12 days.

Before I log out and this blog remains dead till I find time...
I'm gonna talk about studies. Pardon me if this gets freaking annoying because I know it will so you can chose not to read it. If you get annoyed then that is your problem because I warned you that it might be of high annoyance level kay. 

So everything in my life is currently about studying... Probably if you see me, I'd be studying. Even when doing english comprehension practice comes into concern.
And probably.... I think I'm dead for emath, amath and physics. Really. Or maybe chemistry because I'm really weak when mole concept appears and I start to shiver and go into a black hole and everything is impossible there since I just sent myself to a dead star.
I seriously have no idea what am I talking about but I'm really really stressed okay.
I can barely vomit whatever I studied onto the past year paper. But actually frankly speaking, I can do amath and emath if I memorise my formulas... If only I memorise them. And I have them real in my head especially for trigo. Even physics have formulas which I can't seem to apply them..
And there is Geography which is freaking scary of the whole smelly textbook like I remembered them and yet I don't.
Gonna go and complete my work and study already. Everyday till 19 days later. Thank god I don't take lit even though I have to suffer through amath paper and geography paper on the same day. :{

Cause when you're 15, somebody tells you they love you. you gotta believe them

I'm like some stuffed up pig. The perfect combination of angry-bird look a like and the pig the angry bird tries to kill. Apparently, like what Amanda says.. And Wensie says so too!

Yeapp.. I'm slacking now, like what I promised Melina to. To slack a bit on my birthday. So I decided to put my time to my birthday post. I'm finally 15 years old. yes 15. Old enough to do nothing. -___- Still... 

I'm gonna describe how my birthday journey had began. Pardon me if its painful and boring. 

The whole birthday madness started on Saturday with Aunty betty giving me my present and Amanda baking me my cake! Followed by Sunday, the surprise which I completely didn't expect it to even happen. With the cake and presents... And all that Geri and I didn't expect since our birthday's are exactly one week apart. Then Today when I had cake again, for patrol meeting, and everyone sang happy birthday again, those patrols who have patrol meeting, and recess... With the whole class owning the whole canteen and blur and not knowing anything.. the whole class started singing happy birthday while I has happily eating. Why am I so oblivious to Vivian's hand signals when she is sitting right in front of me... Haha still love 3 Unity for their surprise!! and Vivian and Amanda! And everyone else. Haha. Melina Chew's love letter and wanting to be number 1 to wish me. Just cut my cake at home... Another cake... And tomorrow, I'm gonna have cake for 9am break. 

Really... Gonna gain wait.. and be like this...

Okay, so I'm gonna have some birthday wishes/things I wanna do in this 15th year. Sounds retarded but yes... 

1) I WANNA DO WELL FOR MY EOYS AND OLEVELS. 

2) Stay healthy! 

3) Everyone lives happily ever after! :}

Hmm.. For what I wanna do for this 15th year, something significant on this Earth. Hmm.. volunteer work? Continue doing CIP at guides house, do other volunteer stuff like probably old folks (don't know why) and still do morning star for the families. Hopefully another mission trip soon!  

stay active in society and stop eating cakes and lose some weight. Hehehe.

count down time check: 2 weeks and 2 days to the start of EOYS. Time passes really fast. 

Gonna be more mature! slightly more, I hope.. 

Olevel Chemistry SPA tomorrow. Scared...

look for the girl with the broken smile

Yes, I could have used this time to type more for my SS notes before I logged out. I haven't mentioned how exciting my week was! okay, actually only on Saturday and today... So uhm, went to the guides house on Saturday and Aunty betty got her 25 year long service award. I LOVE HER LIKE MAD. HAHAHAHAHA. Then after that ate amanda's cake for me with Aunty betty and Aunty betty gave me my birthday present. HAHAHA the centenary watch. Aww man, thats so sweet. I'm gonna wear it kay. Even though it might look slightly gay on me. :P But its pretty. Well, continue to feed me. Did some work then after that, played snake and ladder when like no one is around. And I won! HAHA. Well, once again a lot of food to bring back.
Today was even better... Talk about mass and class. After class, Mag, Ben, Jon, Bryan and Joey surprised Geri and I with our presents and cake. Didn't really expect them coming. No wonder Ben, Jon, Bryan and Joey didn't attend mass in the morning because they went to get they cake. Now I've got this cute soft toy, rather big.. on my table. Eeyore! its like about 90cm tall.. HAHAHA and Ben brought bob the bear today!
After that studied with Sharlene Lee.
Excited for my birthday. Hehehe. Even though, I have no life, I sleep at 12am everyday instead of 10.30am and I study non-stop everyday. Expect my 15th year to be like this. I need to sleep at 10.30am after EOYS. Hehe. Okay, gotta go. Bye!
I love Amanda for her cake, Aunty betty for the watch and the Gerifish family for the eeyore! :)

want you to know

I want to be there, up there again! (; Okay, sounds weird but yeah, life has been boring these days. 

Wake up in the morning, go to school, go study, come home, do notes, then sleep. 

Not bad right? I mean I did almost all my homework. And I don't know why am I blogging today. Schedule is so screwed up. I'm thinking like why was there even CCA today. 

Okay, I make my stand clearly. I WON'T GO FOR PGA. Not like I'm making a fuss or something but 

1) I'm not smart okay. thats why I have to study really hard to get some average results. 

2) if I continue to divert my time away to something that I don't even want to do, forget about even going to JC.

3) I won't give my 100% okay.

Yup, And apparently everyone is saying I can cope or something or they are doing worse but please lah. See how much effort I have to put in order to get some smelly average results. Maybe not enough. But then I know myself best okay. I know my mind very well. So everyone shall just shutup about me mugging. Its not a choice unless I retain or something. -___- Ya okay, life is pretty boring. This post just added some color to my life because I just used 8minutes to type this post out. Okay, now 9 already. Gonna go and do Natural vegetation notes, physics thermal energy notes then do english comprehension. So bye! 

Leeseunggi! 

All geared up

This is probably the moment when everyone goes like "Oh no, school is starting soon. I haven't finish all my homework. And I don't wanna wake up early" 

Well, same for me. I haven't touched Chinese homework a single bit. I'm amazing or what. 

September holidays, gone. With that, the only thing I look forward to is EOYS. Its not like I wanna look forward to, I have no choice so I have to look forward to that in preparation for it. Its kind of like a psychological thing you know where you get ready for the end of year papers and all. 

So, looking at my report book. Depressing huh... Looking at the cumulative, its time to set some goals for EOYS if not I'm just going no where. Aimless. 

Determined to continue to pass English and at least get a C6 or C5. 

Chinese try to go up from B4 to B3?

Combined humanities from C5 ( I have no idea why am I in band II -.-) to B4. 

Geography from B3 to A2. (could have hit A2 in 0.7% probably because term one pulled me down)

Amath from C6 to C5? Continue to improve or something. From F9 to C6 to A2. -.- still overall C6 

Math from C6 to B4.

Chemistry stay as A1. Kay thanks. 

Physics better hit B4. 

Makes no different luh, but must try kay. Everyday living in a world that just says study. The moment I open my eyes, first thing that comes across my mind: study. I'm serious kay. If not I'd laze on my bed all day and do nothing. -.- Kinda getting automatic. :S

Things to do after EOYS:

1) shop. I haven't get into H&M

2) movie marathon. 

3) greyguides outing planning. 

4) play and learn fingerstyle. 

Yupp and okay, I'm super excited for the new launch of software update for my phone. Windows phone for the win. Check it out kay. Its cool like shit. (use of propaganda) Its better than iPhone. Watch the video and go see kay. 

WINDOWS PHONE 7.5

Yes, Text messaging, Msn, Twitter and Facebook chat all in one convo with the person. Multitasking. And unlimited skydrive share point. And local scout. Don't need to use failure google maps any more! There is even movie time displayed under bing and internet explorer 9. whoo! And I want HTC titan windows 7.5. So pretty. :{

Counting down by the time I change my phone, titan will be an old phone already. hmmm... 8 months already. 12 more months to go. :S is it? Or what. Idk. I'd still get windows phone. 

Even though blackberry is pretty but lacking of many features that I want. :( So windows phone ftw. 

Humilation

Haven't been concentrating these days. :{ I almost fell asleep in the library like literally nodding off while memorising stalin and I only remember a bit. Plus plus, I used to have a mega brain that stores all that before I watch the shinning inheritance. HAHAH I was reading my blogpost. On The gumiho one. Didn't talk much about that show. In fact nothing?  http://lil-light-of-mine-letitshine.blogspot.com/2010/10/first-its-this.html But I think that show is better than Shinning inheritance and seungki lost weight in the gumiho one. Quite a sad thing that Seung Ki is not acting as lead in any drama this year. :{ Oh yah! I was reading my blog post last year, and in sec one. I'm getting less... uhm lame? But I'm not lame kay. Its called more mature. Anyway, yah, back to studying topic. I'm afraid EOYS wouldn't be good. 4 weeks time kay. exactly 4 weeks to EOYS. was counting with Sharlene Lee today. And we were like no time already! Pfft. But I kept getting distracted. Shouldn't even watch that drama then I keep dreaming of him. quite stupid right!
Yup, gonna go and do more work. so much for studying from 10.30-1.30, 2-5.30.
After that, I'm gonna learn mean on the guitar.

The last scene in my girlfriend is a gumiho before she appears. she is pretty. :}

Hmmm shinning inheritance...

Pfft. Okay, bye. Someday, when I come back next year with another of seungki's drama and review this, I'm gonna laugh at my lameness. 

A movie not worth is a cheap movie

Aloha! Decided to update even though I dont think I should. Pfft. I can't help it but to keep watching my leeseungki. Im only happy when he appears even though he is like some rascal there. Watched stupid crazy love / crazy stupid love, wtv it is. I give a rating 1/5. Out of so many movies I watch, the story line is -____- cheap and not worth spending money. Not impressive, not funny and it shouldn't be pg13 but nc16. And some nc16 shows should be pg13. Yup so went out with Sam, Vivian, rongyi and Amanda. I think im having withdrawal symptoms, i need Mel and her epic stuff during movies. because alibaba doesn't laugh at not funny stuff and popcorns are used for eating and not throwing it around. Can't sit on each other hands when cold either. :( Plus with a horrible cheapo show, only Emma stones is worth the watch though. I've always liked her. So went home and did physics worksheet 26&27. After asking carny, alibaba and Mel.... Carny helped a little, Mel was miaing, by the time alibaba is back, forget it. So i read all my notes and everything, even googled! Then Tada, best shaped answers. Ok, hopefully. A lot of effort. I could have watched more episodes. Think 2 more? Hmm did oxidation and reduction notes. And then gonna do metals next. A bit. Tmr shall be ss, hist and emath, amath day. ;)

The hardcore

Okay, this was supposed to be yesterday but suddenly, blogger app and blogger dont really my phone internet explorer so I have to wait till now. Yesterday was certainly a good day. More like a super busy day. I think uhm, more like Saturday since technically its Monday now. I've been watching brilliant legacy so I kept postponing my update. Haha okay Saturday was quite slack.

Met carnation at 9.30am to go to our h&m opening to get that free umbrella. Hahah quite fail. We don't even know where it is and went to orchard and instead, Somerset would be a better choice! Walked aimlessly with our stupid maps on our phone for 1hour! Haha when we reached there at 313 which was the end of the long queue we were like forget it. 'this will take really long' went up to forever 21... Supposedly to watch free movie of people running like mad, you know those shopaholic movies then doors open, people run like mad.. Yah, didn't know people were so orderly to listen to the security guards. So after that, we shopped around orchard and shit I wanted to buy new shoes and stupid carny went to buy. Well, I didn't buy anything. Hehehe means I saves money if not once I spend, I can spend more than 50-100 at one go. I'll have to forfeit my lunch for 2 weeks -.- after that went to morning star to do cip with my brother, shihui, jazlyn and grace. I think it was kinda good. Food again. Hahaha nomnomnom. And helping. Till 9.30pm then daddy came to fetch my brother and I to family gathering at the chalet, costa sands at downtown East. Watched journey to the West hahaha and left at 12.15? Reached home at 1230 and slept at around 130-2. Sucha busy day and guess I spent my day collating acids, bases and salts notes while watching brilliant legacy. >> Could have completed on redox and do homework if I didn't watch. But I can't control my inner desire any more and I have to watch leeseungki and his drama-mama. And I woke up at 11.15am.. -.- Brilliant huh. Ok. Gotta sleep alr. If not, im gonna get panda eyes. Bye! And good night! ;)

Term 3 reflections??

Sup! okay, the rare 2 posts a day.. So I kinda got back my report book today and I should say it was really uhm horrible. Supposedly, I did quite well for this term with 17 for my L1R5 and guess what, they didn't show my glorious result but only showed cumulative which is like uh.. not even able to get into JC? My cumulative L1R5 is 25. Better than term 1 which shows my significant improvement during this CA3 with 4 distinctions, 1E, 1F, 1C6, 1B4. So I deproved 2 subjects, Improve 3 subjects. The rest remain as status quo. 

So I'm like 3 band II in the whole level. 1 band I in the whole level and 1 band 4 in the whole level, 3 band III. Gosh, gonna get killed soon. But I'm really very motivated to at least move on to sec four means I must past everything in EOYS. Especially English, Math and Physics. Okay, yup, so gonna go and continue to do work already. Aim to get all C5 and above for EOYS. :P

Stop and Stare

Take a break and have a kitkat. :P Its finally the September holidays. 1st September - 11 September. Not bad for teachers day. So I gotta thank all my teachers. 

I think my teachers really put in a lot of hardwork in trying to teach us especially sciences and math. Im not trying to be bias or what. You see... Humanities is memorise and vomit whereas for chemistry, physics, Amath and Emath, we need someone to actually teach us so we can understand and they have to try to make us understand such stuff so to prepare us for our future.... O LEVELS! 

Okay, I sincerely hope that teachers don't drop my class even though we are kind of a disappointment. I'm sure 3U will try our best. 

Yup. I actually didn't write any teacher's day cards or whatsoever. I don't think there is a need either. And probably I've never gave one in my entire life. -.-

Okay, I think Blogger's new design is quite cool. :P

Today was like fun filled day. Teacher's day performance then went to class and all the greyguides came over to do some last minute teacher's day present and all before the redbadges and yellow badges come over to get ready to surprise our guiders... which kinda failed. They knew that we were hiding under the building. Well, but as a company, we wished them happy teachers day and sang "Its a beautiful day. We're looking for something dumb to do. Hey guiders, I really really love you!" Then took cohort and company picture. English lesson was slack. :P Went to watch Glee live 3D with Xenia, Melina, Carnation, Shihui and Vivian and guess what.. I fell asleep on Melina Chew's shoulder during the movie. Not really sleeping but due to Melina's constant fidgeting, I kept waking up then go back to sleep. I'm not a fan of glee, I have no idea what its all about, but 1 think I know that their voices are really good that I can doze off. Good as in really good. If I were to have them to replace lady gaga, I'd be so happy. But no basis of comparison so failed comparison. Think if I'm not wrong.. from all the snippets I saw when I was half-awake half asleep, I'm quite touched by the fact that people are touched by glee and they become more confident and all.. So uhm.. Glee have a positive impact? So talked and all and camwhore outside ion before coming back.