again

I don't have the time to touch my guitar. So I was busy was ASG rehearsals and making notes and rushing all my homework. And also trying to fight time for my sleep. And I think I'm kinda successful in a sense. I'm a human in the process of nerdification.
So here is my great plan...
Coastal Studies notes to be done by Friday.
Chemistry salts notes to be done by 8th of July.
SS chapter 4, Northern Ireland to be done by 10th of July.
Yeap. So here is my current plan and not to forget, one comprehension practice a week.
Its 2 more minutes to 10 and I'm gonna log out at 10 to do my amath homework. I'm not scary like doing stuff very fast kay. Its about 6 weeks and few days to CA3. How to not panic I tell you?
So... Uhm, think I gotta go hardcore and abandon, facebook, tumblr, skype, msn, twitter, youtube and blogger. :(
But I'll like post once a week for people like beatrice to read. HAHAHA. And I needa floss my teeth and visit the dentist real soon before my teeth drops out after playing too many chubby bunnies.

The torture starts today

Okay its the start of term 3 and I'm already tired. I was almost dozing off in class and all. WHATTHEHELL? And I was kinda pissed because WTF is with my tuesday recess timing. I hate it so much. Like 11.25am? And my class is the only one. Seriously... Maybe I can stay in class and mug but this school just took away my recess as planned. -___- Wtv. Just gotta make do with it. Study in class lor. Isn't that what the school want? No freedom nothing. They even changed my recess timing to an awkward timing. GAHHHH. No video time, no game time, no fun chat time. My life don't revolve around my class. My life revolves around the whole grey badge. -.-
Okay, wtv, I'm typing geog notes now. So sai kang. Really hating this thing now. CA3 coming soon.

And the shit work starts again. -SAI KANG

Okay, this holidays was a really great one. Though I didn't go out much, have bbqs, finish my homework, revised, or whatsoever. I'm really proud to announce that I attended 3 camps. 2 church  both 3 days 2 nights one of which is facilitating and the other is being attendee. Then 1 guides 4 days 3 nights. I went to MBS to stay for 2 days, 1 night. I went to Langkawi for 4 days 3 nights. So total... I'm not home for 15days! YAY! Ain't I good? 

Well, I know people gonna say its kinda dumb to attend like church camps and even decide to facilitate camp but then I bet I learnt a lot more from others. I learnt to work patiently with teens facing problem, and its really nice seeing people enjoy the camp from "I DONT WANNA GO." till... "CAN WE HAVE ANOTHER ONE?" Its sai kang but if no sai kang how can facilitating be fun? And CC3 camp, bonding with my church friends with chubby bunnies, rolling on the floor and literally laughing my ass off. Learning that I'm not alone experiencing problems. Learning so many things. And guides camp... Even though I didn't really learn much since its a training camp but I enjoyed it.

And MBS which is rare opportunity and Langkawi with the fishes and nature. 

Even though, I didn't watch movies, I didn't go shopping as much as the others, I didn't have the time to finish my homework and all but I'm still proud of myself. I trust that whatever I learnt this holidays is valuable. 

Now, comes the time I need to sai kang. Okay, so my expectations for term 3. Aiya. L1R5 remain as 20 I thank god already. Don't fail my percentage.

I'm gonna make sure I understand physics to the core.

I'm gonna make sure I understand chem to the core.

I'm gonna make sure I know how to do math. And Improve my language.

And make my notes and use less facebook.

I'm gonna make sure I finish all my homework and don't owe anymore. 

(I love my seat though. Amanda is behind me! whee!) 

Okay, so this blog will be quite dead and all. Busy term ahead. 

6months gone, friendships forged, fond memories.

A walk with Jesus

Okay, as you all can see... I'm back from CC3 camp. And its a huge difference being a facilitator and attendee. Wtv. Start my day off with stoning in church with Geraldine and Stephanie waiting for the others in order to get mag's present done. Haha then when clare, joey, mag and the other girls come we all zi-high and was like idk. we were laughing and all. Then the guys one bus and girls one bus. Epic. And we all were singing action songs and all. So after that we reached St Pat's and we did our own crests that represent us before heading for the group's crest which is really pretty! Then we went down to play a game bare footed. We had to use our shoes to make a circle and put our crest there and 2 people protect it. So my group members are: Geraldine, Eugene, Gabriel, William, Ryan and I. And Geri and I sat there to protect. It was like LOL. HARDCORE. Tau Pok each other and all. And then like Sharlene and all from other groups were being violent. Ben dragged me out and wanted to take the crest because I was sitting on it. Then ended up it was torn and all. Other groups one were like as bad as ours. So I was like being smart and folded all the crests that the other members snatched and stuffed it in our pocket and tada! After that, it was lunch and WTH. ITS LIKE FRIED FOOD. I LOVE DANIEL. HAHAHA. Then went up and discussed Jesus' coat of arms and all. Its like everything he does is related to us. And did our strengths and weaknesses before going to play CAPTAINS BALL. First we played with toilet paper. Its super epic and the guys were damn violent and stupid Jonas was blocking me. He and his stupid height dominance. -___- Then went to bathe and was last to bathe. LOL. Wtv. Dinner was fried food again. I ate 3 apples. And competed the second apple with Geri and I lost. Then the 3rd apple with Jane, Joanne, Gabriel and Geraldine and I lost. WTH. Before we had night session and it blacked out. :( super hot. Praise and worship was good. Played chubby bunnies with Clare, Geri, Ben, Joey, Jonathan, Bryan. Super sick. I stuffed 6. And Ben had 17. Joey did 11. At night was damn hot. Clare and I slept on the floor and it was super cooling. LOL.

Then I woke up rather early in the morning and stoned till 7.45am. Wait. I shitted. Felt so comfortable. Did King of the Jungle for morning prayer. Super awesome. And then had breakfast which was like shiok. Fried food again. After that gathered at the shed and then Herman and Daniel shared. We than began our walk with Jesus. I was then alone walking around St Pats. Everyone was alone. The first slip of paper I received was he loved you with an everlasting love. I questioned god. I asked him why didn't he punish me for being a bitch and a really naughty girl who does stuff and didn't listen to my parents and all. That verse, answered my question. It than started drizzling. So I guess it was showers of blessing. I stood there in the middle of the quadrangle there and looked up at the sky. It was really more than what I expected. Being alone, talking to him. I went back and got my next slip of paper. Come to me, all that you are weary and are carrying heavy burdens and I'll give you rest. It started raining really heavily and I sat there almost out in the rain but isn't, still being able to feel the splatter on my face. I mentioned what was troubling me. It made me feel so like -omg, finally I told someone all my burdens-. I never felt so peaceful before. Really literally never felt so peaceful. I then went back to get my last slip: And I am always with you to the end of time. That struck me the most. I felt assured that he has been there with me. Like its a sudden rush of adrenaline in my head. After all I've done. I sat there again with the rain splashing on my face. showers of blessing. The walk was very insightful. I was kinda nervous. What if I don't know what to talk to him. But then, I realised it wasn't that hard. It felt like I was talking to a friend. A best friend. Thats with me throughout my entire life. So after that did some reflection in the dorm and then went for lunch. Fried food again. Nice one Daniel. Ben and Julian were competing who eat faster and we give forfeit. So I made ben roll on the floor. LOL. Then because I beton Sandra that if she finish her food, I'll do forfeit that I owe because I lost the apple competition. And Sandra finished it. Ben made me roll on the floor as revenge like about 150m-200m. I WAS LIKE LITERALLY ROLLING ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING MY ARSE OFF. And dance my marry you dance. -______- Ass. Then had some sharing which was really emotional. I opened the door to god. Promise I'll let god in and not let school work bury me up. And after that we had to discuss our item for the night. My group did deep. But we changed deep to walk. And did everyday I'm shuffling. Did I mention how epic it was. HAHAHA. Okay, then ate dinner and played chubby bunnies again. This time ben managed to do 19 and I did 5. My mum bought 6 packets since we finished the rest. Then after that went to shed and wrote letter to catechist and all. Then since it was black out they decided to let us sleep at library and guys sleep at shed. I wanna sleep at the shed. FML. Wrote affirmation letters till 1am and all. Sang clare her birthday song. Slept.

Woke up early and changed for mass. Mass was at 7.15am and I was like OMG I NEEDA SLEEP SO BADLY. :( But wtv. Then talked a lot during breakfast and all. And Julian owe forfeit still. Then went to pack up and did some reflection. Went back. Geraldine, Stephanie, Gerard, Joshua, Joey, Clare, Ben, Jonathan, Bryan, Gregory and I went to the coffee shop to eat but ended Ben did chubby bunnies and he had 21 in total. Talked rubbish and all. Then followed Jon, Ben and Geri to AMK hub and Jon and Geri went to cut hair. LOL. Went home after that.

Crap. I realised... We are left with half a year till our last camp together and all. :( I don't want. I'm gonna miss catechism class. Made so many good friends and journey through so much. I think I know them more than my school friends after sharing luh. and we went high together. Singing deep when its blackout and then lights on again. God's blessing. It is.

I'm like inception, I play with your brain

HELLO! :D okay. The title have nothing to do with this blog post. So yeah, forget about inception. I didn't watch inception. So.. The excited me here is counting down 1 more day to CC3 camp. 3 cheers! whoo! So today is basically the last day of my holidays and I'm not done with physics homework and amath homework. I'm so dead. I haven't even made notes.
WTF. But then okay, yesterday was better than doing homework okay. So went for ASEAN in the morning and my performance was like sai? I can't how to say. Not give a cheeky face. ._. maybe because idk. during normal footdrill its like :\ OMG SHIT. but then again, I think I have a strict look. But it looks cheeky. ohoh maybe if I roll my eyes then I'll look scary but then I find it hard to even do so. I only do it when I'm really like pissed or something. Okay, wtv, I'll just burst out laughing after that. -____- save me.
So after that, ate Macs with Beatrice and went home for 1hour and met her again. Studied at Mos burger and I finished Emath homework I think. But I'm so dead la. I kinda didn't wanna join Clare, Ben, Aries and Geri for dinner. But then Mag came and dragged me off so we headed to Bugis and met them like 15minutes after we left? Which is damn bloody long. After that went to illuma and Clare, Ben and Aries went to play arcade. While Geri, Mag and I went to bugis street to find Clare's present so we ended up getting the crop top together. And after that met Joey, Bryan, Jonathan, Aries and Ben at Burger king and we went back to Bugis and occupied 10 seats and ate dinner. Then we were freaking loud. Okay, not me though. They played chubby bunnies and it was freaking disgusting.. LOL. After that went home which was freaking late.
I had a freaking weird dream that I spent my money till I'm broke shit. That when I used my atm card they will go like "sorry, you have no more money." :( I'm very tempted to go shopping. Crap. Like really crap.
And now, I'm stuck at home with my brother's friends and my brother partying. They came at like 9.30am and I'm like WL, I'm still sleeping and I can't go out in this state so I pretended to sleep. And decided to get up because I have to wash up. ._. Think today's goal is to finish amath homework and physics homework.
1 more day to CC3 camp! whoo!