted to win me so we got another game... uh.. the 5th one but Beatrice didn't join us. So we just kept bowling our arse off and they came back. So we camwhored a little and went home. 

Gonna go do amath and revise chemistry and scan my article to Melina Chew now. Then tumblr tonight! {: ZhongHua Initiative tomorrow. 

And this is how you are going to get a strike the next time you bowl.

 

When everything goes down....

SHOPPING GOES UP.
Just kidding. Omg, Liam will be on 91.3 tomorrow. And guess what, I can't interview him because duh, tuition. Probably, only will be just in time to listen to him means I need to listen to the radio from the moment I step out from tuition. This is when my phone's radio comes into good use.
I've gone nuts over one direction. Yes. The boys are like ajdlgjadghjaklgjafnladjg so cute and I'd definitely want to be their friend. Like not a fan because being a fan is like ._.
And guess what, they probably won't follow me because I don't mention them like mad and its like almost impossible they have like thousands of fans. I was never crazy about this.
Anyway, good news, I finished all my homework. Holiday accomplishment.
Its time to start revising my chemistry and physics. Its time to take out notes and start revising and do my chemistry metals notes.
And when people say that we have a lot of time to study next year... I'm like dude, no. I have 5 and a half months till my first Olevel paper and its chinese. Must get a distinction. I have to secure a distinction there if not I'm so dead because I'm not gonna waste my time on retaking the paper and I don't think my chinese is that bad. Yes, to be truthful. I've got skills for paper 2. Yeah, okay its not enough.
Hehe, did cornrows today. Don't worry, I didn't do whole head, I only did like 3 cornrows and its half a head. It isn't that bad luh. And of course, once a person start shopping, you can't stop. Its like addiction. Yes, and I think I do have a situation. And soon I'm gonna be bankrupt. Just kidding. I can control myself I think. I don't spend a lot. I pester people to spend. HAHAHAHA.
Anyway, hopefully the pay comes in and then I can you know cure my hunger a little more before I get stuck on tumblr reblogging non-stop fashion. '
Must get new pair of shorts. {:
Sunflower patrol outing tmr! Gonna practice Amath now.

This far

Once again, spamming classics. Moved to The beatles already. They are awesome. I love them!
Anyway, I started of with a really boring morning. And I had the weirdest dream of all. Harry Styles appeared in my dream okay. And the dream is such a fairy tale that I didn't want to wake up. And I think they should stop appearing in my dream. Like really. Its disturbing my sleep cycle even though its happily ever after kind of thing and I woke up.
So anyway, did nothing apart from learning how to play can you feel the love tonight on the guitar for the whole afternoon and then... the fun starts at 3.15pm. So I packed my small bolster into my bag and took the bicycle keys and cycled off to the guides house and passed to HuiJan my bolster. Then I cycled down to the bus stop opposite my house to meet sharlene lee and off we go to Bishan Active to meet Beatrice. Bought bubble tea and then we sat at the shelter to drink and talk before the epic badminton starts. We all suck at badminton really. But then we were damn good at being epic. And the only person who didn't move much was Sharlene Lee. After that, took  turns to cycle around Bishan active and then played another round of badminton before heading to the exercise playground to camwhore and play and then cycled back.
Ah, life is good this way. :}
Time to log out and watch news and do homework after that.

up all night

I'm only 15 and I'm having trouble sleeping.
I think I'm the only one among all my friends who switch off the computer around 10.30pm and goes to bed at around 11pm. Yes, thats my usual routine most of the time. (even though I sleep at 12am at times) but I can't sleep well these days. I toss and turn and get up, look at the time and it was 12am and I plonk back to bed and  try to sleep again. If not, I wake up in the middle of the night thinking its 8am when its only 3am. So what I'd do is to go to the toilet and go back to my room and sleep.
So I'm sure there is some certain problem with me being able to sleep. And the best is I wake up 10.30am on some days and thats atrocious. I usually wake up at 8.30am or 9am depending on my body clock but 10.30am is just a waste of my time. Urgh, holidays screwing me up.
Okay, on a lighter note, 3 more chinese exam papers & english picture discussions left. And 2 physics questions and I still don't get the answer despite flipping the textbook so many times. Electricity really don't make sense to me. Maybe its only to me.
Physics and I can't be bestfriends after all. I hate calculations and drawing. Okay but I love light and waves. Oh, I read the textbook on sound waves and I'm super excited to learn that during tuition. hehehe. Its so cool. Okay, waves is like non-existent here, we don't see waves when we throw a rope and we can't see its particles but I still prefer that to electricity for now.
One direction is making me crazy. I should stop it. Really....
Time to figure out last 2 questions for physics then start on chinese exam paper 4. I plan to finish all my homework except math by this week. Math is like not even existent but I think I'll do it. For the sake of Olevels. And I have no idea how log, sine, cosine, tangent etc can ever apply to me in the future.. :\ 

"I will direct your steps"- God

Its already december. I haven't greeted december. So i'm greeting December now. Yes, gonna be a busy month. Actually no. December is when I laze around and do nothing and just count down to school start because there is nothing to do apart from gatecrashing people's house and watching drama.
Yeah, laze and laze. Do nothing, roll around and sleep.
So today went to sell cookies and I was kind of disappointed that everyone ignored us. If it was at Ang Mo Kio hub, life would be better and good and no one would Dao us like we never exist. Bleh.  And I feel that I should have gone for St Patrick's concert but I have lots of work study.
Plan for tonight, finish 2 more episodes of lie to me and write my english essay on hunger. Gosh, and tomorrow, last 2 episodes and then do physics.
Then sunday, one person camping in the library once again... And do chinese paper 4, revise amath and chem. I'm so figuring out how to do electricity even though I'm not gonna be an electrician in the future. (:
Anyway, time to continue my drama if not I'll never finish it. Bye!

you're the apple of my eye

那些年我们一起追的女孩.

Wait, first, don't ever ask me how did I get in when I'm not 16 or what. I totally think that this movie shouldn't even be nc16. They can have it PG13 too. By censoring them. And charge us cheaper because we will not be able to hear some parts of the movie. But whatever. But it shouldn't be NC16 in the first place because, I think people younger than me curse more than that can. -__-

Damnit. Okay, after watching so many different movies, this is the only movie that makes me ponder over and over again. I totally don't know why. I even keep pausing and thinking about it when I do my chinese paper in the afternoon when I was alone in the library once again.

I'm not imaginative or what but the ending was so sad. When they saw her getting marred to this guy that don't even look good and instead looked more like he is balding or something. And she is so pretty. I like it when he tries to woe her and were almost dating but then broke up and then she got married. He totally deserves the girl. I like the part when they are in high school and she helps him to pass his exams and he totally studied because of her. 

Yes. This is a must watch.

This story is so touching. Not for my age but it really is touching. Its rather vulgar and have quite a bit of violence and I think I just learnt a few swears that I thought it never exist without knowing the meaning or how to use them. But michelle chen looks good there! She is like the total perfect match with chen tung. If thats his name. 

I think the movie should be like as long as harry potter or something. 

I'm gonna try reading the book if I can find and probably, not really reading it because my chinese sucks.

Its the first show that ever made me all !#$%#!^$@^! I should have used my free ticket for you're the apple of my eye than puss in boots. That movie was totally nothing. Like a cartoon cat shaking its butts at me and I step out of the cinema thinking nothing. -__-

lie to me

Looks like I have disappeared from life these days. Didn't reply messages, didn't reply instant messages, didn't tumblr, didn't blog, didn't tweet, didn't facebook. So I've disappeared to a 3-4days drama marathon. Actually, it cannot be counted as drama marathon since it is only 1 drama. This is the only 16 episode drama that requires 3-4 days to finish because I keep going out and I'm going out later so it will most probably finish tomorrow. Well, my fastest was about 1 and a quarter days when life was good and I just had to keep camping at home. 

Okay, so I was watching lie to me  and I think that drama is somehow really a joke. Its complicated and weird in a way that it makes you ponder. But the plot is shallow. But its shallow and good. Wait. Ironic. :\ Okay, if only they replace the actors and actresses with better looking ones then it will be better.. So it won't be so adult show. Oh but the kiss scenes are really quite hot. Really la. Hot. ( half the time, i used that to reply my messages. LOL) Anyway, I think its quite predictable what is gonna happen next and all like those bimbo books and then start predicting.
Not gonna touch any more dramas until I finish the other 4 chinese papers and the essay on hunger. {:
Then I'll end my holidays with.... Mary stayed out all night and maybe some other shows that I feel like watching.

Hit the lights

Meh, reached home at like 7.30pm today and have been out since 11.27pm, only that I have to return home to get my specs while I was in the lift. Saw charis on the train and then saw Jillian and fen in the train at Toapayoah station. It was really awkward with the seniors at somerset MRT. But it got better after that (:
So went to the e cinema thing at the 9th floor of orchard cineleisure and booked a room. Then all of us, went to eat lunch at pastamania. Then Ayana and Xenia came and they were late. Like 45minutes.
After that we went up and went to borrow 2 movies PROM and FAST AND FURIOUS. Okay, FAST AND FURIOUS is like... I don't know what its talking about.. And I hate action, horror and murder cases kind of a thing. So we switched movies half way because we all didn't know what was happening lol.
So anyway, it was quite fun predicting those cliche stuff and all. Then we talked till 5.30pm and then we all went separate ways. Carnation, Ayana, Charis and I went to eat yoshinoya. (hehe, I really really love yoshinoya) Then went home.
Kk, short post today.
I THINK HARRY STYLES IS REALLY REALLY CUTE. I'm not a one directioner but HARRY STYLES IS SO CUTE. Parallel eyelids and cute curly hair and his eyes... <3
Kay, I should shutup now. Bye.

what you say is the things you do

Finally home after a really really long day here. Its the first week of advent (hope), the coming of Jesus Christ. I'm gonna get ready to see him. Got up really really early like at 6.30am and I haven't got up at that time ever since I came back from Korea. I'm proud to say that I cycled for 45minutes of my life up and down the terrains of the mini bishan park. Its quite nice to see young and old doing qi gong? Or is it Tai ji? Since my bicycle is really old, it makes those cranky noises and as I cycle really slowly past them, everyone was just staring at me and my bike! Okay, then I had MacDonalds of breakfast. Gosh, I'm probably not gonna eat that feast for the next few weeks.
Then after that, at around 11am, went to fetch my grandparents (mother's side) to bishan to celebrate my grandma's birthday. Its her birthday tomorrow and I already said my prayers for her since I thought I missed her birthday when I didn't. So we ate Din Tai Fung and I didn't eat enough okay! It was all bit of rice, a bit of noodles, a bit of dumplings.

I, as a solo camper and an independent hardworking girl, headed to Bishan Library to do my homework. Yes, it totally rocked me off okay. Its the first hardcore session ever since EOYS ended. Now you all know my brain is really rusty. Not.... really. I have a good memory. I can remember chemistry. So I did managed to do my chinese homework and I totally rocked the world. Its the best paper I've ever done. With my MCQ of 21/30 instead of 6/30. I did the metals worksheet for chemistry and I had a fun time doing it since I remembered my facts since EOYS. Not only that, I revised Amath and Physics! And then, I cuddled up in the corner of the box and read my book till 5.30pm when Beatrice came and start nagging at me to get down. Okay, she didn't nag but she called me and texted me. I still count that as nagging. Oh, at around 5pm 2 ladies, I think they are around 20 asked me if they could share the box. I thought no harm since I'm leaving soon and then they totally made a lot of noise. One of them was just cursing f-word throughout the whole time and another was talking about her boyfriend then they talked about being an air stewardess in SQ... And how they are doing a degree that they think they shouldn't. I was like trying to continue my book and they totally interrupted my world. Where is the librarian when I need her to be there to hush them up. They look so scary with all the ah-beng language and all. :(
After that, physics tuition. Wave is fine. Its actually fine. When I first read it while studying for EOYS (curious), I thought I was going to die doing it but its fine. It looks like sine and cosine graph. I like it!

After that went for da bo fu's birthday dinner. It was a family gathering and we were the latest. Okay, yeah, all because of physics tuition. Reached home at like around 10pm and I'm actually doing nothing now. I feel so satisfied since I did a lot of work today. Still left with 4 more chinese exam papers, one english essay, 4 english pictures, emath homework, physics homework. Okay, its a lot but at least instead of doing homework, I revised! I did an english essay yesterday on Gratitude and I think its very emotion filled. Maybe not but I really did planning and a lot of thinking and still finished it within 45minutes!
I was cursing at myself "Shit, why did I read so bitchy books that have nothing about being grateful"
And "Why aren't I a more emotion filled person and be really grateful to things"
Okay, looking for a morning movie tomorrow! good night! {:

Potassium, K

Ah, Okay, failed attempt to do my blogskin. I got so bored of it. And my computer is like want to work with me then work if not forget it. So I gave up and continued to watch wizards. Alex and Mason are are really cute couple. Okay, not talk about that english actor.
I spent my whole day doing nothing at all except for helping my dad with my wardrobe and it totally felt like a weekend when its only Friday. And I'm so unproductive I didn't do any work today. Hey, there is a need to do my homework and all I need is motivation. Maybe I should just go out and camp at the library. Yes, camp at the library just like before EOYS. So maybe I have to brainwash myself into the EOY mood and go to the library everyday to revise and do my homework. That requires a lot of motivation and effort.
Time to stop blogging and do chinese again. I really need to do chinese and math. So excited for the weekends even though there is nothing to be excited about... Really nothing to be excited about unless I find something fun  to play and all.

Today was a fairytale

You know, those once in a lifetime thing and that thought would never come across my mind.... I saw the first lady in person and shook her hand. Gah, my ear was totally red and I was totally excited! 

Well, I don't even think I will get to see her again unless someone sweet talks me into PGA and I go through PGA and get PGA then I'll get to see her again. (: 

Well, anyway today was kind of a cycling day? Cycled through the park to do something then head to the guides house, cycled out to get lunch in about 20 minutes and then cycled out to get carnation's lunch then cycle back. And I'm such a good cyclist. hehe had a lot of fun saying "excuse me. I'm sorry. thank you." *smiles back* hey, I'm Ms smiley and cheerful and immature... I brush things away easily even though its sad or wtv. The immature part was added in by my friends. And the person just smiled back and said "never mind its okay. you're welcome." Awww. Thats so cute. I wondered why those cyclist ring the bell at me like 100 times when I'm walking and they don't even smile and instead looked very very angry. Can't they just smile and say thank you. It is not like they owned the road right?

I remembered there was an incident when there was this man who didn't ring at me and I seriously didn't know that his bike was behind me and I was walking and he just suddenly took over me and hit me and my phone even my bag fell flat on the floor without saying sorry. I was kind of disappointed. Maybe he was in a rush or something so I brushed it off quickly and went home.

Then there was another when this guy was cycling in front and you know I saw him so I walked to the side... And what he did was he shouted at me saying that I stole his track -.- he was cycling in the middle! Not the side..... 

Then I saw this happening to other people too and that was I don't know what to say. 

(reminds me, I have to talk about the taxis here. Even though I don't really take a cab because I'm the most stingy person in the world and only spends money on shopping and food but I do have my experiences..)

I think we Singaporeans need to work on that and get sheltered bicycle parking lots just like carparks. And so... we can all save money on public transport. Oh and not to forget bicycle tracks. Example: Pasir Ris and Pioneer (Jurong west). That way, stingy people like me who wants to stinch on bus fair to the MRT station or the mall to get lunch saves like $5 on transport fee you know. Thats a lot. Multiplied by 12 months. $60 can be spent on food. -___- Okay, at the same time, I stinch on time too. Like instead of a 10-15minutes walk to the guides house, I only require a 3 minutes ride and I reach the guides house. I'm serious! Okay, that was the amount of time I took to come back home today. The traffic light and all were smooth! And of course, I observe the traffic rules unlike others. Its better to take precautions than to be sorry.

Enough about cycling. Talk about amath tuition. Hey, I enjoyed tuition okay. Tuition is nothing like old man and all I do is just sit there. Just with this math teacher, I think I might get a pass (hopefully A1) for amath with the concepts. And this is a miracle. I'm understanding everything slowly and I'm even revising amath... Instead of like giving up math for geography. Okay, so the teacher asked what does sin60 equals to and I totally had to flip through my amath textbook in my mind to see what it was. Proves that my mind needs to move real faster in order to squeeze in amath, physics, chemistry, social studies, history, geography and emath.

Gonna do some homework tomorrow. And back up my chinese paper filled table. Its horribly filled with chinese papers and I only cleared 1 out of 6. -.- Well, at least I cleared it well, writing all the words I don't know into my notebook filled with so many chinese words. (Sounds really primary school thing. But I've been keeping that book just like the phrase book since sec 1. Don't judge) Even though I don't know how to read the words, I recognise them and I know the meaning. :P

Oh and I feel like doing some volunteer work instead of working for money. There is no meaning to life if I do that. Really... Any volunteer work to recommend? Gah, wished there was another mission trip for me to go to... 

wannabe

30 facts about myself:

1. I enjoy studying. Humanities are my favourite
2. I love to feast a lot.
3. I LOVE GOD <3
4. I prefer gongcha over KOI
5. I have very weird dreams.
    During exam period: Questions.
    During Holiday: weird stuff such as me being a wizard -.-
6. I'm allergic to seafood, coconut and some nuts.
7. I don't really watch horror movies or anything that got to do with cracking cases down but I read nancy drew
8. I love cycling and thats my favourite sport. If shopping is a sport, shopping will be my number one favourite of all times.
9. I'm very materialistic but I don't think I am as compared to my friends. I spend my money more on food than other stuff.
10. I talk alot and I can't stand silence. Neither can I stand 100 people in a room whispering & I don't like to talk in class.
11. I play the guitar and I learnt how to play the piano and I still know how to play quite a bit and read quite a bit of notes too.
12. I drink coffee, tea and soya milk without sugar.
13. I tumblr every morning when I wake up till I reach 200 pages on my dashboard and I tumblr everynight before I sleep till I reach 100 pages on my dashboard... I follow about 150 people on tumblr and its counted as little?
14. I don't eat spicy food. But I love tomyam
15. I cannot draw for nuts.
16. I hate it when things are settled last minute.
17. I can remember my humanities well but I cannot remember mathematical formulas at all.
18. I love to play with technology and learning how things work inside those chips.
19. I love to take pictures.
20. I get annoyed really easily. But I laugh it off after awhile.
21. I watch a lot of Korean Dramas but I don't fantasize a lot.
22. I don't like it when people joke about me with someone when we are just friends.
23. I'm quite blur at times. Okay not really street smart.
24. I think I have quite a bit of self-control when it comes to doing homework
25. I pon classes when I want to. (I used to for old man. But I don't think I'm gonna get let off now)
26. I read gossip girl and the shopaholic series. (Its very bitchy)
27. I love wizards of waverly place and suite life of zack and cody and on deck. Its forever on replay.
28. I'm very playful. I get myself into trouble.
29. I text a lot. Actually, its because of those 1 word spams that I use which shows that I send 2000 messages a month. But it used to be 8000..
30. I dislike messiness.

10 wishes/wants: 


1. I want to get into SAJC/CJC/NYJC
2. I wish to get into NUS as a medical student (dentistry)
3. I want to get 10 points and below for O levels.
4. I want a new laptop after Olevels
5. I want a new phone after Olevels (wth. Its obvious because my contract ends before Olevels)
6. If I can turn back the time, I'd work harder for my science and math so that I can take both Bio and Physics, fulfilling my mum's wish and mine. If not I'd chose bio over physics.
7. I want a new wardrobe
8. I new study table
9. A bigger shelve.
10. I wish that everyone is healthy.

10 places I want to go: 


1. Monte Carlo
2. Paris
3. Alaska
4. China (still haven't visit enough)
5. Korea - seoul (I haven't shop enough)
6. Vatican City
7. Rome
8. Canada
9. New York
10. Heaven

i have a dream

Today was totally insane. Okay, not exactly insane but it was quite busy.
Met Yifen at 12.45pm.. Well, it was supposed to be at 12.30. But she and her super cute brother was late. So ended up meeting at 12.45pm. Then we headed to Bras Basah and dropped her brother at National library. Then Yifen and I headed to Bras Basah complex and bought some assessment books and I got a completely brand new history workbook and its the latest edition for $1. Heck care if its second hand. Not like its gonna last for another 2 years and besides, any book that I touched before becomes like a salted vegetable.
So after that we headed to Bugis Mall at around 3pm and I went to buy lunch. Yoshinoya.

I don't know if you count this as fast food but I think it is. I love it! See, there are no fries but instead Vegetables: Brocoli! And There is rice so that you won't get hungry. Besides.... Its really tasty. Okay, it may not be cheap but, I, as a student have the $4.95 benefit which makes me keep going back there to eat for my meals. *prays for it to be $4.50* 

Anyway, back to what happened. We crossed over to Bugis street and I totally brought Yifen around the street. Sorry, fen. If you're reading this. And we bought some stuff. Okay, not some. Only 1 item but shit, I really have to go back there again when I get my pay. So I figured....

Far east plaza- shoes and bags.

Bugis street- clothes and bags

Orchard - clothes

Well, nothing else. Went back to fetch Yifen's brother and he was happily reading his comics in the library and then walked back to Bras Basah to take MRT. 

My tumblr dashboard is totally spammed with winter pictures since its winter in those country with cold temperate climate which explains the pressure difference and the rainy season in Singapore. I take back my words: tumblr is nothing 

Tumblr is something. Yes, I know all I do is reblog and reblog but its a total time killer. And fashion inspiration comes from there. Okay, I don't just reblog and reblog and reblog fashion fashion fashion but I reblog pictures that I like. So I can be quite messy and have very dull pictures when I'm dull.. Pictures that makes me happy or pictures of certain movies I watched. So I'm really really messy. This explains why do I have so many different pictures on my tumblr.

I have no idea why am  I talking about this but tumblr is an inspiration at times...

I'm still spamming classics...