08 July 2010

I am here to vent all my anger, frustrations and feelings out.
Yesterday was a total sucked day. It seemed so long. Even waking up seemed long. I spent 35minutes (Recess) taking out the sunflower emblem on my guide uniform which I refused to. It just seemed really hard. Snipping one thread seemed so hard as if I was runny 2.4km. And cried the moment Wen Xin snipped 1 thread. 1 thread seemed harmless but its just the same as I am 1 step closer to take out that emblem of mine. Some how, I took it off and then cried. It feels weird. Like no more yellow and black emblem? I am left with white and blue emblem. It somehow felt weird. I wore it the moment I was enrolled. I wore my uniform with that emblem. My first emblem when I first wore my uniform. Being enrolled as a sunflowerer. So much with my uniform. I stained my guide uniform when I had my sunflower emblem on. I wore my guide uniform with sunflower emblem to every guide session and campfires. I took pictures with my guide uniform that had my sunflower emblem. It just feels weird and sad. My first time doing so many things were with my emblem. I faked smile till after school when I took years to decide whether to poke the needle through my uniform and sew mynah emblem on. From 1.45pm till 2.45pm I want to poke that needle through and then I stopped each time I decided to. I didn't eat lunch. I didn't want to wear my uniform. So I sat there and tried to sew and by 3pm, I sewed finish. But tried not to cry. So went to change and didn't bother to tie braids because I didn't want to look into the mirror and see my new emblem. So I almost cried when Sharlene came but then wore full uniform. I saw Melina and the first thing I saw was the sunflower emblem. Then I started crying like shit like that. I suddenly felt even weirder like I am not from sunflower or something. ): I saw cow and cried even more. I want that emblem. I just can't stand other people with that emblem. Urgh. 

05 July 2010

Hello. Please don't ask my why I am here. Its youth day. And had lots of homework as youth day present! YAY! ):
I realised I do have loads of wants.

  • A1-triple science and hcl
  • Iphone
  • DSLR camera
Thats a lot. I freaking want the A1s and triple science and higher chinese. But that does not mean I don't want DSLR and IPHONE. So sexy can.
Today did math homework. There is old man tuition later. I did some weird photoshopping stuff.
Im lame and bored. ): And I want a camera with higher resolution.
Okaye. If I am free, I will be back on this going to be dead blog on Sunday/Friday.
If not, 2-3 weeks later.
NICA FTW! YOU CAN DO IT! 

04 July 2010

My story part 1. :D

I want to tell my story for the week.
Here is my story and it goes like this:
This week is already hectic. My recount was assignments. The story about this behind my assignments are last minute and no time. Yes. No time. Monday there is old man tuition at night. Tuesday there is hip hop enrichment. Wednesday there is guides. Thursday there is ICT. Friday guides. Apparently, only Monday afternoon was counted as free. But instead it isn't. Heard of this thing called rushing of homework in 2hours and then slept while doing homework, dreaming that I finished my work? Next. At night. Wait till you see rushing of assignments. The PBL project folio and slides. Then what about studying for home economics test which wonderfully consist of  7chapters. This, is the start semester 2. Week 1 just ended off with yesterday's sports day. So I spent the week rushing here and there. This is just my introduction for term 3 since its week 1. The moment I step into class, the teachers first mention on the tests and assignments we will get this week. For example, art. Next, history and geography. Imagine hearing all the teachers nagging saying that "TERM 3 WILL BE HECTIC AND BUSY! IF I AM NOT ABLE TO FINISH TEACHING, I WILL BE CALLING YOU BACK FOR EXTRA LESSONS!" Even PE gives me stress. This time its not napfa. The moment the bell rings, teachers then bombard us with homework. Isn't that wonderful. I am being sacarstic about it. When I step home, the moment you press that round button on this rectangle-like box, daddy and mummy starts nagging at me saying, "Why aren't you studying for your test!" If I reply for assignments that are due for tomorrow here will be their reaction, "What kind of attitude is this! Why are you doing things at last minute." Well, I can say its last minute but we are piled with enrichments, extra lessons, and tuition. When I am still studying at 11pm. Daddy will nag and say, "You are supposed to be on bed!" But here is my reason which I can't tell him before he will start scolding and the whole block do not really have to sleep. School ends around 5pm-6.30pm for me everday, I got pending assignments, tests and homework. By the time I reach home and bathe and eat finish my dinner, it will be 7.30pm-8pm, which I only have 3hours to study finish everything. Unreasonable right. If I tell him this, he will say, "Why take so long to come home, bathe and eat." I am not a robort that works things back to back. I do have distractions. 2. The phone and the computer. But if I am on the computer, I won't be on the phone. If I am on the phone, I won't be using the computer. So its just 1 distraction. Not the point. I need the computer for assignments-to-be-dued/homework-to-be-dued the next day! By the time I finish them at 10pm, I am only left with 1 hour to finish studying and homework. Not enough time at all. Next problem this week. Daddy and Mummy nags at me all the time and when in bad mood, scold me for no reason when I am on the computer, doing my work. They will say I talk to that box all the time. I must agree I talk to that box on windows live. I am stressed. But guess what. Its at least another 15 weeks before I can slack non-stop. My story ends here. And to be continued in another post.

03 July 2010

Sports day <3
I woke up at 6.14am. It seemed just like any other school day. Rushed like crazy and wore guides uniform. Went to MRT and met Maddie at door 8. I am like the only one in guides uniform. Then we walked to Yio Chu Kang Stadium. Maddie went to sit at her green house there while met grey guides and started moving the buns and bottles. I died carrying. Formed a human chain and carried out all the boxes of buns which was rather okaye. When it came to the bottles, we were all dying. Formed a major human chain and I be trolley person. Put the boxes on trolley then go to the place and pass to the first person in human chain. WTH! Its extremely heavy. Then waited for the thing to start while we still packing refreshments. :D Well, Melina and I zi-high and go dance family dance not in contingents but among ourselves since we can't join. Since we are dancing for damn long like since p4?! And the steps are stuck in my head. OMG. ): I remember the time in p4, they took away our recess just for that in the old primary school gym. Then flag raising. After that was the torch thing and then the march past. Whoo~ Yellow house! Vivian, Charis, Joanna and I go extra in yellow house even when we are not supposed to go there and say cheer since we are not in house tee but in guide uniform-blue. But Yellow rules :D We were loudest! Then was cheer routine. Awesome <3 After that was refreshments. We had to give refreshments. But they either dont want pass down or dont want to take. >< HMPFH! So we bring the box in front and we died carrying. Damn heavy and distribute which was quite fail too. ): Then stuffed extra buns to Sarah Tan. HAHA. Then went to slack and pack up. It was like RAINING?! And I was in rain trying to give food and packing up. Drenched + Soaked. Su Lao Shi won the relay! YAY! Then he fell. ): Then pack up and stuff. Red house won. ): Yellow house second. WE RULE :D After that, walked to MRT with Maddie and spent half the time running away from Sarah. Not my idea kay. ;) Then we went into another door while she went into the other. Then we stalked her and boo-ed her. :D Went to S11 and eat. No hot guys. ): Then told Sarah Tan we want to go home while she say she want go popular. So we go buy bubble tea. Then go popular. Couldn't find her at popular so purposely go call. And then I was like: "Sarah! Where are you?" Just nice to the announcement thing in popular. And she didn't notice that we are in popular. She ain't paying attention to background noise. Then we know she in popular. Saw her then hide at one corner. Then she call me and ask if buy 2mm or 5mm graph paper. LOL. Then we hide at one corner and talk talk talk. Then found out that she left! So call her again and ask her where was she and ask her wait for us at lift level 1.  She not suspicious one lor! Then she call and ask why take so long. We were like, "We stuck in the lift!" She was like, "Lift come so many times already" LOL. We took escalator, go out by other way. She a bit suspicious only. Still look at the lift and wait for us. Then we go boo her from the back! Lame! She bobo. Not suspicious. We awesome stalkers keep losing her but still managed to stalk her! HAHAHA. Awesome. Go argentina!
Thats all for today. Bye. 

02 July 2010

Week 1
Is
Officially
Over.
So.
Fast.
Recount!
Monday:
Nothing much. Changed seat. Draw lots and got my own seat. And my new desk partner is still Marianne. I love the whole drawing lot system. I became a Councillor. And my life was stuck as a guai girl for the term. After school met other people like Melina and some other greyguides and Sharlene was wearing the tie. Then told everyone she was Councillor. And everyone was like OMG. :P Then went to eat. After that, they found out I am Councillor. OMG even more. HAHAHAHA. Maddie and HuiJan came. Then Sharlene was still wearing the tie and was like, "I am Councillor. You all bow down to me." So fail. Then Jillian was like, "RIGHT." Then Melina was like "Its Nicolee." I was like "Don't need say" Maddie was like "I want see her with tie" Then I was like eating orange bowl then she go put the tie around my neck which tickles me. I spit everything out. FAIL. HAHAH. After that went J8 with Maddie and HuiJan. We go popular. Then go guides house to get emblem. Its close. YAY! Not buying till I feel like buying. ): Went home, mug. P.S. School Ends at 1.45pm. YAY!
Tuesday:
Went for Mynah patrol meetings. Talking about weird stuff I do. Which implies I am weird. -.- Then went for house meetings. The cheer was quite cool... :D Then blah blah. After school got hip hop. :D I slow motion dance. :) Unlike others. I can't luh. Slow reaction to things. Then did PBL project after school. Went Macs with Michelle and Casin. (: Went home.
Wednesday:
I skip all the way to after school kay? Changed to Guide uniform. YAY! Still sunflower emblem. :P Even better. By The way school ends at 1.45pm. :D So went to Wen Xin's class. Xenia, Wen Xin, Ayana, Vivian and I were talking about some stuff before we start bitching about JAM SPREAD. HAHA. If you get it, good for you. If not, too bad. Bitch till we happy. :D Then went down to canteen and eat lunch before going to den. Studied a bit only. Guides fall in that time was FAIL. IDK where Mynah stands. Beside Oriole I think. Then guides test. More funny. I was like we all only study a bit. Not even half... Prepare to go and fail. Lizzie and I wrote letters to our mortals during test after answering those questions we know. Xenia, and some other people were stuck too. HAHAH. Good right? We all stuck. Xiu Min came then Xenia ask me say guides stand. I was like guides stand. So fail can. HAHAH. Then FOOTDRILL. YAY! New Commanders, Cheryl, Kimberly and Xin Hui. Awesome. :D March then uh went home. :D Mugged home econs.
Thursday:
The most fail thing was sleeping in Chinese. -.- After school had ICT. Then went home.
Friday:
Skip. PE was fail. I can't do anything that has got to do with gym. :D Then after school. Went to wisdom. Cam-whore. Then had sports day briefing. :D Sharlene, Xenia, Melina and I incharge of Yellow house refreshments. :) Took more pictures and went to J8. Sharlene and I go separate ways from Carny, Shi Hui, Jillian, Wen Xin, Xue Ying. They take taxi while we take MRT. Of course MRT reach first! So Sharlene and I went to food court. Booked the whole table then go buy food eat first. Then The rest come before Xenia (birthday girl), Lizzie (accompany) and Vivian (accompany) come! YAY! So ate first. They all keep making me laugh. We got flying rice and flying Prata and flying sugar. HAHA. Who ask them. Then before wenxin had to leave, we took out our fake cake and sing birthday song loudly. DAMN LOUD. Everyone looking at us. Wenxin 30June. Xenia 2July. HAHAH. Sharlene and I plan until so weird. Then Carny they all say go toilet while they get present. I pretend and follow Michelle since she ask me what to get for Xenia present since she in J8. I say like purple and like care-bear. Pop over minitoons and prepare the present. Then we surprised Xenia with her bunny! :D Then cam-whore. Supposed to playground one. Wet-day-plan at food court. Then shop. Cam-whore. Went home.