Today was awesome (: I enjoy life awesomely. At least I went back to primary school. 饮水思源. Reached school at 7:05am and was kind of late for council meeting just because of teachers day. Then I ran to the guides that side to present the teachers day stuff to guides and all. Then ran for council meeting. Our Job is to carry chairs and tables. Stupid thing. ><  So pledge taking. Then waited. The best part is asking people to sit down and catching people to go back to their classes. And also the awards. After that went for science lesson. (: Lab was quite okay. Teacher dismissed us 15minutes early for recess. So Raphaella and I went to beg for her number and ask her to meet us at Bishan library tomorrow. We signed a contract. (: On drawing block with markers. We had witness also. I think Miss Ou is quite nice. At least she bothers about us! Then went for recess. I was like a retard carrying school bag around. Since I didn't go to class in morning due to the duty. Recess was eat eat and went for english lesson. Finally up at class. Watched movie! Then was ACC. While teacher was teaching, Raphaella and I went up to white board and did our chemistry stuff and were analyzing last term's paper and where did my friend got it wrong and were drawing bondings on board. The teacher like don't really care. LOL. After school, Stephanie, Marianne, Teresa and I went to take taxi to St nicks primary. Still must walk! Whoa. It was really scary. Like the traffic lights and all were flooded by St nicks students all wanting to get in! Went in and went straight to staff room. Took pictures with teachers and greeted them. Still can remember us. LOL. Met Yan Ying and Rachel. (: Gosh. I miss them loads. Ate lunch. Miss the food. (: After that, found Ms Lim's class, our P6 form teacher. Charlene, Geraldine, Jia Min, Annelise, Teresa, Yan Ying, Rachel, Stephanie, Marianne, Me. Very little. We found out loads of stuff like the notice sign and the ducks and chickens! She still uses it. Sat there and slack and played failed-truth-or-dare. And crapped a lot for like 45minutes before going to canteen and crap for another 30minutes. Took pictures and went to AMK hub. Rachel and I went to eat pepper lunch before going home. Must meet up soon again. Whee~
Our contract with Ms Ou:

You irritating pig. I am so going to rant here for a reason. Simply because you ain't invited to my blog and you can never read. I am evil and mean right. Yes. For whoever reads this. You pissed me off. And I am controlling not to throw temper at you. STOP COMPLAINING. If your results suck. What about mine. At least you are taking higher chinese. YOU are guaranteed a minus 2 marks from your O level. And please stop saying that you think my PSLE score is high. I KNOW YOU DID IT ON PURPOSE. I only got a freaking 223. You got freaking 250+ Its obvious because im ineligible to take higher chinese in sec 1. And also from my freaking results. Look. I am not all rounder. I can only score for certain subjects. ALSO. STOP SAYING AND ASKING IF YOU ARE PRETTY AND ALWAYS SAY *IM NOT RIGHT*. Its irritating. I don't really care about this. I really don't. Then you will go on saying your life sucks. Gah. Yeah. Sucks. No I don't think so you know. I seriously hope that you look on the brighter side and stop comparing yourself to me or just asking stupid stuff like do you think he likes me? Because its seriously not so interesting to say yes all the time. And if I dont respond on facebook or msn, you need not nudge me, call me, or whatever it is and then complain Im slow. Or complain that I am not online. Idiots. I have bad temper. I DON'T WANT TO PON EXTRA LESSONS. SO STOP SAYING THAT I AM A NERD or I abandon you. Tsk. :@

My story part 6. :D

Time for some self-reflection. Some times, I really want to make my blog totally private. At times, I don't want to make it private. Yet, I won't want to manage 2 blogs. This term PPR is going to be sort of horrendous. C5 for science. I wished. I could. I want. To turn back the time when I clarified every single question with Mr Leow and score well for my coursework. To pursue triple science, I need to do well. If I do well for EOYS which is 35%, I can still stand a chance since the past 2 terms, I had high A1s. I was right that term 3 ppr is going to slide. Which is the same case for everyone. Last year, I could escape without even studying. What about this year? This week has been really hectic. Despite sleeping in class and playing, I could and still not do those weird things and instead listen in class no matter how boring it is. So far I conclude that the most relaxing days I can every have are Sundays and Fridays (guides). Nothing else. I need to improve on my math, science, history and literature. Basically all the subjects. And I really feel like telling old man that I only can go tuition once a week. Imagine every Monday I got extra lesson and all till 3-4plus and by the time I reach home would be 5plus. And what if I have a test on Tuesday? Old man will kill if I not go. Imagine, I am only a sec 2. Control computer usage have always been some form of hobby. Reading up really random and crazy things. I realised the smell of your shit is Hydrogen Sulfide. Milk of magnesia is Magnesium hydroxide. Milk of magnesia is a medicine for gastric. Magnesium + Hydrochloric acid --> Magnesium chloride + water (Diarrhea) Its a base + acid --> salt + water. I was randomly reading about this Padre Pio because they mentioned about him in catechism class. Gosh. The stigmata is like god's work. He healed so many people. His faith in God is unbelievable and speechless. I got to work on my faith and put God my first priority. But first, I got to thank god.
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Dear Jesus:
你好!多日不见, 别来无恙. 很久没和你好好讲话. 天主, 我要感谢您bless me in my studies, and in everything that I have done. Thanks for putting up with me even when I play in mass and not put you in my top priorities. Ah. Well, thank you for blessing my brother in his prelim and taking good care of my parents and all my relatives. I really feel fortunate. Thank you lord!
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I feel sadistic these few days. Perhaps its because of my results. But I can't believe I actually survived 3/4 of 2010. I am left with 1/4 more. Which is less than 1 month to my birthday, 1 month more to end of year. How scary that this year progresses really fast and quickly. Its teachers day next week. And then Wednesday will be teachers day means studying day since there is a chemistry test on Thursday. I am determined. Tuesday might be going back to primary school side. Busy week again! Looks forward to Next weekends!

Hello. I love my awesome weekends.
Yesterday I spent half the day slacking my butts off before going to church. We were supposed to meet at 6.30pm. But we were all late and met at 6.40pm. Sandra, Sean, Karl, Jeremy and I. Went to the chapel and had praise and worship! [: Worthy is the lamb! (: Totally superb. I guess we had abandoned Jesus for a long time yeah? We had not been putting him in our top priority. ): Followed by youth mass. Father Kenny was so cute! "Did you all pray for your parents? Or you all just pray for your exams?" The next moment, you can see everyone heads bow down and start praying. After mass, we didn't know where to go. Wanted to watch movie. Walked to J8 while Karl and Julian took bus. Cheaters and Lazy Bums. >< Was tired. On the way, was looking up to see if anyone is at home. Fail. Then went to food court. J8 was ultra empty. ): So went to KFC, ate a bit. Sean mixed chicken in potato. EEW. Then Karl took the bag and cover so we won't see. -.- Retardedness. 55-ed home with Karl. Gah. And used my phone to MSN till 12 before sleeping.
Today was rather good. I woke up on time for catechism. (: So learnt about the Eucharist and miracles that Eucharist perform. Gosh. So cool. [: After that, wanted to attend mass. But never mind since daddy mummy came to fetch me for once. (Y). Next week : BBQ!

Its a good day to start my awesome day. Don't you think so. (:
Talk about yesterday first.
Nothing much. Its just language day when we hear the teachers yanking english and chinese. PE was so fun! [: volleyball. LOL. After school wanted to give Ms zhong her happy teachers day card but she was gone. So I was planning to send mail her from 2 Grace. GAH. Then sat for extra lesson (: Did math till3:40 with my speed running and ran to the den and fall in. Just on time! Went for footdrill. Did the 5-cent coin drill. It felt as if I dropped the coin because you cant feel it. But Awesome. We did well and didnt drop so much. Can train for muscles. Hantak Kaki Hantak. Awesome. And I think our squad didn't do horribly just need to refine on our bangs! Then after that, fall in. Went to wash toilets for care of public property. It totally reminded me of church camp! Wash toilets. Spray water get wet and all. Super Duper fun. Then went for level bonding. Played some games. Then fall in. Guides ended. ):

Week 9 is about to be gone. Last year I was slacking? O:
Ca-li-for-nia gurls. :D
Sun-kissed skin, we'll melt your Popsicle. (:
Anyway lets just go on with my pathetic week.
Monday:
Boring day. I didn't know what to write for qing jing Chinese compo. Old man kind of gave me something the same. So I just kind of write what I remembered? I was crapping.
Tuesday:
ICT sucks. wastes life.
Wednesday:
Its kind of fun. Usually my week starts at Wednesday? Slow boring day though. Home econs actually wasted my life. After school, met Melina, Beatrice and Sam at the canteen and ate lunch. We were like the noisiest in the canteen since there were only sec 2s. Banging tables and having our 4-people riot against school computers that sucked loads. After that went to 2 diligence and studied history before changing to guides uniform. WTH. Sam, Mel and Beatrice went to call Karl. They accidentally pressed. Then put down. Then Mel was like call. -.-' Sam called and was like hey sexy. I was like WTH. TSK. :@ Went for guides and then footdrill. They made us put 5cent coins so we can lock our arms. Its pure torture. We can't even feel the 5 cent coins. So marched and after that play worms! Wen Xin and I stand there then we were like hehe. They come catch us then we run. But we walked. LOL. Its a wrong choice to catch us because we are slow runners and would slow down the whole chain. Actually not slow. We are just slackers. LOL. Then fall in again. And then packed up den and washed tent. Fall in again. Then dismissed. Went home and mug..
Thursday:
It is a brain block day. Its a rather horrible day too. Its also another day that Hong Cui Yi, made her own history. Further more, it isn't a good one either. Got back science PPR. I HATE MR LEOW. He failed my whole class or something. I got a freaking effing C5 for science PPR. Without that coursework, I could have gotten a damn A1 which is pretty looking in my PPR. Such nice history I made. 2 C5. I never experienced so many B4s and C5s in my PPR before. Furthermore, history was hell. I blanked. I was able to recite everything. Lastly, blame myself. Bye.
I am off to study chemistry for next week's stupid test.

GOLD. (: MY STORY PART 5 :D

Today was AWESOME. Week 8 really ended off with a blast. I reached church around 9:35am which was kind of late. Went to Maggie they all. So for the first 15minutes, we had to mingle around. Which we didn't exactly. We sat at our own groups and talked. When they asked, "Who you talked to that you didn't talk to in the past 6 months?" We all couldn't respond. LOL! And pigs like Kryshan and I went to eat. I was trying my best to avoid all the chips. After that, focused on parts of the mass. (: We did opening. After catechism, went for mass. From the end. Maggie, Geraldine, Caissa, me, Kryshan, Sandra, Sean, Karl, Jonas, Jeremy. Woah. Thats loads of people. :D Wasn't really paying much attention during mass. ): Mag took my phone away just in case I keep texting, but we were playing around with the little boy in front of us. :D He is so damn cute. After mass went to library and self-studied a while. Karl went to eat with the other guys. After that, wanted to meet in the library but mummy was coming :\ So met mummy and get the card. Mr stalker said he saw me but I couldn't see him. Gah. Epic thing:
Karl :Why you take the elevator?  And I found him at the books there near the elevator. GAH. Stalker max. LOL! Went and studied history. Kind of memorize finish 1 chapter or something. After that went to J8 and took MRT all the way to Orchard ION. ITS BEEN LONG SINCE I WENT THERE. (: Met Sandra and Sean before going to search for water. It was pathetic. No water one. ): Anyway, got water. We wanted to walk the whole of Orchard road. But was lazy. Just continue walking straight. Unknowingly, we walked down Orchard road. (Y) Like through the buildings and reached Nee Ann City. Then turned back. MRT-ed to Esplanade. :D Was walking the link way. Met Kryshan and went to esplanade. We couldn't find the cake theatre which was outside and we missed half the production. But we watched the 5:15pm one. After that went to buy cotton candy and went for life band performance. :D Its awesome. At 6:30pm, we went for the last performance. Now we understand the whole production. Its quite nice. The spastic looks are cute. 7pm and wanted to go back. But dragged because we wanted to see Vanessa. Well, 7.15pm. Gah. It was so late. So went back. Reached home and bathed. Its quite late now.
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Week 9 will be rather hectic. Chinese Compo test, Acids bases and alkali test, history test. Apparently, there is not enough time for some self reflection in another post. So I will just do it here. This week have been rather fruitful. I did not go online on Wednesday though it was so tempting. I even studied all long. Just need to hope that I do well. Also, I guess I enjoyed this week too. All the random pictures taken which are quite useless. Counting toilets for teachers day. Though it was bumpy, and hectic, I still managed to fulfill my ordeal as an ideal CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS' Student. I managed some time management. Oh well, I did my work fast. It was quite surprising that I was able to start on my notes the moment I reached home after a math test. So term3 will be almost gone. My results do suck. But I am determined and filled with determination that HONG CUI YI will do well for the EOYS which is in about 40 days time. I survived 8 weeks. 2 more weeks. All the best. (: God is with you. :D

TOMORROW IS SUNDAY (: I was productive today by finishing all the homework and notes for history. YOG track and field was kind of boring. I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW><
I remembered last year. Like on this typical term 3 week 8 Saturday, I went to KK hospital due to temperature of 40.8 degree Celsius and had to drink glucose and bathe there and had 8 days MC! Gah. How memorable. And then I didn't go for catechism on Sunday because had high temperature again. I remembered I wasted my life 8days at home. LOL.
okay. got to go. tomorrow :D

This week was !@#$%^&*. I felt quite speechless. At least today ended with quite a blast. Or maybe not.
Monday:I had Tingxie. True enough I passed it. :D I felt good because I didn't fail. I drew a mind map on linking how failing Chinese can lead to geography and science.

Fail Chinese > daddy scold > tell old man > old man scold > more tuition > more work > waste paper > kill trees > deforestation > burn trees > ozone layer deplete > ice cap melt > more flood > decrease population > low population rate > government need offer incentives for people to give birth more.
Fail Chinese > daddy nag > waste saliva > no salivary amylase to break down starch into glucose > too much glucose > grow fat > die of diabetes > decrease population > low population >government need offer incentives for people to give birth.
During Malay, we hid all the markers and put permanent marker there. We laughed non-stop. Teachers went to use and wanted to erase and found out it can't. Wasted time to erased. LOL!
:D Isn't it awesome? After school ate Ya Kun with Ayana, Vivian and Carnation. LOVE THEIR HORLICKS! :D Ate like pigs before heading to Bishan library. We all did math. 1hour30minutes non-stop. We are cool. At night had old man. He screwed me. Give homework.

TUESDAY:
School was really boring. Had comprehension test. But the fun thing was after school! Marianne, Isabelle and I went to find teachers to take part in the teacher's day game show. :D All avoided us. ): Was practically running up and down. Then CIP. On bus was sleeping :D Must catch up on sleep. Then at Metta home, the lift can't hold my class. So some of us had to come out. Same us! Jophelia, Marianne, Teresa, HanRui, Isabelle and Evangeline! We waited for another lift. :D Sang songs for them and played pass the parcel. They were so cute! The way they love dancing to Nobody. :D After that went back to school and counted toilets for the answers to teachers game show. I hate counting toilets. Marianne and I were the only ones in lower sec block and it was super dark and quiet. So went to canteen and went home with Teresa, Hanrui and Evangeline. Teresa dropped mince meat in her umbrella. It was raining like cats and dogs. With dark sky and thunder. O:
WEDNESDAY: 
The most tiring day in my life. WEDNESDAY. Boring lessons. Home econs wasted my life. :\ After school went to find teachers again. All the teachers were avoiding us. :\ Went to meet Beatrice and Melina Chew and Sam. Ate lunch and went to diligence. We were studying. I was doing balancing equations, Melina and Beatrice were doing quadratic graphs and Sam was polishing her badge. =.= I went crazy over chemistry. Changed into full uniform and carried my chemistry file. While walking, I was still practicing balancing the damn equations. Fall in and had footdrill. Seriously it sucked. They made us march on the spot for damn long. And WE FREAKING LOCKED OUR ARMS. THEY PULLED OUR ARMS OUTWARDS AND SAID WE DIDN'T LOCK IT. If we didn't lock it, our arms wouldn't hurt. They pulled outwards, I lost balance, must stop to catch up timing. And then freaking freaking thing was they said we didn't follow timing. I hate it. I locked my arms but they pulled it outwards. Don't they know how pain it is. Obviously pull outwards is against direction. Our hands go up and down. They pull to left/right. WTF can. Now they are making us to bring 5cents to lock our arms. And the 2 people who horse kick just won't want to lift up their legs. They made our squad suffer like some shit. Can't they understand all for one, one for all. After footdrill was deportment and conduct practical. I just passed. :D Quite fail though.. I don't know how to sit properly and all. Then while waiting was doing chemistry again. I did till heads out. Went home and DID NOT GO ONLINE AT ALL. Studied chem and balanced equations, did graphs and simultaneous equations. Awesome can. Waste paper though.
THURSDAY:
Stressful day. Student forum was good. MORE BINS! I hope I don't screw balancing equations. Math test was quite okay. Hope I do well! :D I studied hard. :D After school went to Macs with Ayana and Xenia. We were crapping. :D Gossiped, Bitched and crapped for 1hour30minutes non-stop. [contents are rated] I feel really good. Went home. Typed notes for history test.
FRIDAY:
It was raining heavily. Strolled to school with the fear of getting strike by lightning. Went to diligence and lent Melina my Chinese-dictionary for her Bao Zhang test. We crapped awhile. Went up to class. And pledge taking. PE SUCKS. Mr Yeo went to show the gym video. Damn funny. Was laughing like shit. Had summary test. After that was rather slacking. I did weird things in class and then waited for CME that time when Su Lao Shi told us a super inspirational story. :D Inspired. Met Beatrice after school and went to eat cup noodles at 7 eleven with Sharlene, Grace and Beatrice. Did weird stuff. Went back to diligence and then Melina was trying to dance the cool gliding part in Bonamana. Was failed and funny. Went for guides. Had tentage. I went to help COY 2. COY 1 got supposingly more people. Well, give me a chance to work with my previous COY. We won. :D Awesome. Was dancing RDD in mud since Carnation dared me. And WenXin keep disturbing me with love grass. Washed up and guides ended. ): Ate dinner. Came home. Did history notes.

---End of week8. I survived. Thank god.---

My story part 4. :D

Guess what, week 7 is over. I wasted my life. Projects, Logbook, tests, homework. The school is out to kill me and my life. Which I really don't know why must they do so. Even the old man is out to kill me when he gave me composition to write. I really don't work well with paper 1. At the same time, I hated paper 2. I don't know why I just can't do well in chinese. So I guess, I don't take higher chinese? Its stressing my head. Well, at least you done a good job by not texting in church which makes you a good girl or perhaps a better child of god instead of being naughty. My case of eating too much had overwhelmed me. Its not about the fact that I eat too much. But I eat more chocolates than my meal. Something is wrong some where in my life that made me eat chocolates so much that I think I am growing fatter than usual. I better start my great diet plan again. My great diet plan had failed the moment since I started. But I will enforce it once again. One case of being a good girl the past few days were not talking so much, playing so much but I did my homework. Thats one case of being a good girl but it has hidden my own character of talking and playing. A case of being a bad girl for these few weeks was using the computer so much and rebelling against my parents just because my table is in atrocious state. Life is going upside down and week 8 is going to be really bumpy. I emphasize bumpy because there are a lot of things to do. Here is an outline of week 8 that I will some how have to stay back almost everyday.
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Week 8:
Monday: Ting Xie, Chemistry extra lesson, Old man
Tuesday: Compre test, CIP
Wednesday: Science graded assignment-Chemical formula and balancing equations, guides
Thursday: Math common test-Simultaneous & Graphs
Friday: English summary test, guides
Saturday: Watch YOG
Sunday: Vanessa's IJTP ELDDS production: Gold-5:15 to 5:45, Watch YOG
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Apparently, out of my whole pathetic outline of week 8, I only look forward to Sunday. There is church, mass and IJ TP drama production with church friends which is going to be really fun and stress releasing. Well, I will still have to go through all the obstacles of Week 8 before I can reach Sunday which is my most desired day of the week. So there is at least a fun day in my schedule-packed week. I guess, I should say bye to this blog and leave it hanging there in comma and hibernating mood while I will go and study and revise my Ting Xie, Chemistry and Math. All the best (:

Geeks. [: Today was not as fun as what I expected. No life one. Apart from the fact that taking Jane's show and hiding in the cabinet and making her walk around with 1 shoe was really funny. We learnt about confession today. During mass, I felt like a good girl because I didn't sms so much. I only text after communion which was good. (: Karl, Thanks for your kinder joy. The toy was a truck. So this was much end of my failed week which was horribly boring. Such a slow Sunday. Maggie, Kryshan and Geraldine abandoned me.

Today was a really mugging day. My accomplishments: Math practice paper, lit and tingxie.
Had old man tuition today which waste my life because he gave some shit Compo about your teacher. I got no strong impressions at all. ._. Watched the YOG opening ceremony. Though it is not as fantastic as BeiJing Olympics, still Singapore own it. Extremely proud to be in Singapore. The contestants were so cute. Was ROFL my way.
case 1-*looks at the card person*
*continue walking straight*oh. wrong way.* turns back*
case 2:*walks wrong direction*10minlater*walksback and cut through centre*
case 3:*card person turn 1way*contestant turn another way*10minlater*walks backand cut the stage*
Thats so freaking cute!
I can't wait for catechism tomorrow. Even though Magdalene, Geraldine and Kryshan is going to abandon me during lunch and mass. Sad. ): 22Aug. Waiting for 22Aug. :D

I need to give a quick debrief of Friday.
Today was totally a language day which hell broke loose and life became so boring that I slept during chinese. I slept for 1 hour. (Y) I don't really care because its Friday last period. Guides. Guides was truly awesome. I can see the Mynah team spirit. As good as Sunflower. The debate was really awesome. First one was that we had to agree that idolizing celebrities is good. Cherida is a good debater. Jing Yi too. GAH. I think debating is fun. Mynah was awesome to make it to the finals and won the debate. :D There was so little time and I wanted to say when time was out. It was about allowing gays and lesbians in Singapore and we were supposed to oppose. We lead it to population and geography. I can still remember. LOL. WE WON! AWESOME!
Thank God its Friday. I survived another week.

I wish there is Catechism class every single week. Holidays or no holidays. No doubt, catechism class is really enjoyable. I learn more things each week. More about God. At the same time, building friendship with different people. The crazy things we do on facebook. Talking, commenting and crapping nonsense. CC2 are different from those I mix in school. Mass after catechism class, gossiping about stuff. Lunch and movies together. Makes us awesome and going to church, attending catechism class, going for mass together, eating lunch together and even going out can be so stress releasing and fun! Even the complications between different people.
For example: ____ <3 _______ or some other weird stuff which is so cute and funny! [: We make different history. We had people dropping phone in the toilet bowl during camp and perhaps even flying dustbin. How about next year? We can have flying phones?! I love the way we bond. Gossiping a about ahem, and all sorts of weird things can come out from our mouths. I miss church camp. At night, girls will all gather on the bed and gossip. And tell each other secrets. ^^ Match-making. [: And each time catechist or junior catechist comes in we will all scurry back to our beds and pretend that we are asleep. Retarded us even pretended to go toilet and pretended to be junior catechist and walk into the room and then started laughing when we see everyone running back and jumping on beds. Taking pictures at night for fun. Even taking pictures of people sleeping.
I miss church camp so much. So so much. Church is so fun. <3

Lets take a look at Wednesday and Thursday. You know. Week 8 is going to be a suck week. And I most probably won't be blogging till then. To I will post as many as possible to keep my faithful readers reading my blog. [:
Wednesday:
Its a long day but awesome. Seeing all my friends. EVEN AWESOME. PLUS, VIVIAN'S BIRTHDAY! She turned 11. Lizzie gave me my sunflower. Ok. Talk about after school. The rest wastes my life away. It was kind of raining after school. Met Melina, Sam and Beatrice in the canteen and talk all we want, ate lunch and caught up! :D Then went to class. We tried skipping. Apparently, Nicole Ang failed her skipping. So laughed and all. Changed to Guides uniform and went for guides. :D Had test and lectures first. Took test. And got back world conference test. I failed and missed 75% by 1.5 marks. I lost it because I wrote 'word coference' instead of 'world conference'. FAIL. FAIL. LOL. Vanessa help me find marks and I begged Monique. Ended up, I passed. Awesome. Then got footdrill. Although we didn't do well and de-prove, it was a tiring and maybe not so satisfying. Still, we, greyguides, are going to do our commanders proud one day. Went back to den. SOMEONE STEP ON MY SUNFLOWER AND IT DESTROYED. IT DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THE CHANCE TO BLOOM. A LIFE WASTED. D:
Thursday: 
Assembly was fun! They teach us about make-up. Which is rather interesting than some red cross guy come speak like the previous week and I dozed off like some pig. Orange, Pink. Even make-up requires art and my art F9. Well, I guess a person like me will never need any thing much. O: Especially my eyes. Love my eyelashes and I am not going to do anything to my beloved eyelashes. LOL. Blending colours and all. Then got back chem. Urgh. Chinese test was so hard. @.@ bye to hcl. I really don't get why must term 3 be so !@#$%^&*! After school had council meeting then went home. [:

I got back chemistry test today and it sucked totally. I don't get it. Whats wrong with the freaking teachers. Its unfair. I really can't stand the teachers. Now I expect an ugly ppr. So ugly that I won't get into triple science and take biology in sec 3. Its 4 marks. And this paper is out of 14 marks only. What can they expect from us. Like NO ONE could have thought of covalent bonding. 7/14 is really low. My lowest was an A2. And thats a freaking C6 and frankly speaking I never had a C for science or a B4. Now, I broke my own record. Congrats.
Dear Teachers, thank you so much for destroying people who are in truth, grace and loyalty who wants to take triple science in sec 3. Thank you for screwing us up. Thank you for now driving us crazy over our PPR. Thank you for taking away what we want. I just can't stand it when you just destroyed people's hope of taking triple science. I really really want to protest against those marks. To find some justice. Its unfair because other classes taking other modules would do better because they had not experience the same disgusting problem as us. Then again its not about it. Its subject combination. Teachers, thank you so much for destroying what I have wanted. Love, a student who wants that chemistry test a void and wants her marks back.

Today seemed like any other holiday [: But I call it homeworkliday. Since we all got to homework.
I woke up at 9. Thanks to the 4 incoming messages all at one go that my phone vibrated and since its beside the speaker and the speaker its on, it made that irritating noise which is freaking irritating. And I did work till 11am since I was not allowed to use the computer. Watched movies. In the afternoon, talked to Kryshan, Geraldine, HuiJan, Melina, Xenia, Elisabeth, Karl, Magdalene, Vanessa, Jonas & Sandra. And out of 11, 7 are from CC2. We rock to the max. And Geraldine and I decided to spam people's wall. So we started going to Kryshan's wall and spammed. We moved on to Caissa, then to Sandra, then to flying dustbin (Sharlene) and lastly to Magdalene. Spamalogy! LOL. Vanessa and I were talking about *ahem* and Kryshan and I too. Elisabeth called me at around 4pm and talked till 5pm. Lame crap... =.= After that ate dinner and ate an apple. Went down to throw rubbish and buy bread. End of my not so fruitful day.
Accomplishments: Spamming, talking, msn-ing, enjoying the time of my life, watched a movie, texting. Math homework 43.
Things not accomplished: Math homework which I bet anyone had done.
OH and MELINA IS BACK! [: And she is back on the #1 stalker list. In 1 day, she became 0 to #1. Good. (Y)
Looks like week 8 is going to be a busy up-and-down roller coaster! And this blog is going to be sleeping and dead again. But It won't die. I totally can't wait for Sunday because Sunday is usually the best day of the week! Anticipating. And I need to get off facebook. Look at this analogy of how facebook distracts me from homework.
*kicks the on button*
*types the password*
*clicks chrome*
*news feed! 300+ recent news*
*scrolls, reads and comments*
--30min gone--
*reads notifications and comments back*
--30min gone--
*Wall hoping*
--takes forever--
*I will do my homework at 4pm*
*shit its 4pm. Never mind. 5pm*
--end of day: I done nothing.--

Happy 45th birthday Singapore! You rock! I am extremely proud to be a Singaporean. 

Live our dreams, fly our flag. 

Yesterday was rather okay. Just that I missed out tons of fun in church. ): Which makes things really saddening. Went for tea ceremony at dian xiao er. Go there eat. Then was smsing HuiJan, Mag, Karl and Jonas. GAH. I heard about playing with kinds and jonas bastard kryshan and all. I missed out the fun. Lizzie told me she bought me a sunflower! WHEE~ After that went J8 shop and then came home. Did literature. At around 6.15pm, left home for Conrad. Gah. went to shop and bought a new pair of shorts. Then gah. It was so grand. There is live band. Food is so awesome. And I tasted red wine and white wine which was quite okay. :D So got red face. reach home around12am. Slept. I love the food. Everyone wear dress. Gah. out of place.

Today was one of the boring days I ever have. Just like every other Saturday.
Woke up to find that it was raining heavily and ate breakfast before using the computer and start homeworking. After that eat lunch and go for old man tuition. :\
Old man asked me why I pon tuition yesterday. I said I forgot. In my mind: Its not real. I pon because I didn't do homework. Worst thing was asking me to boil water for him while copying the stupid thing. I realised writing from your brain is way easier than copying out that compo or whatever it is. And that stupid SiHan. Old man ask me why read so slow. I said I don't know. In my mind: I am slow.
HAHA. Then go church. shop at night. Come home use computer. Typical Saturday right?

Dreams vs expectations vs hope

  Everyone has a dream. In fact, everyone have many dreams. Some are superficial. Yet some are realistic. I have got a superficial one. Thats my inception. I recently watched a movie called inception which really struck me. You build your own dreams in your dream. Confusing? Some how things get really confusing. I have my own dreams. My own expectations.
  When I was a little girl, I dream that I was a little princess living in a perfect world where there are no such things called natural disasters. As I grew up, I dream that I am a girl living in a perfect world trying my best in everything. Now, I don't dream. I have my own expectation. I expect myself to be someone, smart, intelligent, self-droved and responsible. What about hope? I hoped that time could go back. Turn back to the past when I can correct my own mistakes.
  My parents had high expectations of me. Not only my parents but my grandparents. "You are from St Nicholas Girls' School" and thats what my grandparents and parents always say. Since I am from St Nicholas Girls' School, I am expected to do well in everything. Thats what everyone thinks. Even that old man say so. This is reality. Perhaps it is because my school has top scorers. My own dream is to make it to one of them in sec 4.  My only hope now is to take triple science and get a good subject combination.
  My brother had no expectations of himself while my parents have high expectations of him. Is this called one-sided expectations? Then again my brother dream of going to SJI yet he is not doing anything. All my parents hope for him is to at least go into express or Catholic High Sec. The least or most they can do for him is to pray to God, and pay for his tuition.
  Then when I like someone or at least maybe or perhaps. All I can do is just hope and its just a superficial dream. If it ever becomes realistic, there will be more hope and higher expectations.
  Some times, life is like that. All you do is dream, expect and hope.

My story part 3. :D

Time flew and its term 3 week 6. In fact, Term 3 week 6 is over. And soon, End of Year Exams are here. Its really very fast. And my weeks have been passing blindly. My brother's PSLE is soon. But he is kind of experiencing a whole load of different hardcore treatment from me. Comparing me and him. I do test papers non-stop daily. He does school homework, loads of tuition and loads of scolding and nagging non-stop daily. When my parents quarrel with my brother, I find things really stressing. Some how, they would come into my room, find fault with me and all I do is just nod my head and ignore. Another fact in the past 4 weeks was movie. I have been movie-ing. Term 3 seemed like a movie term. It seemed so unreal. Soon, I will become a movie addict. How great. I am one now. I am a facebook addict and even not facebooking a day makes me feel a little uneasy. Computer age? The next generation will be worse than us? No? Yes? Talk about my test. It is kind of predicted that a person like me will not make it to triple science. Still, trying, living up to my own expectations and its dropping. There is still last lap of term 4. I have to buck up on my math. I can't imagine my own PPR sliding down the hill. From a high 72.9% to a 67.9%. Thats damn low. And the only 2 subjects which I can see an A1 in is Science and Geography. Self-satisfaction? Screwed up my own latest chemistry test. I studied hard. I even RESISTED the temptation of kicking that big, pretty, silver, shiny button just at my feet. All I have to do is press it. Then the screen will turn on and then password will be there for me. And I can see the computer smiling at me saying, "Welcome back! My friend!" I have not been a good catholic the last 4 weeks. Attending mass with my friends and texting during mass. Apparently, its no more about god. Its about enjoying. I really need to stop all my random crap. I really can't assure that I will stop texting during mass but I have got to try. The word trying is invented for a reason. I need to stop using the computer, facebooking and playing. Talking to Jonas about some random topic yesterday and this struck me. In 2 months time, I will be having my last exams in the year. In 2 months time, I will have to select my subjects soon. In 2.5 or 3 months time, its time to except fate on the subjects that I will be taking. And in 4months time, I will have to embrace sec 3 life. In 1 month time, I will have to grow old and be 14. Good job Nicole. Time passes so fast. Don't even need to count down. Oblivious moments. I need to study hard. I really have to. Trying my best. Be prepared. Live up to my expectations and all others. All the best.

Today:
060810. The quite epic days and one of the lax days because week 7 don't really have any test. Firstly, I must start of saying that school national celebration was quite fun! Though it was quite dead and Sharlene and I went around walking in school during community songs. And I love the St Nicks spirit even though it kind of gets dead as the years go by. I was surprised that there wasn't mass. They should have! Rather saddened by it. I miss Father Simon. ): After that was skip-a-ton. Everyone was so  enthu skipping. Well, I sucked at it so didn't. 10am we were dismissed. Went to AMK hub with Sharlene Lee and Denise Wee and bought food. Then we went to Denise house and walked damn far into the 'rich people' estates. Darn. Her house is so big. It was kind of awkward because I am not close to her? Sharlene and I watched some shows before walking outside to 86. I ran off at Yio Chu Kang because I want go home watch CSI. :D But sadly I didn't. I did old man homework and some other homework. I really want to watch CSI. GAH. Fun day. (;

Talk August 2nd - August 5th first.

Monday:
Nothing much. Jolene, Joyce, Charmaine and Li Ping came my house to do the geography/history integrated project. Did quite a lot. Its an accomplishment. :D Then went for old man tuition.
Tuesday:
ICT training was good. Everyone facebooking. :\ (Y) And while I was at the loo, Angelyn posted something because I forgot to log off/lock the computer. Tsk. Went home and mug like shit.
Wednesday:
Chem test sucked. D: They freaking tested something that was not supposed to be tested and they are going to count it in the test? I am so screwed. I want to riot. Made my day. EMO. I love my baked rice.
Guides was quite ok. The drawing of appropriate attire was epic funny. I didn't know how to draw. Then it look like shit. I am disappointed because there wasn't any footdrill.
Today:
Narrative test was goood. :D Maybe not. But in either way, I crapped out. :D So I find it quite accomplishing. Maybe I will post some weird bizarre passages written by me. Which makes me awesome. But first I need to accomplish my own feelings. D: After school stayed back for the NE thing. -.- Wasted my time because don't need to. So talked and laugh with Yi Fen and Kerrie. Truth got back their paper. Apparently, they did badly. :\ So I guesss I will fail my chem. Suck

Hello. ;D
I didnt blog for which week? Oh yeah. Week 5. TSK. I think its one of my quite slack week although people said it was the shitty-est week ever.
Monday:
I had loads and bombs of test. YiLunWen=FAIL, Spelling=1 error, History graded assignment was shit. I couldnt even finish the damn source base. So much for sucking at it.
Tuesday:
Lit test was shit. I was writing and my words were flying above the line then below the line then stuck in the middle of nowhere. My essay looked really crap. After that, WATCHED INCEPTION WITH CARNATION KNG. ;D Its a complex movie at the start. But at the end, I thought the plot was really good. And its not for small girls. -.- I <3 inception.
Wednesday:
I felt good. Everyone is studying for geography test while I am slacking at one side. :D Guides was awesome. Our footdrill was like improving. (Y) and when we greet the commanders it was super loud. Though my timing sucked because I was too slow, still, greyguides did awesome. I love greyguides.
Thursday:
SYF! Unglamography. Met at Singa lion at 7am. Tie hair hear and there. Then went on the bus. Reached NUS University cultural center. I tried scanning for WiFi. Apparently, failed. Lousy. So we had some briefing before going to our respective rooms and fetching the school. Lizzie and I in-charge of Nan Yang and our school is apparently on the second floor. Climbing. ): Just like Jubilate. But this time, the corridor was rather spacey so we could actually do our stuff there. Then with our cameras here goes unglam! We love vending machine coffee and milo. It rocks. :D Went snacks machine. Got snacks. Ate till we fat. -.- Then go back camwhore. Tsk. Lunch was disgusting but still eat. Then at 6 plus went home.
Friday:
School in the morning. Met at 12pm and then help tie hair and all. Bus-ed to UCC again. Sat with Melina. Told her some STUFF. :D Then went there ate lunch. Went outside the room and rot. They had finale rehearsal so we had to rot again. -.- When it was the real thing we had to bring those little kids. But in the mean time, it was the tap tap and unglamography race. Tap tap was so fun. On Charis iTouch. And played with lizzie. Tsk. Pro pig. :\ The thing ended at 10pm. Went home. Rot. And slept.
SYF was super fun. Greyguides unglams never end. :D  Pon lesson is good too!
Saturday:
Stupid old man. Waste my time. :\ Met wen xin and went to Padang. Sat at blue sector and was watching out for hot guys. Apparently, No. Guides did awesome. (y) The performance was good too. Apart from the fact that it was not facing us. Awesome. NDP'10 (:
Sunday:
Woke up at 9.15am. LOL! I got 15minutes to rush to church. Anyway reached church at 9.45am. They haven't start. Make me rush for nothing. Then cat class. Talked about reconciliation and stains. Went for mass. Mass was (y). Some of them went for children's liturgy. Then lunch. 55-ed home with Karl.