Blow a kiss, take it back

The weekends are really short. Can we sign a petition to extend? This is worse than a normal weekend. Saturday was busy. Today was worse.. In my opinion. Went to church>>home for 1hour plus>>hospital>>tuition>>family gathering. Tell me. Where is the time needed for myself and for my work? Memorising on the train to kentridge... Uhm. That's only a 20minutes ride.

Anyway for 3 days straight, passed by NUS campus of dentistry. Its beautiful. Really. I stare at that when the car drive by. Its like my dream. Reasons why im working so hard... Anyway i can't wait for olevels to end. But I really dont want to leave st nicks, guides, class, friends and juniors.. Still... After os, im going to highlight my hair reddish brown. I have no idea why. So for now, keep calm, work hard, listen to 1D. By the way, listen to the preview of their next single : i should have kissed you (im so excited and im already addicted to it) pshh. Hopefully, I can use the computer next weekend and I won't be so busy. Pray for grandma. And doctors talk shit. I believe in god and miracles. Blogging through my phone is such a chore.

Tell me why

This week was a really short ACADEMIC week. Due to the Chinese new year break on day one and day two which is on Monday and Tuesday... Which I must say.. I've been slacking too much. I mean, there is a pile of work waiting for me to complete them everyday and serenade some. Uh.. Serenade, to entertain the words to entertain myself. Ok I don't exactly know what im talking about but im trying to say, its boring. Not only that, there is this sense of insecurity because everyone sleeps past twelve and I sleep at 11pm almost everyday. See the stress...

Talking about fun..guides made pineapple jam yesterday and it was the most tedious thing ever. Stirring a pot of nicely minced pineapple for 3 hours is really testing my patience. And it smelled like waffles and I became so hungry... Oh I didn't mention that I've been eating all day.. Damnit. Pioneer test at camp christene was not bad, managed to chunkol, start a fire and boil water in 15 minutes... Considering its my first time using a match stick. And I used punk and not fire starter. Yayyay! And I completed every single thing. Oh yeah, went to the guides house today after pioneer and i was so busy with helping all the brownies buying uniform. Im gonna miss helping at the shop soon.. Life is getting more hectic. Studied chapter 6 of book 3 for social studies. Happy girl. bye! 

the trend of...

Oh hello!
Happy lunar new year and have a blessed dragon year ahead!
Yes, time for a really fast ninja update with my ninja fingers. So Chinese new year was a good one for me. Especially thinking that 4 days is really long but no, its just 4 days and there is school tomorrow.
This is made faster with more homework. Let me tell you what, teachers just bombard one chunk of homework thinking we have no life and we don't go bai nian. Well, they're wrong. I sleep 30minutes later than my usual time just to do extra work and study, I wake up 30 minutes earlier just to do work.
And probably, sleeping during car rides while house visiting. Grrrr. Can't they give us a 3rd day so that we can rest on recuperate at home from all the visiting.. We, students can do our homework and peace and not rush?
Okay, not everyone do their homework but to those who actually mind about homework and all, this is how I feel okay.
So anyway, I'm proud of myself that I ate more vegetables than meat this time. Or seafood. whatever. I'm allergic to seafood.

Attended mass on the first day of new year followed by around of visiting... To my grandma's house then to my dad's side which I played blackjack, being mocked for playing with 20cents.. In fact, I didn't even come out 20 cents from my wallet. -.- and I got back $5.80 in total. Pfft. Don't gamble.
Then went over to my greatgrandpa's side (mum's side) and watched movies with my uncles and my aunties. Repeat, age ranging from 16-22. If I'm not wrong. And Definitely feasted on dinner and I didn't eat a lot of snacks!
Well, spent today at resorts world sentosa. Wanted to eat at the Malaysian food street.. You know, I'm willing to travel for good food. For a girl who have endless food in school... And having food as number one favourite.. The queue was so long.. Hence, I had to eat Ramen play with my family and walk the flower exhibition. It was rather disappointing because I see more people than flowers. -___- It was so crowded I can't even walk properly. Something sentosa needs to work on it. Well.. it can't be helped right?
Counting down 3 more weeks to CA1... And I should stop fangirling. Actually, I don't fangirl during the day and not a lot in the night because I can't wait to go to bed and not afford to stay UP ALL NIGHT to wait for them to tweet. -__-
Alright, busy week for me? I have pioneer on Saturday. And half my week is gone. #champion

yellow diamonds in the light

This week was filled with rubbish. It was really a fun week... Even though I have tons of homework.
Yeap, so nothing was exciting until Friday came. (Notice that I'm talk about emphasise of Friday).
Well before that, studying with Beatrice, CCA on wednesdays are just another routine but... As a growing up teenager, I had to try something wilder and seize every moment I have right?

Niall Agrees. I'm very sure. Okay, I shouldn't be lame now. Yes, seizing every moment from singing 'seasons in the sun' with beatrice to listening to covers and even practising oral, english and chinese together. And well, everyone has to 'tahan' me going one direction. Especially when Mdm Suah Says "the current flows one direction" gosh, my eyes magically light up and I'm not sleepy any more. I know there is a problem with me, don't need to say. Okay, so the only one direction I'm going towards to is Olevels for now. Desperate need to do well, I mean it.
Moving on to Friday.... It was the Chinese New Year celebrations when Crazily united 4 Unity get crazy. Oh I forgot to mention, helping with class decoration was really fun! Monday after school all the way to running to school like a ninja to help complete the decoration (the earliest time I ever reached school ever and I didn't go for 3/4 of patrol meeting) and I must say I had a whole lot of fun even though our class didn't win anything. From singing "my favourite things" while sticking the dragon's scale using red packets to singing one direction songs, campfire songs and westlife. Making fun of each other and let our creativity flow!

See the fan out there? Our class is the only smart one! Okay back to Friday. So started my day dressing like a big red packet...With jeans. This is oven Island, we should be just allowed to wear red shirt with pinafore over. Of course there was the other option of wearing a qipao which I don't have and I don't think I'll invest on one for now. So yes, wear jeans and melting in oven island the only red shirt I have was camp camelot tee which was SNGG camp in 2009, my first guides camp ever... And the best part... Most of the greyguides wear that because its red! HAHAHA looks like we're going to camp! So anyway, attended mass and I was busy translating the texts to english... I don't know why melina and I were trying to do that... Anyway... After that went back to my class and all after the blessing of oranges and started eating oranges. Seriously oranges... Because I can't live without food you see... And then started singing etc because sitting all the way at the back is a serious issue.. We can barely hear anything!
Not only that... grey badge are forever sitting at the back. I know this is supposed to be a jolly post but I wonder if the school really dislike us because the only time we sat in front was in sec 1. In sec 2 during assembly, we sat at the back. Sec 3, we sat at the back. Sec 4 also at the back. In primary school too and during school celebration. So its just another talk to friends session.
Well, then after the celebrations.... gathered with greyguides to sing ms lee her birthday song! We're probably the loudest. 28 of us singing together... How amazing can that be and we even took a squad picture. Though its not complete because by the time we sang finish and lalala say want to take picture everyone disappeared and flew off to don't know where...

So pretty right! Greyguides '09- the end of time.
Okay, after that went back to class and started camwhoring and then shoot funny 'advertisements' for the cheng yu book, maggie noodles and chocolate.

It was freaking retarded.. I can't help but to laugh at myself. I'm serious! So after that camwhored a little before ms yee and Ms leong came and our chinese leaders had to talk about chinese new year with much failure with our failed chinese! Still.. fun fun fun! Whoo! We took class photo...


How fun can our class be! Then we headed straight to ben and jerry at dhoby gaut!
On the way... we sang one thing etc. and took a polaroid. Well.. it was only around half of us...

We met the rest there at Dhoby Gaut and camwhored with Ker Rui's Mac Book... Yes, it was a whole lot of fun stuff.


And then when the rest came which is around 20+ of us, we started feasting on icecream and then Some left etc while Ker Rui, Jing Wen, Sarah, Michelle, Vivian, Amanda, Angeline, Bei Le, See Ying and I braved the rain to walk to dhoby gaut mrt station and we made a lot of noise along the way and got really drenched. Well.. but it was a whole lot of fun stuff. Jing Wen, Ker Rui and See Ying left so we all went to Marina square to bowl. Once again, vivian and I got the place wrong. We went down to Marina Bay and we made that mistake about once or twice before. Now, I'll have to remember: City hall is the way. So we reached there and I striked 3 times in total and had a spare. Whoo! My skills just get better. Played 3 games (nothing beats 5 games) Hahahaha and ate dinner with Michelle and Beile.
Can't wait to turn 16 so I can watch NC16 movies and play pool!
That is what unity is gonna do when Olevels are over.. In around 9 months plus to 10 months time!

ONE DIRECTION... TO BOWL &HAVE FUN!

And... he never did.... Look at how successful one direction is now. 5 boys, 1 dream, 1 direction, 1 family.

I'm off to watch the last episode of wizards of waverly place and a good note: I'm done with more than 3/4 of my homework. Don't be jealous.

when the pigs fly...

So I've got myself into deep shit. After doing chemistry homework... and I realised... I can't do mole. Okay, I can do some basics but when they get complicated I just flop and I can't do at all. so I managed to escape from all the mole shit and still get an A1 last year but that was just pure by luck. Its like how I escaped from specific heat capacity last year for physics and get B4 and thats like a whole lot of marks... Not only that... I escaped Amath... So everything is all I ESCAPED AND SURVIVED but no more. Its Olevels. Like I mean who would actually play a fool?
So I need a battle plan. Thats just plain stupid but yeah, battle plan.
Do or die, I need a distinction for chinese. And I can't even read a passage properly. So I'm practising everyday and I don't know how it will help but it will right? I mean, as long as my passage get 7-8 I'll be contented. And I'm reading my cheng yu book everyday and probably try to use them.. apparently.. used wrongly. sigh. Did I mention how stupid I was? I check the dictionary for every single chinese word and I think I did badly for my chinese essay. wtv. I never liked writing continuous essays. I last wrote them in sec 2 and did away with it and always used the bao zhang du hou gan. I mean thats a lot easier? At least I know its an A standard or B + standard since I have loads of 错别字. Plus.. I don't think my general knowledge is that bad. Just that, I need to use the correct words instead of simplified version. Yes, my chinese standard only stopped at sec 2 when su lao shi was my teacher. Everything I listen from ft time to story time to lesson time is all chinese. 多听. Okay, maybe I'm missing the 多读,多讲. Damn it. I'm so screwed.
Then.. practise amath and emath everyday. that is just plain stupid.  I do that everyday just that, I just maggotly can't do geometrical proofs. There is no such word as maggotly. I realised I don't know how to do the radian one. I'm double screwed. Regrets....
Well.. and I better make sure I revise chemistry and physics before I die a horrible death during CAs which I think I will. Yes. Prepare for no life.
And one thing (hehe) I've decided and made up my mind. 
Yes. byebye. Off to study chemistry now.
Anyway, watch cimorelli if you haven't watched them sing. before I shoot carrots at you because they're too talented.
Best covers by them...: what makes you beautiful, it will rain/ chasing cars mashup(one of the best), love you like a love song, How to love, rolling in the deep, skyscraper.

Urgh, I really wanna learn the ukulele. Just look at how simple the chords are.

OMG AND CHECK OUT THE GUITAR HARP! SO KEWLLL. As far as I know, only Sungha jung plays it really really really well! 

Just in case you're wondering what funny stuff I do or watch on youtube... from hair tutorials, make up covers, to covers, then to music videos then how to play... and check Marty playing the mouth harp. or known as the harmonica. OMG HAHAHHAHA. So hilarious. 

How to play the harmonica

Think I better get out and study already. more self-entertainment next week. 

you keep making me weak yeah frozen and can't breatheee

Hello! The one thing video is out. This is a fangirl post so please don't kill me for this.
This video, is full of perfection. Harry's epicness, Niall on the guitar, Liam's solos, zayn's picture taking session with fans, Louis just being Louis! I've just gone insane... And so.. my tumblr, supposed to be on hiatus isn't anymore. Within 30minutes of the release there are 6000 over notes on the gifs already. Tumblr ninjas. I'm serious. I can't take my eyes of them.  I'm sorry for the spam today. I'm really sorry k. More than this is rumoured to be their 4th single to be released on Valentines. Guessed what, I lost my motivation to study.

This is one of the best (Y)

now I'm climbing the walls

Its Friday and this week has its ups and downs.
Top highlight of the week: My Journey To the Parliament
My Journey to the Parliament was really an eye-opener. Don't laugh, I dream of being in there one day. But... that was never my ambition. Remember, I want to be a dentist and help kids straighten teeth and make them happy. And never do the plucking way because that was the greatest cheating way which most dentist do even if its not necessary. I'm serious. They just get the patient done with and whoo, 2000-4000 in their pockets. Back to the Parliament. When we enter into the sound-proof room, we have to bow to the  the speaker and when we leave we have to bow to him too. Not only that, I get to see ministers walking in and out. I've only sat for 40minutes and so I've only heard about the healthcare, inappropriate relationships between teachers and students and lastly, the most interesting part was the part on the flooding. Not only that, they even said that they shouldn't use 'ponding'! I remember vividly when my family was reading newspaper together and we were all laughing at the word ponding. It was used in such a inappropriate manner. My dad, well, being the weaker one in english insisted that ponding didn't exist... How funny. So, it was a vocab competition between mum, dad and I. Thats were the dictionary came to use. It is just like the full report on what happened which was really interesting. And that is where, I, a geography student apply my knowledge there with the drainage basin and the bed being raised and all that. Well, it was sad that I didn't get to hear the rest. Especially the highlight on SMRT! (the booklet said that there will be one) Well, shall check http://www.parliament.gov.sg/ out next week.
I was telling Beatrice that one day, we'll both go to the parliament at our own free time to hear their debate. Its not boring, I'm certain.

Apart from the parliament, this week was really hectic. More to come and I know that. I've spent 15minutes blogging and I'm feeling really guilty now. I'm not a mugger but I do know my own standards. Unless I work twice as hard as others, I'll never be able to hit the average. Which is unfair. I need a brain that remember more stuff more easily to make my life better. Yes, that is St Nicks for you. All the smarty pants and people who don't study... makes me feel... demoralised. And that is for a girl with 223 for PSLE in St Nicks. When.. Ms lim was like "Most of you with 250 and above.." In my heart, probably no one knows how tough it is to keep up with studies and not only that, when I caught up with a 250+ person, people starts talking about how it shouldn't be this way and all because I don't deserve it with affiliation and all... Well, with 2 top scholars this year, this is really going to be an interesting year for grey badge since its our 4th year producing the scholars and the results just gets better every year. ENGLISH AND MATH... I need a grammar crash course.

Okay, now the stress part. Should I go for PGA? Some kid here is in a dilemma. Its a big difference you know. Yes, I know its a rare opportunity but the thing is that, I'm okay with the planning but I don't have the knowledge and the ability to speak properly. They probably come up as crap especially the part when I just speak whatever that comes to my mind without thinking. Why must there be so many decisions to make in my life. 

Initially, I'm to miss the last day of church camp to go for guides camp at 6am in the morning but things got worse and I'm to miss the first half day of guides camp for chinese Olevel prelim. Then not only that, guides camp this march is 3D2N with a 2D1N campfire in June which its another gamble of my own schedule. If I include PGA, another gamble. 

I hate making decisions... I really mean it. I hate making decisions. 

Don't blame my schedule filled life. Meanwhile... time to study.. again.
Too excited for the onething music video!

I won't give up

, I love my CCA and that is girl guides, SNGG.

This.. dead space. 

HELLO! Watch one direction's video diary! I LOVE ONE DIRECTION Niall's laughter... Louis being as epic as ever and the rest being as cute as ever. Ps, I've cut down a lot on this fangirling thing since I haven't used the computer for like a week already. 

Welcome to sec 4. Well, first week of school was very much the same as the last week of term 3 of 2011 when lessons went on as usual... Well, it was the fact that every teacher stepped in and starts their speech about Olevels... Then go on to taking out textbooks and all. Then... the homework started piling up with comprehensions, compositions, amath homework, simple cell homework etc etc. blah, this never ends. 

And its only one week. I'm already tired but if I want the best of both worlds, fun + memories & academics, I won't give myself any excuse to not study no matter how late it is or how tired I am. 

Anyway, get to the more interesting part of my week.

FRIDAYYYYY! Its the campfire day! Probably my second last or third last official campfire as a girl guide and I'm gonna miss it. Running around singing and helping with songleading is the best thing ever. Only guides will know how I feel. Its the only time when you sing and no one cares about the out of tune part and just join in the fun and look stupid together! Well, the sec ones this year super cute! It felt like it was only yesterday when I came into secondary one and had my first campfire ever and my first CCA fair ever. Never thought that this moment will come.. last official CCA fair for the greys and soon, it will be my last campfire. Okay, then CCA fair today was awesome stuff. Girl Guides singing campfire songs together, our guides cheer together and all. It wasn't muddy and I'm sure there will be a good response for SNGG. Its the last 5 months as a girlguide and I'm making the best out of it. Even if it takes my study time.. I'll still go for CCAs, take part in campfires if we have and prepare well for guides camp. Time passes really fast.. :( The thought of it makes me wanna cry. Girl guides is a part of my life and its CCA pride when a parent or a sec one asks about girlguides or what do we do during CCA. 

Its impromptu but thats really what I feel and well, we're the guides of St Nicholas. 

Btw, its really the end of wizards of waverly place. This is my childhood. One of those that make me feel dreamy. Suite life makes me feel happy. Gonna watch it next weekend when I use the computer...