Lets make the most of the night like we're gonna die young

Its the end of another long week.
This week was really eventful because many things happened.

Sometimes I really have this strong urge to turn time back to secondary 4. I really don't mind repeating secondary 4 now simply because JC is too tiring. I feel like I'm studying harder than Olevels. Even though I could do my tutorials using common sense, I simply do not understand why things are like that. So I feel very unaccomplished and dumb because I do not understand why things are like that.
Someone tell me how can electron shells have subshell and in each subshells, we have orbitals that hold 2 electrons and then with all the exception case? I even worked physics by randomly deriving formulas and subbing numbers into the equation. :\

Okay, so I went back to St Nicks on Tuesday and I was really glad that jillian 'gave' me the opportunity to go back to st nicks which was to help the juniors with pioneer badge etc. Well, it was a pity that I didn't manage to take a picture with my juniors. I miss them so much. :'( In fact, I miss the fact that I feel like I belong to a CCA. Here, in saints advocate, I feel that we're not bonded... (maybe its just the beginning) but its quite obvious that we already have cliques. Cliques are inevitable but I can't find 'my people'. Moving on, met jazlyn and Elisabeth after going back to SN!

Aww man, I really miss these people a lot. I miss having Jazlyn shouting and nagging at me in her really aunty manner. I really miss joking with Elisabeth and the times spent together with jillian. Its a sad thing that all of us got separated... Well, mainly the dumber ones got separated from the smart ones.

Well, then came Wednesday: THEMOSTANTICIPATEDCAMPOFALLTIMES.
Yeah, because I'm staying in SA hall (the hostel) beside SAJC {:

Its actually a 4 bedder. HAHA. And my roommates are:

Well, we were camwhoring in the dark after lights out. So one thing I find that it was hard to adjust to was that my roommates sleep before 12 ):< and lights out is at 11pm during weekdays and 11.30pm during weekends. Poor me who takes longer than usual to do her work sleep past 12... Like at around 1-2am. Even though we do have table lights but I can't adapt to it. I really wonder how the scholars deal with it and still do well... mmm they're scholars for a reason. :p Friday came and the horrible us can't do laundry for nuts. Wei Lin, Vanessa and I were like omg how to operate the machine. how to use the dryer. blablablabla. Maybe we just suck at it. I just remembered that I've yet to iron my uniform and its sunday already. Which means there is school.
Stayed in the hostel for the whole of today and in fact I napped ):< I was supposed to study to make up for Saturday because I went shopping on my own and spent around $100. What to do... Parents not in Singapore. And now, thinking back, I feel like slapping myself for spending so much money. Portable charger, body soap, shampoo etc. I'm so independent.

Anyway, I've this strong urge to follow the drain/river outside my school.... and JOG BACK to bishan HAHAHA. 4km LOL. I feel like trying... or at least cycle from bishan to here :b

Okay better go eat dinner. Dinner finish at 7pm @.@
byebye!
Next week better be interesting!