Hello.
It was kind of day of reflection today.
Mm-hmm. Its kind of a nostalgia and mixed feelings.
But firstly, I must say, it feels good to go to school with only a story book in my bag and a calculator to calculate money, a camera and a pen.
This is an ultra light bag. O:
So uh, day of reflection is when we reflect right?
Melina Chew slept. (Y) -sense the sarcasm?
I think I've a lot to say.
Treasure you life and reach out to others.
And father Simon mentioned about wearing the mask. Thats like same as uh, church camp?
And sharing life stories. And they talked about uh, boy-girl relationship.
Hello? Who on earth with the right mind would date now. Actually yeah. But they told us to be careful and all. Also know how to control your own emotional feelings and settle own mental problems.
How to change a better person? Oh. Don't bare grudges. Don't gossip. Put others first. Visit grandparents more often. Listen to mummy daddy.
Wanna hear my story. :@ I'm quite pissed.
Its like bitching session for me on this blog because I got freaking annoyed with some people today. See, I bear grudges. -typical girl. But I bottle up and throw them here instead of gossiping the whole chunk of darn thing to someone else. At most, whatever I told you is only a part. Just a mere 1/4 of it.
Firstly, I must say, I don't really like 2 Grace. I do have a few nice friends. Name one example, Angeline. Or Teresa. But the problem of my damn situation is that I can't fit into any of the clique.
Case 1: I can't study with them because they slack.
Case 2: They talk about guys?!
Case 3: Bitches.
Case 4: Rumor spreaders. Some how, I don't feel safe telling them my secret.
Clique 1-Jolene's gang. Damn I hate them. Those rumor spreaders and gossipers and disturbers with high annoyance level.
Clique 2-Jolene Quek & Sarah Sim. Oh yah. I hate them. Simply because they bitch and noise makers with high annoyance level too. Make fun of people and don't study at all and just disturb you all of a sudden.
Clique 3-Amanda's one. Lets see. This is an ultra big group. Yu See, Denise Yeo, Christabella, Nicole Chong, Natalie and Amanda herself. Damn I hate them. Noisy. Okay. I know I'm kinda self-centered. But I admit, I hate noise especially when I try to listen out to something and do my work. That applies to the 2 cliques above. But those bitches that are noisy enough to annoy me. Sing, Laugh and bitch. Talk about boyfriends and all. Nah. I can't fit in.
Clique 4-Teresa's one. Thats Uh, Isabelle, Evangeline, Marianne, Han Rui, Jophelia and Teresa herself. Okay, I used to be in their clique before Jophelia broke of ties with Denise Yeo and all. And Jophelia some how hated me. I don't know what I do and every time when I talk to Teresa she would give me that look, whisper to Marianne or something and then I don't know. Urgh. Whats wrong with her. So I'm off their clique.
Clique 5- Angelyn's one. Uh, with Angeline, Qun Yan and Angelyn herself. I'm kinda close to them but I do get annoyed with Angelyn because of her constant bugging. -.-
Clique 6-Michelle Thong's one. Uh consists of Stephanie, Michelle, Cheryll and Wan Qing. Noisy. Bully Ming Li too much.
Much that I can't fit in to all. -.- I'm choosy on my part too. But I can't find any. No choice. Thats how I hate my class. I wished they aren't a dead class yet a not so noisy and bitch-filled class.
Secondly, I'm annoyed because why the hell do people start gaming when the EOYS are over. No life? Can't they like talk on msn or something while gaming? Or do something sociable like GOING OUT. Like why must their life be glued onto the damn screen in the gaming virtual world. I know its the holidays and all. But its the time to go out and relax. I admit, I use the computer everyday. But at least, I don't face the damn screen all the time. I go out 2/3 weekdays a week and I blog, I msn, I facebook, I read books and watch shows on the computer. But that is only half my holidays. Not my whole freaking holidays, stuck at home and stare at some virtual game. Its annoying.
Thirdly, I hate people who leave people out.
Case 1: That bitch just ignore you and talk to another friend and takes it that you are dead and not around.
Case 2: Surface people that just care about themselves. Like CALL YOU DURING EOY PERIOD AND ASK ABOUT GUY PROBLEMS. LIKE WHAT THE HELL! Do I look like I care about it? I know I'm being self-centered. But then again you start complaining about your results when you worry about the guy issue. Hello? I don't care. Here is the case. He passed the guy-check.
1) looks. -Failed
2) able to start conversation -passed
3)sense of humor- passed
4)loyalty- passed
5)faithfulness- passed.
Then You say he don't like him, yet you don't wanna break his heart. Bang. Just say, YOU DONT LIKE HIM! -_- Thats so simple.
Case 3: Whisper to the other party in front of me for all you want. Okay. Good Job. Whisper all you want.
Case 4: Stop giving me that look.
The above all are all different people. Annoying asses.
I ranted enough. Proceed to my game with Melina.