live while we're young

OMG live while we're young is such a good song. (my tumblr is crazy. I don't even know what kind of tumblr is my tumblr alr. Is it one direction? Or exo? or shinee? or fashion? or what? AHHAHAA)
I heard it twice last Friday night and I woke up with that song in my head on Saturday morning and spam replay for 1 hour straight before I go to my grandma's house... Oh yeah prayer rally on friday night was good. How I wish they have one every friday! Felt recharged and mentally better. (for those who know) Oh and I wanna thank the sec ones, joan, natalie, jolene, emily and audrey for buying me a ukulele. I don't know how and why but thanks. Must be Joan. pfft. (complicated shit) Its the only non-food present I got. (even my parents just got my kitkat from phuket in which I'm not allowed to eat because O's are coming) and thanks for the yellow cupcake too!
Yepp.. Best part of my boring birthday was this..

I even highlighted my birthday! So proud of the boys. :') 34million views. Going strong and steady.  I love Niall's part. I'm officially mad. I highlight or underline any one direction that I see on my physics worksheet... 

And now... 

EXO. HAHAA beside every exothermic reaction I write EXO there in caps and sometimes with a smiley face beside. I know I have issues but its not my fault! I'm just very deprived now.. I really really want to go and see them. I think as much as one direction? 

don't you think Luhan and baekhyun are really cute?

Baekhyun..

and..

Luhan!!!

Okay, yes you can take me as mentally ill or some crazy person now.... Kris, Kai, Sehun and suho also very cute! HAHA I exolutely love them! Exo K, Exo M. Mama and history are the best. Now I'm not going for SMtown and I can't hear them sing mama together. :( They sound so good!

Then again... er.. do I count this as (whats that geog term...) _____opportunities. (means I need to go study my geog alr. gah, I just studied it not long ago!) 

Oh yeah I wanna see boA too. I've been listening to her music since sec 2! :( When I went around hurricane venusing.. no one cared about me man. :( Okay and now everyone knows her and are asking me if I know boA. Duh. My dad has been telling me about her since forever. Even before I first heard hurricane venus. HAHA. I even have her album in my laptop. zzz. 

you do notice I don't fangirl over girls. But at times, I do listen to their music. except snsd.  

Oh yeah btw watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R86Co6F4H5E (mama)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hAiURxu1whE (history) 

*squeals*

Okay... Enough fangirling. 

Yesterday, Unity had one of the most funniest conversation.. Talking about our future together..And somehow we talked about owning a hotel. HAHA

Marissa can be the engineer, Stella can be the architect. Kim is the chef. Zhi Jie and Wensie can be musicians with Jiayi as our lead singer. And Wensie can take care of kids since she love children. Ryna can be the child doctor. Xinru can be in-charge of gym. (our gym is gonna be tough) HAHA  OMG imagine there is a bank and its owned by michelle chua and belly be the accountant... she'll be like ... -presses calculator..- "I think you should put your cash here" and michelle will be like "200% interest each day" HAHAHAHAHA. And I can be the dentist who plays the ukulele (I have no idea why we have a dentist in our hotel) HAHA. Imagine.... when someone suddenly got tooth ache or something then the chef can be like "dentist second level. no worries. she is playing the ukulele here." me *put down ukulele and take out my dental stuff* if worse... I'll unstring the ukulele and floss for the person or use it to pluck the person's teeth. (I'm sure I'll lose my job) And dayna can be the whinny life guard. (sure to fail) And lastly, enle can be the pastor that blesses our hotel. (our hotel won't crumble cos of god's grace) 

Okay, I can't exactly remember who else but I'm pretty sure we talked about almost everyone. But it was so hilarious at that point that we all can't stop laughing. Its amazing how we bonded so much in 2 years. I remember how I started of with... "omg how am I going to survive this.. everyone seem so distant and foreign and quiet" and now I'm ending of with "I'm grateful I took physics and ended up here in this class. I can't imagine myself." NO REGRETS at all. I swear. 

Its the last week of school next week... I'm not looking forward to the end of my st nicks journey.. (gonna talk about my life in st nicks as a whole next week) 

Prelims were okay.. Ended of with my l1r5 of 14/15 (I hope mrs seah round off my amath to 70 instead of leaving it as 69. 9.. in fact its 69.997!). Not bad luh. I must continue to work hard and score A1s and get into a good JC. All the JC talk and Poly talk. I'm actually quite scared.. Sian... I don't wanna leave St Nicks. :( Its like home to me.. 

So CJC sounds good. But I want VJC. And idk everything sounds good la.... 

Haha. Night study was pretty good the last few days. In fact... Its quite productive! Even though I keep pushing humanities back. I'm back to studying at night. You can say that I didn't really study during the prelim period... I used to love humanities cos its easier to score but I hate it now. Its so content heavy. Besides, Physics and I are on better terms. I actually managed to get a B3 for my physics.. Anyway, I need to reduce my L1R5 by half! 

Okay, I better go to bed and rest already. 

Tmr: Amath cresent 2011 prelim paper. Memorise SS, Memorise human geog and history and do english compre. 

sweet 16th

here I am using my laptop and not studying...
On my 16th birthday. I did nothing on my birthday...Absolutely nothing.. No celebration nothing except watching a NC16 movie...Then tuition.. How wonderful.
Well, anyway, a big thank you to those who wished me, personally or message or twitter or facebook... I wasn't expecting anything much either because its the exam period and probably no one will bother except for kind soul amanda who made chocolates for me.. (I finished them and probably gained 1kg) Apart from that.. uh, parents not in Singapore, so nothing much. I'm sitting on the bed watching princess diaries and blogging here. (feeling guilty for not studying at all) And I forgive those who were supposed to remember but didn't. *coughs*
Speaking of which, about the movie, ruby sparks wasn't as bad as I thought according to sarah who said it doesn't look interesting. It doesn't sound interesting either. I wanted to watch imperfect but never mind.. No more already. :((  Haha. I watched it because I wanna show that I can watch NC16 proudly. The lady at the ticket counter looked at it and before she almost returned it to me. She looked at it again. I'm totally sure she was amused at me.. And she didn't wish me. pfft.
Being 16 doesnt make me any different. I'm still that immature brat, who is still young at heart.
I still have to study for Olevels and life still go on.

Anyway during day of reflection on tuesday, I decided to be positive. I must be positive! And I wrote a letter to myself and hopefully, I can see it 5 years later. I really wanna see whether I kept that promise to myself. If I didn't.... And I feel that life is so meaningless now.. Sigh. Why must life revlove around studying.. I think I'd be better of doing other stuff that benefits others and lead a more happier and meaningful life. Isn't what life is supposed to be?
Even now, I'm considering whether I should go to poly. I just don't want to be so useless and all I do is study and everything is study study study. Now I really feel useless. I'm not contributing at all.. What happened to CIP what happen do helping others. Everything is about me. And let me tell you, life is so shiok now to be served. But I don't want. Urgh...
K enough. Can't wait for Os to be over.

Happy 16th to me! ;-)
B1A4, Boyfriend, Infinite, Big Bang, Super Junior, EXO.
And live while we are young video is gonna be released later at 1am! On my birthday (still in UK) Haha. I'm so happy. Best birthday ever! :)

SPY

Omg I don't know what is wrong with me. I've just replayed SPY for don't know how many times. And it keeps playing in my head throughout the whole week.
I really need to download the song in my phone as soon as possible.
Sigh.. Prelims are almost over. But I actually started slacking like since yesterday so basically I suck. I need to get my momenteum back so I can study and push higher for Olevels.
Basically whenever I feel that a paper is okay, it probably turn out bad. When I feel that a paper is too easy.. either I do very well or I don't do well. And I have a strong feeling I won't do well for prelims. *sobs* Its probably a last minute wake up call for me.
I'm sure I need that. There are 4 possibilities...

1. I do well and get so motivated. I study harder
2. I do well and I get complacent and don't study
3. I don't do well and just know that I'm screwed and work harder.
4. I don't do well and don't study.

Er.. Obviously, I don't know myself well enough. But its so hard to like predict myself. :( I have different reactions to almost everything. And I realised while everyone mugs at night I actually don't do much at night. I need night study back and I hope that during the 2 weeks break before Os... the school will have night study.. If not I'm so doomed. All I'm thinking about is to play. Cos playing is so fun and studying is boring and tiring and I'll probably get so bored that I start getting distracted.
And to be honest... I feel prepared but I don't know how prepared. Prelims are almost over. Made 2 stupid careless mistake for my chem MCQ paper... And next monday: Physics MCQ and its over!!!!
That means I have to start studying because I think I screwed up my physics paper. 40 marks makes a lot of difference you know. HAHA.
I've written out drama list to watch after Os.. I'm so motivated to watch dramas..

1. Me too, flower!
2. Dream high
3. Dream high 2
4. Heartstrings
5. The king 2 hearts (lee seung ki is acting!)
6. Can you hear my heart
7. baby faced beauty
8. Flowerboy ramyun shop
9. To the beautiful you
10. love rain (I heard its melodrama... but got yoona and she is really prettyyy)
11. the moon that embraces the sun
12. the greatest love
13. queen inhyun's man
14. the thousandth man
15. the wedding scheme
16. I need romance
17. the greatest love
18. late blossom
19. mary stayed out all night

To be honest.. I don't even exactly know what they are about. I'll just read all the sypnopsis after Os then I'll see what speaks to me first the I'll go and watch. Like see what comes to my mind... HAHAHA. And I realised I wanted to watch mary stayed out all night but it didn't speak to me last year but the plot is speaking to me this year!

And I've no idea what I'm rambling on about.
Hahaha I realise I've been watching korean dramas/listening to more kpop music. hehe exo is quite cute. ;)
I should stop and practice emath....
byebye!

I NOTICE A TREND

HAHAHA. I really noticed a trend. Not kidding!
Last year before CA2 I watched pink lipstick.
Then before EOY I watched Dong Yi and Shinning Inheritance.
This year before CA2 I watched iron daughters in-law
This year before Olevels, I watched secret garden.

Yepp! Thats what I've been doing for the past 20hours or so.. Wasted.

Honestly, I thought this show was weird.
Like supernatural shit? I mean I like to watch wizards and I've also watched a korean drama that involves some magical stuff...not magical. More like a tale. Uh, I remember! "my girlfriend is a gumiho"
To be honest, I don't even know what dramas I watched but I know the first few dramas.

1. Full house
2. my lovely sam soon (OMG WAIT. I REALISED HYUN BIN ACTED IN THAT TOO. NO WONDER HE LOOKS SO FREAKING FAMILIAR! But his hairstyle now nicer la)
3. goong
4. goong s
5. winter sonata
6. naughty kiss (korean)
7. bla. I watched alot of dramas at my grandma house. So I don't know how many. BUT ITS A LOT.
8. Hwang jini (HAHA I just realised ha ji won, female actress for secret garden is in it too. so pretty in there!)
9. jewel in the palace

I lost track. That was like starting way back in p2/p3. But I'm certain I watch a lot. AHAHHA back to secret garden. I was quite skeptical when my grandma told me about it... But she decided to play it on her TV and instantly I got hooked! Its so humourous especially when the swap bodies. Like imagine girl in guy's body and guy in girl's body? And how he claims his love for her and following her around like a dog.
Then its so sweet when he does sweet stuff to her. OMG especially the part when she was in coma and like he sacrifice his life and drive into the rain to swap bodies with her so she won't have to suffer? I was literally tearing then.
Then comes the sad part when the asshole mother was being a bitch and told them to break up!
Not only that this show gave me a lot of chance to comment! I commented on the mother's nose, face and all HAHAHA how can she have no facial expression. Her face look so stiff I almost died and the only time his mother wore pants was in episode 18. I think. HAHA.
Yepp. I'm probably living in my own fantasy world. No wonder I love watching dramas.. HAHA best part of the drama is the male lead!!!

HYUN BIN! He looks a bit like lee seung ki! In my opinion...

Like idk but he is quite old. And really at times he looked like leeseungki!

Haha. I strongly reccomend you to watch secret garden. Its an amazing show. :-)

I can't wait for O's to end. How I wish life was like today. Sitting down, infront of the dining table with my legs on the other chair and the laptop at an angle and sucking on a straw bottle? HAHA drinking water and watching drama WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT EXAMS. See, I chose the wrong time to watch dramas. Then when it comes to holidays, I always end up with nothing.. how sad. Anyway, I haven't had a proper holiday for a long time.

March holidays- church camp & guides camp (Thats like 5/6 days gone)
June holidays- back at school for the first week with chinese Os.. followed by homecoming, english mock exam, jubilate... enrolment, farewell, extra lessons and studying. & facilitating sec 1 camp
september holidays- time taken off to watch 1 drama in 20 hours. and the rest to hardcore mugging.

Well.. thats my life. I'm glad I took this 20hour break sitting in front of the actual television/ computer with the box of DVD changing disc after disc and laughing at 1am in the middle of the night is NO JOKE. what if daddy wakes up and finds out that I'm still watching drama. I'm so gonna borrow my grandma's korean CD collection. Serious. She have so many boxes and she knows all the new dramas and probably have them. I'm gonna kidnap them from her. :P She even needs a cupboard. From what I counted.. I say 100 over boxes. I got tired actually. I was at 80 plus and I found out she still have more in her room.


Time to burst my bubble anyway..
Life is going back to normal. I'm going to school to mug tmr morning and go for tuition in the evening. And study really hard now. And prove my brother that I'm studying.. guess what he told me...
"MY SENIORS ARE STUDYING SO HARD. WHAT ABOUT YOU?"

Ya la big deal. I'm not a robot. And yes, I know its unfair cos I got into St Nicks with 223 and you didn't make it back to cat high with 224. Cat high is so regretting you anyw. But thats not the point. The point is, I need rest. I've deleted wattpad. I don't even read twitter. I only reply my notifications while walking home.. The only thing I do is blog. Big deal? So what if people stay up late to study while I sleep at 11pm on school days or even better, 10pm during exam epriod. SO WHAT! No one actually understands me.. If you expect me to cramp everything the day before and prove my hardworkingness then forget it. I'm gonna fail the next day because I KNOW MYSELF. I can't study before the paper. I'll breakdown and panic and probably blank out and fail. I would rather crap with some style and crap with whatever I remember instead of blanking out and not being able to crap at all. So think twice about judging me. And... I DON'T EVER STUDY AT THE LAST MINUTE. GET THAT IN YOUR HEAD. THATS HOW I LIVE. Even though I'm not doing very well but it never works stuffing everything at the last minute. At least I study frequently and sleep enough.

HA. I'm gonna have lesser wrinkles and dark eye cirlces than you! Plus the ability to crap. Especially science papers when its not all about theory. Its all about applying. Why I don't memorise much for chemistry or physics? Cos there is nothing. I can memorise all the solutions in the world but I can't apply. Whats the point.

Officially mad.
Alright. Going to go to bed. I'm lacking sleep. Bye!

byebye sam

hello. just got back from the airport after sending sam off.. and I'm currently feeling very.. uh sad now.. cos like you know.. no one is gonna like fight with me for food/sleep in front of me/go around stealing food or doing stupid stuff alreaady.
Like you know.. the last time I was at the airport with her was when I went to chiang rai last year. I still can't believe all the retarded 'marry you' dance we randomly choreographed together or the need to shit/fart in the morning. Thats so sam.. who FARTED in vivian's face.. Or pedoing over some small kids.
Haha, well I hope I'll see her when she is back for holidays or something. Being her classmate for 2 years and in the same CCA for like 4 years make me miss her...

So took bus with sarah today. like seriously its damn long but I studied on the bus though and I memorised quite fast! HAHAHA finished the whole topic on weathers and climate/flood and droughts that shitty chapter. Maybe because I can remember. Like how I can remember plate tectonics so well except for like the earthquake part. CA1 in sec 3, EOY at the end of the year, CA1 sec 4, and now. Confirm remmeber. Like weathers likat that. Same goes for rivers and coast... Only nat veg... HAHA nat veg is like sec 3 EOY only  HAHA.
Yeah kay. So met lynnette, Jillian and Vivian and lynnette seriously look like a tourist and we bought pork floss, spicy pork floss and seasame pork floss for sam! HAHAHA

yepp and lynnette seriously looked like a tourist. Then, amanda and jing wen came and serious.. Amanda looks like a guy and jing wen just looked so lady like that they compliment each other.

HAHAHAHAHA so cute right! Okay yepp so apparently I wanted to see the butterfly park but I forgot that its like inside I mean you can't blame me for forgetting because I only take the plane once/twice out of Singapore each year. Actualy thrice last year and zero this year... Yepp so I brought them to walk one big round. Good exercise! So we got all 'tourist-y' HAHAHA and started taking pictures of like stuff.

Yepp and carnation, xenia, ayana came.

TOURIST!
Wanted to get horlicks for sam since she loves horlicks and we thought that UK wouldn't have until lynnette was like "OMG MADE IN UK!" And everyone started laughing. Yepp, so carny got her milo instead since its made in malaysia/australia.

while waiting for sam at B1...




With greyguides!!!
And after playing around... sam is finally here. What happened to meet at 7.30pm.. -__- HAHAHA
 
And we tried to walk round and round to find seoul garden and seriously couldn't find and by the time we settled down it was like around 9pm already. So awesome are we....
It was so hard to find a place because there are like 18 of us!
Sian... Then she had to check in :((((

With grey guides

With 4u... and in order to not cry and all. I said byebye and left hurridly. Thinking back aww man I really miss her. Even though she once stole my oreo and I cried because she didn't ask for my permission (stupid but I can't help it) and planned to ignore her for 1 week until she apologizes and like those times when we walked a few rounds to the toilet HAHA. and partying together. Yepp and thats sam. Hope she really comes back in december! :-)


Nice to start september...
and.. HELLO september! For every single day that pass by, we're nearing the end of this stressful period of our lives. Think positive! lets do this!
I can do it! study for prelims and O's and I can play for all I want after that!!
Tmr:

1. Finish up Anderson secondary prelim MCQ for chem. (means I finish all MCQ. I needa be less careless.. I keep on 35/40 :( )
2. finish up all physics prelim MCQ (so that I can ask all the qns and revise at one shot and I keep scoring like 25-28/40 so pathetic)
3. amath 2010 prelim paper 2! (did all paper 1 questions today without difficulty! YESSS!!!)
4. start memorising nat veg. (I feel like picking topic but I geog is my only home. combine no hope)

Byebye!