So what you wanna do~

Its a nice Monday. In fact, a fine one that I felt that it was fine.

I received some of my subjects today. 

So in fact, the only A1 I have is Chemistry and the many C5s I have are Physics, Geography, Chinese, English, Mathematics, Social studies... I haven't gotten back my history and a math. Well, I can tell that its either a just fail or a C5. In fact, for a math... I'm speechless about that?

Okay, I'm only a sec 3. I still have about 1 year plus plus till my o levels and lousier results.

You know, sometimes, I do dislike some people. I mean as in not hate or something. I hate it when people just like to rub it in. Take it for example "Hey, I thought your physics not bad? And the paper was quite easy what, why never do well? So how much you got" I replied "Uhm, I have 29.5/50 (real marks) for my physics paper. Is there a problem?" And then that person just say "HAHAHAHA. I got 37/50. Beat that!" Omg, I think this kind of person shouldn't exist at all. D: I bet these kind of people knew my results but wanted me to say it out with my own fat mouth. And trying to rub it in into my butt. Another one "Hey! I thought you were quite confident for math? The day before you were doing the other subjects what... And your math all the long not bad?" I replied "Oh, I don't really do well for mathematics since primary school you know..." And that person just go "OMG. Really. So sad. I got 45/55" You know, I really feel like telling her to shut up. But don't you find these kind of people damn annoying? These kind of people seriously don't deserve much friendship and I just don't get why people like to compare results. No offence to the triple science babes. But the reason why I didn't dare to sit with them during recess for these few days and it will go on for a week I guess. Everyone is comparing results and I don't see how am I going to communicate with those people if these goes on like that. Another thing is that, I don't know how to answer those questions... I feel really stressed, really scared, really speechless. Especially when EVERYONE IS COMPARING ANSWERS AFTER A PAPER. I get so scared that I can't even sleep that very night. I know its my OWN problem about being scared. But everything is just rubbing in. ):

So I guess, let me start reviewing on how I should score better like what Ms Chan says. Consistent studying, changing your ways of studying, doing your very best, ITS THE PROCESS! 

I think, I'll have to make notes for history, social studies and geography. Whereas I'll have to practice mathematics more often. I should stop procrastinating, start working. But I'll have to do all my logbooks. Accident prevention logbook by Wednesday. Alright, bye! 

Hey soul sister. :D

My internet is running slow currently. And I think I'm addicted to born this way. LOL. English songs still rule. Kpop will never rule because they can't adjust and change whenever people get sick of them. 

Yupp, yesterday, I received 5 papers back. And out of all 5, I'm only satisfied or very happy with 1. Which is Chemistry... -__- So Friday was thinking day and I think that we didn't exactly do a great job because the bangs and the pledge wasn't really loud. ): And the saddest part is that halfway, I no voice! So it was like... "I promise to do my best to -no voice- country and help -no voice- keep the guide law-" Gosh. D: It happened to the pledge too. GAHHHH. 

After that, we got our squad picture during footdrill. YAY! Finally! And then, was test and lectures and guides ended. I hope there will be gadgets or tentage next week. :D

Today's resilience challenge was fine. I was expecting more of a hike from one end of Singapore to the other but ended up, its just in Singapore Discovery Center and the Army Museum. -__- Tsktsk. 

My cough was quite fine today. But its annoying. I got my voice back fully means it doesn't disappear halfway when I talk but its a lot softer. D: 

Now: I owe accident prevention logbook, crime prevention logbook, water electrical and gas mains logbook. I am going do redo my crime prevention and water electrical gas mains log book and do my accident prevention logbook by like next Sunday. Accident prevention logbook by Wednesday. I still have total defense slides by Sunday. :\

Gotta go rush now! Good night! :D

Ever since Tuesdays, I have some problems sleeping. 

1) I keep thinking whether I would fail my CA1. -__- 

2) I was having a cough.

Urgh, and from cough, that brings to this, I'm voiceless. Thinking day is tomorrow and I gotta like say my pledge loud loud to contribute some where since I have a rather LOUD voice. So today, I got back my English paper. And miraculously, I passed. :D

I'm getting Chinese and Chemistry back tomorrow I think. :\

I don't think I have any mood to study since I am like in the CA1 is over mood. Or EOYS are over mood. Not really a good thing.

And the top scholar said that the common tests helps her, so school should give us common test instead.  

Alright. I think I'm very lame. I have nothing much to say. 

So, bye.

大家好.今天我要用华语来写这篇文章.

虽然我的华语不好。可是因为我答应了CARNATIONKNG所以，今天我会用华语来写这个blog post. 好了。现在，我只可以用华语来写我今天想说的话。

第一学段的统一测验完了。我自己也在进退维谷该要读书和做功课还是要玩耍。我觉得我在这一个测验费了九牛二虎之力，其实我不应该这样说。我觉得我有些科目没准备的充分。现在我心里有一种忐忑不安的感觉，尤其对我的英语，华语，附加数学。今天考附加数学时，我在差不多半个小时内完成那份卷子，我没有留问题空白，可是，我有些问题不会做。

我学过一个俗语：做一天和尚，撞一天种。不知道可以用在这个时候，就是说，有些是我乱乱做的。我非常怨恨附加数学。-___-

不要藐视我的华语。我费尽心思来用我学到的新词语和成语。我希望我会最少及格我的科学，数学，人文和语言。我一定要上中四。中三是一个死或活得时候。从这一个统一测验，我学到，不要林可掘进，所以，现在，要开始准备第二学段的统一测验了。再见。

Social Studies is one annoying subject.

But I don't get why people are complaining and procrastinating over it. Yes, I myself get really annoyed with Social studies and I do feel like tearing the book apart. But the reason we are studying ss is because we ought to know what was going on in Singapore so that we can help contribute to our homeland, our country. Like for example, we know that Singapore's birth rate is like 1.1 and then if we aren't aware of it, we are not doing anything about it? And its not that hard to study SS. If you think about yourself, don't you think that the China scholars are suffering 10x more than us? They know nothing or very minimum things about Singapore so they have to memorise that blue disgusting book whereas we actually don't have to memorise that. Reason being, we are Singaporeans. All we need to know is the points and the factors. And we could crap it out because isn't that what we studied for geography last year? Chapter 2 isn't really bad. I guess, we aren't appreciative at all.

Next thing, I DON'T GET WHY DO PEOPLE PON CHURCH JUST TO STUDY. Is church wasting 1hour30minutes or 3hours of your life or studying time that you have to pon? If people go to church and do well, its your problem. Church is part of your weekly routine. A time you stop, think and learn something that you never thought of. If your life is so busy and stressed, then why do you want to continue stress yourself then? Its just CA1s. -__- Its not like major life and death like o levels. O levels is not even life and death. Urgh.

Today, catechism was great. Presented timeline of Jesus to the other class. :\ And it made us ponder a little on the life of Jesus. Ate Ramen with Sharlene and Magdalene and then went to library to meet Sharlene Lee. We got fed up and went to the CC :D 

Another thing. Its really sad to see some friends grew apart from your daily life and change. Ever since, the S.C. It was like OMG WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE. Then ever since sec 3 started, you were different. I really don't know what happen to you. Because of influence? Or what? I helped you but when I needed help, you were like "I thought you .... maniac. No need help what." Sorry. But no. I'm a double science student. I'm supposed to be more DUMB than you. Not helping anymore. And, you don't even treasure your own friendship. Which is like URGH. You grew closer to other people. You made new friends. You decided to not be my good friend anymore. Alright then.