08 July 2012

sports day'12

7/7/12

Sports day this year was the best. Ah, having sports day in the afternoon, back at this site, no doubt, bring back a lot of memories. I'm actually glad that I did not pon this because I'd regret. Or maybe not.
No but seriously, half of me was dreading because I thought I was going to be so screwed for having to spend time to attend a carnival and risk losing my voice.
But now I must say, it was worth going!!!
Yepp, started my day off by going to the guides house and lingering a little while there with aunty betty, even though I'm not in my uniform, I'm glad I could still help for a while while beatrice, ayana and cary were having their PGA breifing.
Yepp, so I've got this...

Carnation's design is being sold at the guides shop. Finally. HAHA. They look so pretty I actually bought others of her design too. She should be flattered.
Well, after that went to study for a while at the CC with Beatrice before heading to eat lunch and followed by going to my house to change and put her stuff at my house.

Joined 4U yellow buddies when I reached.. I was pretty late even though I made it through the gate on time. HAHAHA. So they all had to squeeze a space out for me. :P

Looked for Ms yee to submit by chemistry SPA worksheet and then went down to contingent! I was desperately trying to stuff my hand into the small glove covered in yellow pain. Yepp, then we were all like must show our hand with the yellow glove and purposely raise up. Yellow pride. AHHAHA and then Audrey wong came paint so our gloves were more yellow and I wrote Yellow on my hand. HAAHHAAH. So after doing family dance, the dance we've been practising for weeks.. worse for me, I've been watching it for 10 years, doing it for 7 years. Not bad right... But its still worth. Had a lot of fun. All the moments when we have to raise our hand....LOL YELLOW GLOVE and being extremely enthu. Its a beautiful dance actually and I'll miss doing it...
After that was cheers and all and screamed the top of my lungs before heading up the spects stand.
Thats when cheer starts and then after that everyone ran to watch and I'm like hahah its just cheer.

But its pretty good. But the good part were the races, that tension when everyone screamed like no other when we were coming in in top 3. Yepp and doing ye-ye-ye-yellowwww during the relay races. House spirit, IJ spirit, St Nicks spirit. HAHA. then came 2 intruders from green house- melina chew and jillian kau who were 'color blind' haha they just couldn't see from their side.

Then it rained... Just like I remembered in p5/p6? Aww man, singing songs to cheer our spirits up and did the family dance again.. This time guess who I saw.... SHONA!!!!

HAHAHA and teresa and clarissa came from blue house. :P Awesome. Yepp, so dance and camwhored for a while... And had a lot of fun with them.

Then I saw annelise!! Aww man, she remembered that she owe me 2 bucks from 4 years ago... To be honest, I actually forgot but haha I still remembered she wanted to get something but didn't have enough money..

After that we did the line dance and all.. and sadly.. they couldn't continue with teachers race and family race and and old girls race :( So it was prize giving..
AND YELLOW WON!!!!!
yellow dynamite, dont mess with yellow dynamite. :P

After that, went to eat subway with Carnation, Ayana, Beatrice and Xenia and went home...

This week's chem paper was pretty screwed up for me.. so much for not being consistent in my work.. and no doubt math... and olevel is coming in a few months time...Sigh, next week is gonna be a pretty tough/weird one. Mrs chan is so going to kill me. I didn't even do her holiday homework except for her essays... :\ Night study is pretty productive by the way....
Oh and you gotta love this..how to curb with dull screen and extremely bright classroom, at the same time being environmental friendly...

02 July 2012

all the pretty girls on a saturday night


caissa, mag and I

HAHA. I'm finally confirmed. After 3.5 years. I still can't believe my journey for catechism is over. 3/4 of me feel so sad because there is nothing fun to look forward to every sunday and nothing to continue to guide me through my journey.  So technically I'm left on my own to continue my own journey. Well, 1/4 of me is rejoicing.. I don't know why.. because I don't have to wake up so early every sunday for lesson or go to church on both days if I attend mass on saturday.
All in all, I've actually enjoyed my journey and I'm pretty sure I won't let it end here at confirmation because there is more to come.... So I'm pretty sure I've to work something up apart from being a sunday goer. I'm actually considering to be a junior catechist and continue the training but I'm very scared of commitment.. :( *sighs* But there's more to learn!!
Decide later haha!
Anyway, I actually dreaded saturday's coming because I'm gonna wear a dress and I have to sit properly. (obviously... I'm in all girls school for 10 years, I'm so good at sitting like a guy) Then obviously, I'm so screwed because there is chinese oral on tuesday and emath test on wednesday and chemistry and history on thursday and physics spa on friday. Obviously you will dread like shit right. But then, I guess it was pretty good and worth it. Plus I'm scared I screw up. I mean I'm nicole, I'm the blurest person in the entire universe... Can you imagine I forgot what I'm supposed to say... Before the anointing of the prism I was frantically asking Malcom and Magdalene what to say. ._.
By the way almost everyone wore heels -_- <<< explains why I'm so short. And put make up. So stupid right. HAHA so I've got clarissa to put some eye-liner for me. But I'm cool because I don't complain about how my feet hurts.
everyone
geri and I
kimmy and I... kindergarden friends till now
louisa geri and I

24 June 2012

My life as a guide

My life as a girl guide has been wonderful one. Thinking back, if I never joined guides, I'll not be who I am now. There are many things I've done for the first time in my entire life and I'm gonna list them...

1) picked wood for the first time on 1/5/09 during our first greyguides outing at bishan park. still remember shihui wore a skirt. haha and then we all died walking. but we picked a lot of wood and dumped it at my house. 
2) did cucumber treatment during greyguides outing 2010 wenxin and i are cool kids. 
3)cooked using wood and matches and maybe a hole in the ground and we call it outdoor cooking
4) ate contaminated food with ashes but seriously, its nice. haha and I didn't die or have a bad stomach
5) learned knots and did gadgets which I enjoyed doing 
6) doing a gateway structure witnessing people climb on the 'steps' tied using poles
7) getting 75% for all my tests
8) camwhoring HAHAHAHAH serious I have so many pictures! 
9) Did serious stuff such as ASG and I can't play a fool. but it was a rare opportunity to help out for ASG. 
10) Went at least 48 hours without sleeping during guides camp
11) scooping water from dome tents with alicia. I mean why always dome tent... when it floods it means scooping water. bet alicia knows what i mean but had a lot of fun. 
12) texting buddies with huijan for like 2.5 years straight. and we invented :=] its called the pig face/plastic surgery face. it was so funny
13) help out at the guides shop at least once a month. means I learnt how to do stock-taking and did the cashier even though I'm so blur. Aunty betty is my budddyyyy. 
14) because I helped out at the guides shop....


















15) During secondary 1 camp, hiked from bukit timah to newton by foot and i've never done that before
16) 'hiked' with carnation and shihui from some unknown place (we got lost) to east coast park. it was fun though it rained and all. 
17) slept on the grass for the first time. seriously, its very comfortable. 
18) the first time I went bowling was with grey guides. :P 
19) stayed over at a chalet for the first time with bbq 
20) Played cheat with Melina, Jillian, Vivian and Ayana till 4.30am in the morning during chalet haha that was like the best. i'm the worst cheater in the world. 
21) icecream at like 11.30pm during our chalet. I don't eat late during chalet. haha thats my first time!!
22) Campfire!!!! Singing campfire songs and getting high I'm so going to miss all this highness and going to other schools for campfires etc
23) Made icecream for the first time during icecream initiative. 
24) Dance for the first time in my life greyguides dance is considered a proper dance... still remember how we practised morning, after school recess just for a campfire and we made stupid stuff to help us remember.. "underwear!!! one direction!!! dig dig up up peep. dig dig up up peep!! " that moment when everyone said it together while practising. 
25) played mario kart for the first time in my life at xenia's house. Wah, I'm really bad at that. HAHA
26) given a position in guides made me more serious instead of fooling around and thats the first time I've gotten a position or something. I'm always the one fooling around. 
27) learning to be cheapo when giving presents
28) DID I MENTION, ON 23/5/12, GREYGUIDES SANG....
"happy birthday to us, happy birthday to us, happy birthday to greyguides, happy birthday to us" 
and everyone in the canteen was staring at us.
29) Helping backstage at Jubilate and SYF. saikang but I enjoyed! 
30) stalking people with Sharlene Lee that was seriously hilarious
31) Having to wear a skirt because everyone was going to wear! 
32) went to chiangrai to do CIP with a few of greyguides but we were the largest fraction. I miss the kids. awww.
33) dug poles out from the ground with my bare hands... mud spa. haha that was fun and we even met earthworms and whatnots. 



I think there are many more first times but I can't really remember then. Well.. about my journey in guides...
1) Camp camelot'09
clarent patrol

2) camp theatre'10
romeo and juliet patrol with melina and alicia and we had to scoop water from our dome tents and alicia seriously enjoyed it.

3) camp wanted'11
Joker patrol with alicia again. I'm always stuck with her and we apparently had to scoop water from our dome tents again. 

4) camp olympus'12 
with greyguides :')

5) Went to the zoo with greyguides in sec 1 for flora and fauna in October after our tests.
And there was a peeing baboon and it kept playing with its thing.. HAHA we laughed and laughed till we cried or something. 

6) Helped out backstage at Jubilate in secondary two and it was tiring 

7) Helped out at SYF in sec 2 and we missed geog test together. 

8) Helped out at sports day. SAIKANG. We had to distribute water and food It was super tiring but fun though

9) Outing at sembawang park where I did cucumber therapy and had lots of fun

10) first grey guides outing was on 1/5/09 and we went to bishan park to pick wood. 

11) Ceremonial drills>> centenary
blur me had to march in front with other guides and I was kinda lost and it was really scary. HAHA. 

12) Helped out at ASG. Trying to have a serious face is no joke. Had no youth day and did saikang for 3 days straight but I seriously enjoyed myself a lot!

13) enrollment on the 23/5/09 at pasir ris park. 

14) helping out at homecoming. 

15) farewell... :( 23/6/12 3years and 1 month together (':



I guess there are many stuff I did huh which I probably couldn't remember but I've learnt many things as a girl guide. Talk about being Kiasu. When I do a video, I'll save one in thumbdrive, one in my camera SD card and one on my youtube so if one screws up, the other doesn't. I mean I'm so cool right. Wait I always do that including documents--> in my email. Thats the guides motto: Be prepared

As a girl guide, I've learnt take initiative and to step out from my comfort zone and to face the world and make sure I'm useful and not useless. I hated to take initiative because I'm a very blur person and I cannot afford to like do wrong stuff or something. I used to be in my shell at all times. 

I still remember how I used to giggle whenever I stand in front of the crowd. And now, I can entertain people easily and stand in front of a crowd, play guitar/talk/sing/laugh without going into stage-fright mood. Being shy was my thing. I was a quiet girl. Really. I never expected that either. I've to keep my patrol going too because I hate awkward silence.. that means stepping out of my comfort zone once again. To achieve my ultimate comedian/joker/entertainer state took me at least 3.5 years of hard work and effort of stepping out of my own world. It may seem easy to others when it comes to talking and all but it wasn't easy. I do remember there are periods of times when I shun myself out.

Not only that I've learnt to be very systematic or more or less systematic because if I don't, I'm going to screw up the whole patrol since I'm the patrol leader. I do hate stuff that are not systematic too!!! 

Haha. Being a girl guide, I've learnt to be on time too. I mean if I don't be on time, I'm so going to get scolded and neither do I hate being late. I hate the feeling of waiting and I hate the feeling of making people wait for me so I've adjusted my time in such a way that I won't have to do so even if my friends are going to be late. 

Not only that, being in guides, I've learnt to be the listening party and listen to everyone's gossip and well, that was really interesting. And I've also learnt to provide useful solutions when the juniors need instead of just joking around. I've always been the joker and will always be the joker but I've learnt to be serious when I need to. 

Before I forget, I must mention that I'm not scared of bugs any more because I've literally slept with them and rolled on them during the nights during guides camp. I've slept under tents for at least 7 times. And I'm not afraid of getting dirty. I've learnt the importance of saving the earth and learning from my mistakes and telling myself not to repeat again. Though at times, I felt like giving up as a girl guide because there are many things to do and commit and I never really liked to commit myself to do anything and that my studies are like crap but I've learnt to endure, motivate and push myself forward. Which was something new: to be able to cope and try my best. 

One creepy stuff I've learnt was to be able to stalk and observe pretty well. Wait, I'm good at that from the start but being a girl guide I've learnt to observe the people around me pretty well and I do know quite a lot of stuff which I usually don't mention but I just know it. HAHAHA its a talent. By the way, I was trained to do that. Don't ask me how. I think Beatrice knows about it... :\

There are many many more things I've learnt and gained from my experience as a girl guide and it will always be in me forever. 

These memories will always be in my head like how I remembered stuff back dated all the way when I was a 2-3 year old child really clearly. And fond memories never fade away.

once a guide, forever a guide. 

One thing I'll always remember is that I'm a sunflowerer, and a mynah maniac. Even though I'm eventually in mynah and am the Patrol leader, sunflower is still my patrol and I love both patrols equally. (: 

Greyguides made an interesting chapter in my memory and I'll never ever forget it because I'll forever remember them. I've learnt so many stuff from my peers and through them, I've managed to grow in person and truly enjoyed myself these years. I really hope that we keep in touch and still go for outings followed by taking 1 hour to decide on where to eat/ go and wait for someone to just decide on something and then some start to whine but eventually follow. Fellowship sessions are the best and they will always be. 
I'm very grateful to my juniors and seniors who made it possible and that with the help of facebook, I can still stalk/keep in touch with them. I'm so going to miss laughing and disturbing them so badly. I'm going to be a sad kid for the next few months. I'll definitely miss guiding and am SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO STUDY FOR OLEVELS AND GO ON FULL TERM MUGGING MOOD.
dark blue badge'09
green badge'10
white badge'11
red badge
yellow badge 
dark blue badge 
As we go on, 
we remember all the times we
had together
as our lives change, now or never, 
we will still be guides forever....

23 June 2012

our last guides session

Yesterday went pretty fast because that was our final official guides session where we do camp craft something that I'm pretty proud to do because I've enjoyed it for 3.5 years.
Falled in and learn the world song before we had creative gadgets competition which was so funny because Mynah patrol's creative juices are slightly more than mine even though I'm from mynah but I gotta say we all are really bad at creativity do we... Haha went around taking pictures and found that some were really uber interesting!
Our gadget... its a laptop table.. by the beach. -_-
I think this is ixora's gadget.. a chair. so cool right! we just needa use gateway poles or something. 
Not sure what this is but its pretty cool! 
After that we started enrollment. Finally being able to see my sec ones enrol.. That sense of happiness when I have to say "I am Nicole Ang, patrol leader of Mynah and my secondary 1 recruits Audrey, Kay mei and Hazel are ready for enrolment." Aww man, really hope that they will not lose passion for guides and love guides more and work together well like melina, jillian and I and now ever since sec 2 when I got transferred over to mynah, to work with shi hui and elisabeth... still remember when I was sec one when we got enrolled on 23/05/09 at pasir ris park. 
Yepp, I still remember clearly....
During enrolment while going into horseshoe formation. 
Yepp... after that we camwhored. I mean its our last time in our guides uniform official. now the thought of it is really saddening. I've worn it since 23/5/09!! Thats like 3 years and 1 month! Haha. Yeah... The 1 month is not really 1 month because its the holiday... -_- so technically its around 3 years. And I'm very proud of wearing my guides uniform because thats what stands out right? 
 With sunflower patrol.... yepp, I was from sunflower and still am a sunflowerer and forever will always be a sunflowerer.
 taken after the sec ones got enrolled.. saw the shiny enrolment badge there?
 SNGG. Took us forever to take that picture. So pretty right! True blue guides for life.
 squad picture 1-formal
 squad picture 2- formal
 squad picture 3- deciding on an action
 squad picture 4- fun shot. we're so cute.
 squad picture 5- pretty much
Yepp, we took more though. Just uncountable.. And we camwhored more before changing to get ready for outdoor cooking. 
After outdoor cooking, we did guides own where wenxin, lynnette and I entertain them with we are young. Well isn't that what we enjoy doing the most? After receiving many letters of thanks.. I feel... like a bitch. Cos I never write back to many of them and they were quite short. But I've written my farewell letters for some though.. 
So today was.. The last day. And now my CCA is olevels. I'm going to hate that CCA so much and there is no way I can escape from that. So we did internal campfire and kinda enjoyed ourselves before farewell when I basically cried when the sec 2s sang when you're gone and wish you were here. And the sec 3s video.. Its so touching and that was the part where it hit me most that its time to leave guides. Sec 1s dance were really cute. I even videoed it and I was probably pedoing on some. Okay lets not talk about that.. 
 the starting when we came in
 sec 2s performance
 sec 3s dance
sec 3s serenading us... 
I didn't take pictures for sec ones but I videoed.. Aww man. I feel so sad :(( 
So after that was promotion. Outgoing PL, Nicole Ang. Incoming PL, Wan Yee. Incoming PS, hannah phua. I hope that everyone will really work with wan yee and hannah and that patrol meetings aren't awkward without me because I realised half the time I'm the one doing all the talking and fooling around. Guess I'm born to be an entertainer. Yepp.. 
 sunflower full extended family with mel, jillian and i, sherill, clarisse, wanyee, joan and kelly, sophia and gladys. I mean we're so cool. All always being promoted. Hope joan and kelly will get promoted and let their sunflowerness shine too!
 with xuanxuan. haha.
with sarah
With mynah patrol. We're as cool as ever. Hope that everyone will be cool and stay awesome! 

Thats about it for these two days.... 
I'm gonna have another blogpost on my guiding life in SNGG later tonight. 
Yepp and greyguide's final farewell video.. shit I feel so emotional even though I was the one who did the compiling and all.. 
tune the volume up! 

18 June 2012

same mistakes

Sigh, that moment when I kept telling myself book after book: Never mind, this shall be the last book.
But then I started on a new one. This whole reading thing is getting really addictive ever since I've found wattpad.
I can uninstall twitter and forget all about it. I don't even bother to read my twitter but I can't stop reading books from wattpad. Authors there are so much more interesting than those who published books. I promise. Even though I love reading published books but the only ones I really preferred were from Sophie Kinsella, Jk Rowling, Charlotte Bronte. And I've basically finished reading their stuff. Apart from that with other books found in the library here and there.. Some were just boring or some of their synopsis just looked so boring.
Okay, back to my normal life. This week mark the start of extra lessons or maybe the mark of horror. I've managed to survive 4hours of physics today, 2 hours of Chemistry and 2 hours of Mathematics. My butt could split into half any time and I felt like my eyelids gained weight every hour. I'm not exaggerating. That was how I felt.
1st hour of physics: attentive
2nd hour of physics: okay, still absorbing but suddenly stuff don't seem to be clear.
3rd hour of physics: shit, luckily I have tuition and learnt before if not I'm going to be so dead.
4th hour of physics: damn it. When is lunch coming :(
as compared to chemistry 
1st hour: yes. felt so good to have my favourite subject!
2nd hour: come on this is taking too long. :\
vs mathematics
1st hour: I'm lost
2nd hour: I'm very lost.
Well, at least the new classroom was huge! Even though the balcony I've always loved isn't there anymore but its windy.. (well, we're on the 5th floor!) and there are 6 fans. I know other schools already had that but then the noob me never once experienced a classroom with more than 4 fans. HAHA even better was the canteen is just 1 flight of stairs down! Isn't that the best? I still remember last time we had to climb... (imagine the pre-renovation days) 4 flights and walk a really long distance if I'm not wrong and I used to try the short cut by cutting through the slope up the family lounge which is no longer there :( The best part of the day was when Michelle and I got lost in our own school and not know how to get out! We were climbing the stairs... LOST and then we heard Rong Yi, Jophe, Terese, Han talking and apparently, they're lost too! So yeah we made our way back to the canteen and tried to get out by st 13. Yeah. Not that bad uh.. :P
Better really start studying for all my revision test, prelim and Os.
bye!