Why rush?

Hello, shall make a quick blog post before I go and bathe. Yepp, its been a really long time since I used the computer and I'm using the computer now. Finally...
Behind time for making notes because I haven't touched my computer since Friday night all the way till today at around 4pm when I switched my computer on and I can't take my eyes off it. I'm attracted to my computer so badly currently. Okay, that was just random rubbish.
I really can't wait for term 4 to be over. I hate this shit you know. I'm like OMG OMG CA3 is in OMG 6 weeks. And OMG OMG I don't understand some stuff and OMG OMG no time. -hyperventilates-
I'm starting to miss asg badly. Back to topic. So I'll just have to leave this blog dead or probably update using my phone when like I'm on the bus or something.
My goal for this week is to complete all the stinky math homework I owe, to complete physics that I owe and to finish geography and social studies notes by FRIDAY. I repeat.
So... I think I should go now. By the way, I took the stairs up to my house with my heavy tortoise shell and I almost died climbing 15 levels since I felt really lazy. Besides, I'm still gonna fail my NAPFA since the passing is a silver. -___- No point. Gonna be off to bathe before I can sit down fresh and do my work.
And my bed time shall be pushed back to 11.30pm latest. Urgh. Just don't wanna dose of in class. Can't wait for Friday! (:

Like omg.

Ok currently at the carpark waiting for my teams turn for victory ceremony and guess what... My team have to stay out of the room and uhm wait because it always fall at intervals. Quite annoying right. So today is the last day on this duty that is the must scariest thing ever. With loads of cameras. I think im gonna miss this. Just took a picture with the life size mascot. Super cute and fluffy. Hmm day has been long. But certainly quite fun. I must say sitting here typing this is quite fun too because it serves as an entertainment while waiting... And preventing me for dozing off, going into Lala land : the dream of lalalness. Ok i have no idea what am i talking about. The previous posts i have have no pictures :( to show how i feel like uh picture says a thousand words. And i haven't like used the computer since Friday night so all my post are plain boring. Bet NO ONE WILL READ THIS BORING BLOG ANY MORE. Anyway, feeling shitting now urgh. Haven't shitted and i feel really gross. But wtv. Oh the food here is damn good. Trust me man. Good lunch and teabreak. Yaya papaya. When i go home, I'll have to do my physics homework and then try to complete some math. Before sleeping so basically I'll have to sleep at around 12am which is past my bed time. Not to forget... My bed time is like 1030. And this term is like shit. Up to last term I sleep between 1030-1100. But then now... Ok wtv. Olevels will be worse. Maybe because im a pig or some 5 year old kid that sleep all day. But im proud to have auto body alarm. Hehe. Kaykay. I think can go in alr. Bye! When I use my computer, ILL ADD PICTURES TO ALL MY POST.

the moment

So Im on the train on the way to bishan and i feel like shitting because i ate too much for the day. Simply asg made me eat a lot. I feel like a pig now.

Anyway, moving on to the events of my awesome day... Woke up at like 7am and changed into my guides uniform and headed to church and jon and Ben were there waiting. Basically in simple words, everyone was late. =( Then Geri came and bought a bowl if porridge and we Sat outside to eat and we were like toots. So by then Joey and mag came. We were like 6minutes late because of the porridge and ate. Then we all went up for Chinese mass and Bryan cane to join us he had a complete shock of his life. Actually everyone else had a complete shock because its Chinese and no one Actually fully understand. Then headed off to coffee shop had breakfast before going to meet Tony for reflections and all then attended class till 12.

Asg was really kinda scary. Like I mean woah. Back to back, sweating like a mad pig and no usage of phones. For a person like me... A bit hard ah. But wtv pulled through it. There is like some language barrier. Sometimes I wished I can speak their language and all. So tried to use hand gestures which I have no idea how to do it but guess what. Cool me managed it.
Went home with greyguides the babes. ;)
Dinner with carny and talked a lot and all.

happy birthday xenia, yeeyean, wensie and ryan

Hello. It was a fun day or rather really busy day today. If you're wondering, im blogging through my phone before I sleep. quite stupid right. So... Uh went for school sports day and managed to catch the cheer routines which were like damn good especially yellow house. Sexy... -wink wink- im not a perv kay. It was just so good especially the techno part. Then met all the guides to head for chuachukang stadium. So the thing started at 4 plus and my heart almost dropped out from my mouth because omg so scary! Like what if I burst out laughing or something or like start giggling like a boss. Ill be like a failue and not a boss. -.- I wished I can speak all languages so the people will understand me :(

after that went to ryans house for his birthday party and Denise, mag, Aries, jon, Bryan, Joey, Joshua, Julian and Ben were like zihighing and Ryan was drenched all over like dunking each other into a pool and the famouse taupok. Then played some epic stuff and talked bullshit before going home. Yay. Ok its damn late. Ryans condo made me feel so poor. But wtv. His condo is like dude. Pretty. Good night! Long day again

33 minute rant

Okay hello ;) I got scolded yesterday 1/7/11 for returning home at 1045 just because the train was slow and then followed by arsehole bus who didn't come and took a long time. So I've got a 10pm curfew. But I swear I've been home later than that before and that's because it was after youth mass and we went for supper and all. And this time round I was mugging with my church friends and literally doing homework and like getting help from each other. Like I mean ya la, my fault for so late but then I was studying and who knows studying with cc3 friends could be really effective I can literally do all my amath question. So my mummy told me about security reasons on why I've to be home early and not so late and I get what she means but this means that no more BBQs or fun after youth mass / cip. Like uh, cip at morning star or like supper after youth mass or like bbq which is like urghhhhh. :( gosh hope that mum and dad can make an exception on these ocassions. But I swear I'll be back by 10 when I go study with my cc3 friends.
Oh and another thing. My mum is like uh trying to get me help my bro find cip. Guess what? I have my own slp project to do and I've to call organisations one by one and now my brother dont have to do that. Reason being: I've to help him. Which is like uh.. When you getting independent? :|
And and i dont wanna cut my hair. I really don't want. Like I'll miss tying braids or playing with my hair which is so annoying. Then if i cut, my hair will freeze too. Urghhh then I'll most probably have a problem with braiding and all and touching my hair and play when im bored.
Ok so yeah. Week one just passed. I feel so dead like I wanna sleep like now but I decided to type this all put in my phone before I can sleep because like jon who can't sleep because he was thinking about stuff. And well as for me im scared for term 3. I'm like the only idiot who is rushing her notes and doing all she can which includes night study sessions with my cc3 friends and asking questions here and there. Soon I'll just forgo recess and lunch to study. OMG. So stress la. Amath and emath ca3 adds up to like 7 topics and im a weakling at math and physics. Wait. Im not a nerd ok. I just dont wanna disappoint my parents with that fat and disgusting f9 in my disgusting ppr.. And besides like what ms Yee said 'sec three is a foundation year'. I dont wanna be screwed. Everything seems hard and scary. Lessons seem so dry. And some zombie drinking 500ml of water every lesson and go the toilet between every lesson break and get scolded.
Its not my fault for sleeping late either. Rushing notes, mind screwing homework and anxiety within me..cca, school, family, friends. Soon in 6 weeks, it will be CA3 and in 12-13 weeks it will be eoys. Then my birthday will be forgotten, and I'll mug on my birthday and even forget its my day. Bet eoys will be damn bloody gross like sec two worse than that I guess. I know im thinking far come to think of it, time passes really fast. And I think im neglecting god again. Only my cc3 friends remind me of god. In school no one gives a shit. And I feel peaceful whenever im with them maybe because gods presence? I feel so peaceful when i study with them. Not saying school is like jdjsnsjslso but i dont feel the stress and less tense. Ok wtv I've to sleep past my bed time alr. Gotta do homework till late at night and once again get nagged.
And yes why am I typing this. Its 2nd July 12.33am.
This post starts at 12am and its a 33mi n rant..
Now, I think I can sleep properly with lesser anxiety within me. God, help me. :(