SMTOWN CONCERT

Hello! Im currently having withdrawal symptoms now from the smtown concert yesterday night. Or.. Tonight. Technically, yesterday, 23/11/12. Its the best concert that I've ever been to and I literally screamed my lungs out. I can't even speak properly any more. My throat hurts like mad. I wonder how Am I going to survive tmr... I've dreamt of this day many times. Watching exo, shinee, fx, tvxq and suju was something I've been looking forward to since abi managed to get the tickets. Even though ryna screwed up when she tried to book the VIP seats by pressing the wrong one.. Which are indeed VIP and I swear, better than moshpit cos the stage is just right in front, im still glad that I am able to see and hear them life even from a far. Some people may call me crazy but I think spending approximate $230 is worth it. I've truly enjoyed myself throughout the entire concert despite the rain. Here comes spazzing since everyone is probably sleeping now.

So first was fx omg. Krystal is so hot. And so much prettier than Jessica. Totally love amber and sulli too! Haha. luna fell I think. Slippery stage :-( hope that she is fine. Anyw, fx was really good. When they danced electric shock when it rained.. In heels... I swear I admire them so much. In the rain in heels... Singing and all. Ahhh Krystal and amber!! And abi and I were like screaming like mad when it rained and cheered 10x louder. Who says that the concert is Sian when in rained? Everyone screamed 10x louder. And we were like "nanananana electric shock. E E E ELECTRIC SHOCK!" "ELECTRIC SHOCK" totally went mad. The mood was insane.

Omg next, EXO. they were the main reason why I decided to waste my dad's money (he says that he'll pay and that I should go). Shit I went mad. I swear. I was totally crazy when they sang history. (even though yixing slipped.. Its okay. Still love him and support him xx) I was like screaming name after name. And when exo m came in I was like ahhhhh ahhh Chen and kris. Then mama too. I totally squealed like my ass off. I've totally imagined myself watching them live in person so many times.. And finally, a dream/ an imagination come true! Ahh and then like a g6 when Kris, amber and key performed.. I have no idea who was I screaming for. I love all of them! And key is my bias in SHINee, amber is also one of my bias in fx and Kris is one of my bias in exo. So wonderful right. I was just screaming and screaming. Oh how I wished I was sitting at the vip seats there. .. Then I can see them up close. Kris voice is so deep and key is so sexyy. I love his hair so much! I wanna touch it. Then was DJ got us falling in love again, TTS and exo. Omg luhan's baby face. Omg omg. And his English. Ahh so sexy. And chanyeol's rap was insane. I love him. Really deep and yet sexy voice! D.O was like O.O. I love his hair. I just wanna touch it. He is so cute. Sehun my darling too. Omgomgomg! And and baekhyun, Chen (honestly, idk who else.. Cos I was concentrating TOO MUCH on them..) their voice sends shivers down my spine. In a good way. Baekhyun's sexy eyeliner. And chen's handsome and cute face. Baekhyun ahhhhh ultimate bias. EXO IS JUST SO GOOD THAT IM MAD AND OVER SPAZZING ABOUT THEM!!! I wanna see them live again. I really want. And I hope they comeback soon. If not I can jump into the Singapore river and kill myself soon. Suho is so handsome. Omg omg and maxstep! Can't they perform maxstep! Like the entire thing. KAI looks so stunning there. So hot and handsome. Lulu too! they're so close yet so far.




SHINee's performances were spectacular.. I love the remix version of Lucifer and Ring ding dong.. Im glad minho is there. I totally screamed when it was key and taemin. Taemin is so cute! My pretty boy! Was screaming like mad. Juliette was awesome too! Omg that moment when they dance in water for love like oxygen. So hot!! I was concentraing more on taemin though. Finally a dream to see shinee also came through. I admire them for dancing Sherlock in the rain. So glad they didn't fall. And it was raining quite heavily when they danced to Sherlock. Ultimate spazzing look. Abi and I was s screaming like mad. Omg and jonghyun + taemin's rap. Although jjong dropped the mike.. I dont really care anyway. Was like concentrating more on his abs. They're just so.. Attractive. I wanna like touch it and I'll not comment any further.

BoA was awesome too! She is the only female artist I've looked up too since young... Despite the plastic surgeries. I just love her. She is so hot. Totally screamed like crazy when she sang hurricane Venus!!! And when she danced to only one. Her English is not bad too! I like the way she says "its so hot". Whoa. Sexy ladyyyy there.

SUJU was fabulous too! I've seen them for ss4. So I've seen them twice this year.. I miss leader leeteuk and I want siwon back. Omg the fanchant was insane. I love the fanchant. Totally remembered them since ss4. So sad they didn't sing SPY .. Oh yeah and eunhyuk was so funny today. He was like he can speak singlish. And he kept saying "I love you la" and "I miss you la" and shindong was like "add la at the back can alr?" lol. Hahaha and at the end of the concert.. When eunhyuk say "I love you la" again. Totally spazzed and almost died. He is so adorable. I love suju!!! Hope everyone comes back asap. Though im there at the start 2nd/3rd year after debut and I disappeared cos I got bored and no one knew them at all.... But im back again. Don't judge me k. :P PS I still cannot recognise 2-3 people. Failure for life. Still.. Suju 101! Heechul come back soon!!

Next was like snsd. Omg I must admit that they're quite good.. Im not a fan of them and I actually dislike them for plastic surgery and lack of talent. Maybe im just biased and all but I totally screamed at twinkle! Seohyun's voice is so freaking good. And like taeyeon's voice magical. Its just so strong. Haha. I even sang along when they performed the boys when it was raining. You can like totally hear everyone screaming "GIRLS GENERATION MAKE YOU FEEL THE HEAT" lol. The mood was like insane. Not even Sian lor. Hope that they all dont fall sick.

TVXQ was really good too. My favourite performance? Mirotic. That. Scream. That. I've spazzed about with Melina since sec 1/2. I finally heard it. Live. With my OWN ears. I miss them as 5.. I like yoochun and junsu most. :( and omg omg. Catch me is really good too. It was raining.. :'( and abi and I sang and screamed the loudest we could. "CATCH ME CATCH ME" Totally enjoyed it. The dance is so cool. Like REALLY COOL. and they dance to humanoid too! Humanoid!! Its so catchy! Hope they release the music video soon.

okay idk much about kangta. But he have good vocals.

This is indeed one of the best concerts ever. Even though im quite far away im just like seeing stick man.. But its ok. Im satisfied for now. The rain definitely did not dampen the mood. Instead, everyone were more hyped up. Including me. And im really insane now. I can't believe it. Even though im 5/8 epop.. But I got a feeling that its 1/2 now. Haha. Withdrawal symptoms now. Its really late now. Like at 2.24am in the morning and im still spazzing.. I've to wake up at 5.30 later to catch my flight to Vietnam with my family. So basically im screwed. If smtown comes next year. IM GOING. IM REALLY GOING. sometimes, I wish that infinite, b1a4 and boyfriend are under sm too. Then I'll be over spazzing. too many favourite boy bands in one night can just cause me to faint. Sigh.. Time passes so fast when you're having too much fun.

Graduation Night 22/11/12

To be honest, I dreaded last night a lot because it will be fashion judgement day or something.
Really. Everyone dress until so pretty and then.. I'm like under-dressed. Plus my make-up is so basic.. Just mascara and eyeliner. apparently, sarah sucks at drawing eyeliner. Think I'm better off drawing for myself. Lol. Plus I used pencil eyeliner.. Whereas everyone used gel eyeliner. And eyeshadow and all zzz..
Haha. Sarah, Amanda and Beatrice came to my house to preprare. Whoooo.
And it was so hard to draw eyeliner for beatrice!! Usually people draw at the roots of the eyelashes. But hers.. draw and draw and draw still cannot see anything. I think she'll need to use gel. pfft.

Asking amanda to do the touch up because I gave up.

 

Well, we thought we would be late... Its not my fault.. They were all watching stuff and playing games.. Okay, not thought. We were late. We cabbed down to orchard hotel.. And almost everyone were late. -.- So expected. Bet thats why they purposely say gather at 5pm when dinner freaking starts at 8!?

Haha then saw other people then it was rehearsal. After that.. it was mega picture spam. LOL



camwhoring with teresa.

And with marissa and stella.
So after that was hardcore picture after picture. I swear... my entire face is aching cos I'm overs smiling... Even though my default face is :) haha.

But really! It was tiring!!!! HAHAHA and my feet hurt from trying to tiptoe with heels, and running around or just walking like some ah-lian! Only slight attempt to be a fine and gentle lady. Even ms yee shook her head when she saw me running in through the walk way thing. or wtv its called.
So after that were speeches after speeches. And half the time I was complaining like when is food. I was so hungry I swear I could finish everything up lor! Okay in fact.. I ate a lot. So there was the dramatic entrance of the first dish. -.- WTF. I just want to eat. Then after that were class videos... Then performance. And awards. blabla. And then we all went to look for teachers to take picture with. Mdm suah looks really pretty!

After that was family dance, followed by line dancing. I swear we're the best. We're really the best. Everyone starts taking out shoes and all. LOL. really can't dance in heels you see. 10 years of this dance. Can't get enough of it. Love it so much!!!! hahaha but that was kind of the best part of the night in my opinion. I bet the hotel people were like "omg weird girls doing line dancing and some dance" Oh yeah before that was the lighting of candles... Pass it on.
After that was the school song. Everyone sang with gusto. Never thought this day would actualy come. Really. hahah sounds like a loser but I've been singing this for 10 years and I still don't know the actual lyrics. It was so rare to see everyone sing.. And I bet we were actually louder than the music.
After that.. end and class picture.

And then amanda's dad fetched me home. :D

These 10 years were well spent in st nicks. Thats like 5/8 out of my life in st nicks. Absolutely love 4Unity'12 and greyguides... Thanks for everything. For being with me through. Love you guys. :)

psps don't judge me for looking like crap.
gonna miss st nicks...
SMtown later. gonna meet cheryll soon. then meet abi and ryna. :P
EXO EXO EXO so near yet so far.

Another me

Hello!
I just finished watching nice guys.
The drama that I've been anticipating during the 10 weeks of preparation during Olevels... Initially, I wanted to watch it because Song Joong Ki is the mainlead. Then I got intrigued by the plot when I first read it.

This drama is the best drama ever. Firstly, the mainlead is handsome and the female lead is pretty.
Next, the plot just keep shocking me. I can't predict what is next. The entire drama is like just there. Suddenly she had a car crash. She remembers him but lost everything else. Then suddenly... she forgets him after another break down while talking to Jae Hee. (I thought she would remember after the breakdown and kick JaeHee away and far away and establish her rightful position! and all the flashbacks of Maru) Well... I was wrong. She forgets Maru. :( WTH RIGHT. YES I KNOW. And then.. further revealing that Maru might die.. If I don't know anything.. (like no one told me the ending or tried to hint...) I would just really thought that he would die and start crying. But this melodrama is too melo-ish alr. Over exaggerate. And the plot twists are just.. shocking. Even at the last 15minutes of the show.. Maru gets stabbed and he was going to die. -___- Usually, I would multitask whie watching drama. Like tumblr, tweet, skype or wtv. But this one just keeps my eyes glued on the secondary screen, making my primary screen redundant... Its just twitter.. Never refreshed. LOL. And tumblr.. with the (100+) there. I absolutely love the plot. Its just captivating.
I think the drama would be better if they show more of eun ki's & ma ru's relationship. And the development between the both of them. The last 2 episodes are abrupt. The ending is reall sweet but I wish they show more though... Because throughout the entire drama... I was busy figuring out how Maru exactly feels about eunki. And then only at the last episode and the middle part.. then they show more about their relationship. Wished it would be longer though. :( like 22 episodes since korean drama usually end with even numbers...
SHIT AND I LOVE THE ENDING SO MUCH I CAN'T GET OVER IT. HOPE EUNKI AND MARU START A BASEBALL TEAMMMMM!!!!!! As for jaehee... (wtv her name is) she played the role really well.. Well enough to make me hate her. haha.
Now cos of song joongki, I feel like watching sungkyunkwan scandal again. (wl watch 2 times alr) and moon chae won, I wanna watch brilliant legacy again. I watched brilliant legacy 3 times. WTF. don't ask me why. I watched it on the computer, then I watched it on the TV. And when my grandma came over.. I watched it with her on the laptop again. So retarded. I know.
joongki's character is the best here though. ;)

Haha I watched B1A4's hello baby. Its so funny. I'm obsessed over B1A4 now. I swear, if exo don't comeback soon, I don't know what might happen to me.. Really. Look at gongchan...

Changing my bias now. Can kill me soon. They're talented guys. And really cute guys. I can't get over sandeul's reaction. Its just so funny. HAHAHAHAHA. Its better than SHINee's one. In my opinion. I wanna watch MBLAQ's one. Mir and Thunder. Ahhh. (better stop now)

Anyway, I'm really pissed at my mum. Came home yesterday... All geared up to watch nice guy. But then... she pulled me down and asked me to plan my future JC etc. And I felt so uncomfortable while talking about it. Like I got a strong feeling that I might have to go to Poly and like its the end of my dentist future. Like I didn't do well for Os. I'm sure I gave my 100% but I don't know whether I'll get 100% and all I know is I'm really realy scared. Like everything is maing really scared now. :( Besides.. if I go to poly. I doubt my mum will allow me to take the course I want. Talk about "oh your future won't be good. You won't alot money" And I'm like.. what? If I want to do service.. why can't I? I like to do service. And if I want to do child psychology, you can't stop me either? I'm not that bad you know! I can further my studies. Its something I will enjoy. Why can't she allow me to do? Why must I do accounting just because can earn a lot of money? Do I like to do math? Do I like counting? No doubt, I love money but I don't want to spend the rest of my life doing something I don't like at all.. And not feel accomplished? She won't allow me to do IT also.I'm  not engineer material.. I'm the kind that... goes like 1cm don't make a difference. That kind of thing. And then the building or wtv will collapse or the lab will explode all because of me. Why will I want to do calculations? I can't stand it. I don't want my mum to decide my future. Even JC also must chose. Its too early. And its getting into me now that I'll probably not do well for Olevels.. Besides, I was never a studying person. I spent half my secondary life playing and three quaters of my life playing! I don't deserve much... And its so rare that someone who scores 220+ gets less than 10 points. I'll probably fall in the failure side... urgh.. so pissing at times.. Not looking forward to results day.


Hehe. I mastered some new songs on the guitar. Its been a long time since I played the guitar..
Red, 22, I would, I knew you were trouble.
Okay, maybe not a lot but I'm gonna learn more songs.
Its prom tmr.. I hope I don't look like a fool. And I know for sure I'll look like one..

sungkyu's album is perfect.

F.R.E.E.D.O.M

hello.
I'm blogging this post because... I just feel like. I just chalked my hair red... So here is a picture... I seldom take pictures of myself. So I don't know how to take a proper shot.. blabla. wtv.

 

 

Okayokay. stop laughing. I really want to highlight/dye my hair red. But then sure confirm kenna scolded. Plus if I go to JC, I'll have to dye back right? to black? I won't be surprised if I get scolded by my parents tonight. I'm probably gonna stain my entire pillow red tonight. because of the chalk. bahhhhhh. Sian... Sometimes, I want to grow older so that I can do whatever I want... without getting judged and all. HAHA

Anyway! Os ended. Finally. I don't know what I was doing for the past few days.. I was like watching faith the great doctor.. (I'll talk about it later.) And guess what.. I've dreamt of this day like 100 over tiems. Not dream in my sleep. Like day dream... And its here! This is the day the lord has made! Let us rejoice and be glad! Haha. Actually, I don't feel like its over. It just feels like another paper is over. But... Its over. So I'm really happy now and then I went shopping for prom. Its so hard to buy a dress. I got a feeling that I'm gonna be the only one underdressed. So mahfan, cannot this cannot that. I bet everyone really went to get a prom dress while I'm like... CHEAPER THE BETTER. HAHAHA. Believe it or not... I only spent 56 bucks on prom. And best part is that the dress cost $27 while my shoes cost $29... And I shopped from approximately 12pm to 7pm. My legs are currently as sore as hell.. And I just find every chance to sit down. And now when I sit down, my back is aching.. SO BADLY. I'm old. sigh...

Gonna embarrass myself during prom/gradnight. Maybe I'll be the joke of the day... Sian..

 

Haha.. So I've spent.. the days leading up to my chemistry paper 1 and physics paper 1... Watching faith. I took 4 days to finish.

Its another time travel show. OMG I like her hair. HAHA. Okay thats not the point... The point is.. this THIS DRAMA IS DAMN GOOD.

I was so excited throughout the drama because honestly, I don't know what might happen and like the bad guys are just so bad. I like eumja hahah the pipe guy that kills people by playing that instrument... Okay but he died in the end. So sad. I was hoping that he turn into a good guy or something. HAHA. This drama is a lot better than The kind 2 hearts and to the beautiful you. Its just so interesting. Like there are many stuff revealed. (don't read if you haven't watch)

Like its revealed that she is the ledgendary hwa ta.. And she knows what will happen to minho (forgot his name in the show) and saves his life!

And its super sweet too. the entire show is just sweet when the entire romance part comes out and how he tries to show his affections for her... Omg and the bad guy who wants the throne.. Everything is just unexpected.. Its hard to predict what is next.

Oh yeah.. the ended was confusing though.. It was actually a time loop. Like she went back to the future to take her stuff and went into the thing but ended up as hwata. she went back again and went in and thats were she saw minho waiting for her.. even though its 5 years later. I don't know why 5 years later.

BUT THE LAST EPISODE IS JUST SO EXCITINGG!!!!!!!! Last few episode. haha. And its so sad that my favourite doctor died. Omg saddest ever can. :( he protected her antitode that she was trying out because she got poisoned... and died when eumja and his sister (with the fire power) killed the entire medical place because they want to grab her and drag her to the gates of 'heaven' which is the future.

 

Anyway, I'm looking forward to nice guy. Just waited so long to watch it. I'm just excited to see soong joong ki act! Haha. He is cute and the show is just interesting! I red the sypnopisis.

haha. Sick in the mind. I know.

 

Okay mission for next few days:

watch nice guy

pack my room

don't over eat if not I cannot fit in into my dress :(

convince my parents that dying hair is okay (actually. doubt they mind. but they mind. idk la. its my hair right?)

read my readers digest that I didn't read.

read books. (omg actual books. smell so goood!)

 

I'm dreading grad night. sigh...

 

 

Hear janus if you haven't. I love this album a lot. I don't know why. HAHA.

And B1A4's tried to walk. Its really good! haha. Its magical! Its just so them!

When is exo coming back. Wait for so long le. :{

hehe. okay. exo for you.

Sehun's hair is the best.

HAHA GO GREEN GUYS!

 

 

Byebye!!!!!

preparing myself to get scolded...

 





To the beautiful you:

Okay, so I finished watching to the beautiful you and I currently have no reaction to it. I mean I don't find it fantastic, neither do I find it bad.
I just feel that this drama... the storyline is just getting boring. Maybe its because I watched the Taiwan version, Hana Kimi. Though there is a plot twist which makes the entire drama less disappointing like the taiwan version.
Korean version:

taiwan version:

The taiwan version ending was horrible. In the end, they didn't confess to each other and the drama just sucked. I hated the way the story went and ella's face was like bashable in the drama. Not saying she is ugly, she isn't but it just feels so bashable in it. And besides.. the way the drama unfolds was horrible. The korean version have better plot twist, less draggy and boring than the Taiwan version. And the people there are obviously better looking. ^^ and the ending is much better... even though it sucked. HAHA same for playful kiss. The korean one was good. The taiwan version is so damn draggy (even though its 15 episodes... its just boring and slightly funny?) and I hate draggy dramas even though I like to watch melodrama. So ironic huh.
Okay, but in conclusion.. this drama didn't make me wonder what is happening next and there was like no tension and suspense... (probably because I know what is going to happen) and I was like.. -__- on tumblr, twitter, whatsapp and messaging.

hyunwoo. HAHA I love his character in this drama the most... because he is the cutest. And he look better with brown hair. :P Better than IU's video.
Nonetheless, Sulli did a good job, hyunwoo did a good job too... But what is minho doing? HAHA I laughed at all the emotional scenes with minho in it. Maybe cos its just too funny to see him act. And I don't think I can see sulli dancing in the music videos already. I really have issues. :\ and I think I really have to put aside my hatred for plastic surgery or something... I realised that whenever I watch a drama, I tend to google the actress' and actor's predebut pictures. HAHAHA. Sorry. I just have issues. But sulli is really pretty.



I'm gonna buy take me home yearbook version. The entire album is good. Really good. I heard it at night before I slept at like 1am plus while lying on the bed.

Well.. if you ask me why 1am... Its because I was watching drama. I think my favourite song is little things. Its just so sweet. I love it a lot. I've learnt how to play it on the guitar (more like figure it out myself. haha don't blame me. blame my ego) Just listen to the entire album. Ah, I love it a lot!

You can hear it on iTunes for free. Don't forget to buy the album if you like it! HAHA. Niall's solos are perfect. Harry's voice is so good. I feel like crying whenever I hear them sing. Really. Especially little things on xfactor. OMG. if you haven't watch.. go watch. HAHA their voice harmonises so well.. Thats the best performance now! Ah its so sweet. The song is so sweet.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGaj6sfN2WY
harry should just stop getting tattoos. and liam should stop getting tattoos too. Whats with tattoo obsession? And liam and danielle :(
Liam forgetting his own album. Love you liam. xx







  
Next... Red is pretty good too. Never thought I would actually come to a point that I'll like taylor swift's ENTIRE album because I just hate the way the song goes and its all about break up and the type of songs... Country or pop. Sometimes I'm just confused. But I just love the album. :-) Haha. By the way... I actually listen to the entire album k. I don't just listen to the singles. favourite track: begin again.



And I'm also gonna buy exo k's and exo m's album. Sian gonna get my cousin to buy for me from korea cos its cheaper. :P (sorry. I'm really cheapo but at least I'm buying both)

Never thought that I'd actually like those boys... 12 of them? 4 from China? Wow thats so interesting.. First, I heard their debut song mama. Then it just got stucked in my head. and somehow baekhyun's face attracted me? Sounds so wrong and weird but its true.  So I decided to read up... And then I started to realise that exo m's luhan attracted me too. Then it soon became an obsession okay. Its not my fault. and I just don't get it.. HAHA like B1A4's jinyoung... But I'm just not attracted to all of them and just don't count myself a fan of theirs... Aiya don't ask me. I don't know why its just like that. I like exo most.. haha now topping my bias list are luhan, kai, baekhyun and kris. But my entire bias list is screwed okay.
Next is suju... I still can't recognise 2-3 of them. And to think that I actually know that they exist before the sorry sorry era when they become extremely known. I wonder how I did it with exo. I can recognise them really well... Haha my bias in suju are kyuhyun, ryeowook, eunhyuk
Then its SHINee... haha I used to like jonghyun and key. but now.. its key and taemin..
B1A4: Jinyoung and Gongchan
Boyfriend: minwoo and the twins :P
Infinite: myungsoo and woohyun.
Anyway, I can't wait for their comeback. Haha. there are so many rumours. Like I've been listening to baby don't cry.. NOT EVEN THE PROPER HALF RELEASED VERSION. I'm listening to the 2 minutes one.... haha just comeback soon. Even B1A4 and boyfriend released their comeback dates already! Boyfriend's comeback is super charasmatic-ish. HAHA I like. But they suit the cute cute one better. (once again listening to the album at 1am at night before I sleep. Just lying on my bed, listening...) Ah, this is so annoying. HAHA Kris' alpaca. I ship kris with his alpaca :P

Haha thats him on his birthday party on the 6th of november. :P



Okay uh, I promised my dad that I'll study today. But I'm just gonna do 3 MCQs (3h of studying.. not bad right?) each science today and then roll around and slack again. Because I promise my dad, I have to do it because its a promise and I don't wanna disappoint him becuse he has been fixing my computer again and again and I'm just rolling around using this laptop (which I still don't know whose).
Oh yeah! I went to the arcade with Amanda, Vivian and Angeline on wednesday after their HCL paper and had a ball of a time. Racing for like dk how many times, basketball etc. We suck at shooting. Ah. its been a long time since I have life. Its really a long time. When I first stepped out of the bus... I was like "wah. too long never step into a mall to play" HAHA. I ate nearly 10 bucks worth of sogurt. I swear if I didn't lick the top part after I squeeze the thing it will cost more than 10 bucks. HAHA. Yepp.. It was sure a lot of fun! Its been like 7-8 months since I stepped into a mall to actually play or just walk around doing nothing. IT FEELS GOOD. HAHAHAHA.
Looking forward to next friday, 16 Novemeber.. Then that will be official freedom :-) And I'm gonna shop for graduation night. I don't want to wear a dress!!! I'll make a fool out of myself :(

And to end off... My reaction when obama won:

after watching all the debates during Olevel period... HAHAHA.