ITS THE LAST DAY OF THE YEAR.
MEANS THIS IS THE LAST POST OF THE YEAR.
SO PATHETIC. );
LOOKING AT LAST YEAR'S RESOLUTION, FROM LAST YEAR'S BLOG POST:
'2009 is starting in a few more hours and i have not set my goal...but my main goal is to study hard and past all the test I have in school.Another is to of course go to a ccaloose some weight.i pray that god will also protect me for another year and also go to the same cca with my friends...
Thats it!!FOR NOW...'
I AM LIKE TALKING CRAP CAN... LETS SEE WHAT I COMPLETED ^^
1.PASSED THE TESTS...
2.DIDN'T LOOSE WEIGHT...
3.GOD PROTECTED ME...
4.FRIENDS DIDN'T GO SAME CCA BUT MADE NICE AND AWESOME CCA FRIENDS.
SO, I COMPLETED: 1 ONLY. ):
PATHETIC ME. D;




SO LET ME REFLECT ON THE PAST YEAR...
Firstly, I have not been a good girl this year. All I do is request and request. I quarreled with her and make myself one enemy. I asked for more and more each time. I changed my phone plan 2 times this year. From 300 free sms to 500 free sms to unlimited sms. I made more friends-GREY GUIDES (esp) and enjoyed myself a lot with them. I went out a lot more than the past year. I spent a lot of money in the past year. I did not study hard enough. Poor me. ): I began to appreciate church more this year and learnt more things in the 2 camps this year-Guides and CC1. Jesus is my BFF and made more new church friends. I talk on the phone a lot and did not have much concentration on my studies and lesson. 1 good thing is that, I always finish my homework and assignments on time. I blogged more this year and they are all crappiness.  I also learnt more on how to cook noodles, soups, and even make my own meals in the past holidays. I also rotted a lot of times this year but am still in one piece. I learnt more about responsibility and to be able to shut my mouth up. I learnt my lesson for not studying hard enough this year. I learnt my lesson for not taking care of myself and lend myself in the 8 rotting days on MC. I learnt that I must read more smelly, black and disgusting newspapers which can actually improve my English. I learnt that I must save more money and not spend a lot of money. I learnt that getting A2 for Chinese is important. I learnt that doing well is REALLY important. I learnt that we must be good to teachers. I learnt my lesson that I should not sleep during Malay. P.S. I am having problems with Malay. I learnt that I should take notes down during all lesson instead of wondering which to study during tests. I learnt that when I go to a cold country, I need to wrap like BAO. I learnt that it is important to loose weight and not eat much. I learnt that I must not fail my NAPFA if not I'll suffer. I learnt not to be so last minute, if not Jesus will have no time to answer my prayer. I learnt that JESUS is number 1. I learnt how to tie knots and I learnt how to build tents, I learnt more about history and geography. I learnt about literature. I learnt how to appreciate PE. I LEARNT A LOT OF THINGS.






What a long reflection... ):
REAL long. D;
Is it?
Shit. D;
Ok.
Here are my resolutions for year 2010:
1) To get at least 4 As in my PPR for every term.
2) To get at most 1 C in my PPR for every term. (IF POSSIBLE, NAH.)
3) To get at least 4 Bs in my PPR for every term.
4) To be able to get selected for higher chinese.
5) To be able to pass NAPFA.
5) To be able to loose 5kg.
6) To be able to concentrate during lessons.
7) To be able to cut down my text messages. (Any ways, I don't really care about this. But when I cut down, I can concentrate :p)
8) To be able to control my usage of the computer. (Means I won't update much next year. But I will try to update when I am free.)
9) To grow closer to God.
10) Save money and cut down expenses.
11) Not to be so lazy.
12) To know which is first priority.
13) To study harder.
14) To enjoy myself.
15) To be a balanced person.
16) To not have insomnia.
17) To be able to control myself.
WISH ME LUCK! (;






What a long list.
By the way, I FINISHED MY HOMEWORK!
YAY!
Next year pocket money is raised.
Vivian and her lumpy.
Me and my PB.
YAY US!
I requested for Math tuition one to one.
And Chinese tuition also.
:D
heeee.
Wish me luck for my resolution.
I have many. ;O

But I will like to thank God.
Dear Jesus, 
Thank you for this wonderful year.
It has been really great to know you more and that you have guided me and accompanied me through ups and downs. You know what is correct for me and what is wrong for me. Thank you for everything that you have given me. Thank you for forgiving my sins and thank you for coming down to earth and guiding me. Thank you for protecting me. THANK YOU! You are really awesome. Jesus! I LOVE YOU!
Amen.


THANK YOU LORD







Thank you, Lord,
for the trials that come my way.
In that way I can grow each day
as I let you lead,

And thank you, Lord,
for the patience those trials bring.
In that process of growing,
I can learn to care.



But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.

'Cause when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the thing to do;
and God's soft prompting
can be easily ignored.



But I thank you, Lord,
with each trial I feel inside,
that you're there to help,
lead and guide me away from wrong.

'Cause you promised, Lord,
that with every testing,
that your way of escaping is easier to bear.




But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.
'Cause when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the thing to do;
and God's soft prompting
can be easily ignored.



Yes, I thank you, Lord,
for the victory that growing brings.
In surrender of everything
life is so worth while.


And I thank you, Lord,
that when everything's put in place,
out in front I can see your face,
and it's there you belong.
Attending thanksgiving Mass later. (:
Might online after that.
I don't know.
Bye!