A walk with Jesus

Okay, as you all can see... I'm back from CC3 camp. And its a huge difference being a facilitator and attendee. Wtv. Start my day off with stoning in church with Geraldine and Stephanie waiting for the others in order to get mag's present done. Haha then when clare, joey, mag and the other girls come we all zi-high and was like idk. we were laughing and all. Then the guys one bus and girls one bus. Epic. And we all were singing action songs and all. So after that we reached St Pat's and we did our own crests that represent us before heading for the group's crest which is really pretty! Then we went down to play a game bare footed. We had to use our shoes to make a circle and put our crest there and 2 people protect it. So my group members are: Geraldine, Eugene, Gabriel, William, Ryan and I. And Geri and I sat there to protect. It was like LOL. HARDCORE. Tau Pok each other and all. And then like Sharlene and all from other groups were being violent. Ben dragged me out and wanted to take the crest because I was sitting on it. Then ended up it was torn and all. Other groups one were like as bad as ours. So I was like being smart and folded all the crests that the other members snatched and stuffed it in our pocket and tada! After that, it was lunch and WTH. ITS LIKE FRIED FOOD. I LOVE DANIEL. HAHAHA. Then went up and discussed Jesus' coat of arms and all. Its like everything he does is related to us. And did our strengths and weaknesses before going to play CAPTAINS BALL. First we played with toilet paper. Its super epic and the guys were damn violent and stupid Jonas was blocking me. He and his stupid height dominance. -___- Then went to bathe and was last to bathe. LOL. Wtv. Dinner was fried food again. I ate 3 apples. And competed the second apple with Geri and I lost. Then the 3rd apple with Jane, Joanne, Gabriel and Geraldine and I lost. WTH. Before we had night session and it blacked out. :( super hot. Praise and worship was good. Played chubby bunnies with Clare, Geri, Ben, Joey, Jonathan, Bryan. Super sick. I stuffed 6. And Ben had 17. Joey did 11. At night was damn hot. Clare and I slept on the floor and it was super cooling. LOL.

Then I woke up rather early in the morning and stoned till 7.45am. Wait. I shitted. Felt so comfortable. Did King of the Jungle for morning prayer. Super awesome. And then had breakfast which was like shiok. Fried food again. After that gathered at the shed and then Herman and Daniel shared. We than began our walk with Jesus. I was then alone walking around St Pats. Everyone was alone. The first slip of paper I received was he loved you with an everlasting love. I questioned god. I asked him why didn't he punish me for being a bitch and a really naughty girl who does stuff and didn't listen to my parents and all. That verse, answered my question. It than started drizzling. So I guess it was showers of blessing. I stood there in the middle of the quadrangle there and looked up at the sky. It was really more than what I expected. Being alone, talking to him. I went back and got my next slip of paper. Come to me, all that you are weary and are carrying heavy burdens and I'll give you rest. It started raining really heavily and I sat there almost out in the rain but isn't, still being able to feel the splatter on my face. I mentioned what was troubling me. It made me feel so like -omg, finally I told someone all my burdens-. I never felt so peaceful before. Really literally never felt so peaceful. I then went back to get my last slip: And I am always with you to the end of time. That struck me the most. I felt assured that he has been there with me. Like its a sudden rush of adrenaline in my head. After all I've done. I sat there again with the rain splashing on my face. showers of blessing. The walk was very insightful. I was kinda nervous. What if I don't know what to talk to him. But then, I realised it wasn't that hard. It felt like I was talking to a friend. A best friend. Thats with me throughout my entire life. So after that did some reflection in the dorm and then went for lunch. Fried food again. Nice one Daniel. Ben and Julian were competing who eat faster and we give forfeit. So I made ben roll on the floor. LOL. Then because I beton Sandra that if she finish her food, I'll do forfeit that I owe because I lost the apple competition. And Sandra finished it. Ben made me roll on the floor as revenge like about 150m-200m. I WAS LIKE LITERALLY ROLLING ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING MY ARSE OFF. And dance my marry you dance. -______- Ass. Then had some sharing which was really emotional. I opened the door to god. Promise I'll let god in and not let school work bury me up. And after that we had to discuss our item for the night. My group did deep. But we changed deep to walk. And did everyday I'm shuffling. Did I mention how epic it was. HAHAHA. Okay, then ate dinner and played chubby bunnies again. This time ben managed to do 19 and I did 5. My mum bought 6 packets since we finished the rest. Then after that went to shed and wrote letter to catechist and all. Then since it was black out they decided to let us sleep at library and guys sleep at shed. I wanna sleep at the shed. FML. Wrote affirmation letters till 1am and all. Sang clare her birthday song. Slept.

Woke up early and changed for mass. Mass was at 7.15am and I was like OMG I NEEDA SLEEP SO BADLY. :( But wtv. Then talked a lot during breakfast and all. And Julian owe forfeit still. Then went to pack up and did some reflection. Went back. Geraldine, Stephanie, Gerard, Joshua, Joey, Clare, Ben, Jonathan, Bryan, Gregory and I went to the coffee shop to eat but ended Ben did chubby bunnies and he had 21 in total. Talked rubbish and all. Then followed Jon, Ben and Geri to AMK hub and Jon and Geri went to cut hair. LOL. Went home after that.

Crap. I realised... We are left with half a year till our last camp together and all. :( I don't want. I'm gonna miss catechism class. Made so many good friends and journey through so much. I think I know them more than my school friends after sharing luh. and we went high together. Singing deep when its blackout and then lights on again. God's blessing. It is.