im not gonna stop, not gonna stop till I get my shot

Hello, its saturday again. I still can't believe that one week actually passed so fast.
Haha, I'm not supposed to be using the computer now but since the 'unknown' computer is switched on today so I shall just use it for a while.

So prelims started already. But I was panicking because I'm not panicking. I mean you get what I mean... And monday is my Olevel oral for english. I seriously hope that the question is not some sick minded disgusting type of question. Like one of the days were something like "what problems are in the society today?" aiya can't exactly remember... another one is "will you want to work in a construction site?" Omg, please tell me this is not propaganda. Because even as an architect or engineer, I'd never want to work there. Construction worker vs cleaner... I'd rather be a cleaner. I might just cause the whole building to collapse. I don't know.. just not cut out for that. So what if I said no I do not wish to.. or I can say... "thats a good question! I take physics! This question is definitely for me! But unfortunately I'm currently not doing well in physics so you can look forward to buildings collapsing in the future. Thank you. how about you? Why do you chose to be a teacher?"

Multitasking
Kidding, I'd never reply that to the teacher. I'm pretty sure I can get a zero and have a bad mark in my portfolio or something for rebelling against the teacher. HAHAHA. I highly doubt talking should be a problem but pictures are getting really skeletal as the days pass.. And I'm like the 3rd last day. How pathetic my life can be. Haha, actually what physics got to do with that construction question was just another issue.. I'm pretty sure I can work something out for my physics some way or another.
Okay, anyway.. (my brother is chasing me because he wants to use this unknown computer) I think I'm quite cool. I do math on the bus, I memorise while walking, I study while eating. I recite while bathing and do math while... pooping! Its not my fault that I have a choice but I'm pretty much dead because I barely studied finish for my prelim and on the scale of being prepared I say 4 out of 10.
Thats pretty pathetic I guess... But after over multitasking for the past week inclusion of studying after school till late at night I think I almost died last night and hence went to bed at around 10pm and almost couldn't wake up till 11am today.

I actually have a lot of pictures to share today but looks like it'll be some other time when I get to scan those polaroids 4 unity took.
I'm excited for live while we're young!!! :) Can't wait for one direction's new album!
Okay back to studying!!!

the fighter

Oh my goodness, I got a freaking A2 for my chinese Olevel.
And even better is that I got a distinction for my chinese Oral. I mean after all that examiners laughing at my weird structures and awkward vocabulary I still managed to get a distinction for my oral and my first distinction in my pocket....

Like even though like around 42% got distinction but like I think around 10/12 in my class scored distinction and best, most scored A1 from my class but thats not the case. I mean, chinese is one of my weakest subject and after nights of like studying for 2 weeks before the paper (I meant I just memorise all the phrases and all the cheem cheem stuff and whack during the paper) till like 1.30am and juggling all the other rubbish like during homework after homework.... And extra lessons till 5pm 2 weeks before the paper..Missing guides and everything... I'm just really grateful for everything luh. Like to hu lao shi who spent so much time helping us (even calling me like down that morning before oral to help me at like 6.30am..) and all the friends who told me I could do it. Especially ah beat... Who insisted that her six sense work and all and sometimes sitting down to listen me read chinese passages. Oh AND 4 UNITY (:

Praise the lord!
Oh yeah I guess I lost a lot of tears yesterday because I literally balled my eyes out and cried when I saw my results. (with hu lao shi trying to ask me to consider retaking to try for A1) Okay, wait I cried when the principal said that its the best resut in 10 years when she announced through the PA system because I was so scared that I'd get C5 considering all the stupid stuff that I did like you know... first time attempting formal letter writing during the paper. I know its plain stupid but I didn't have a choice when I didn't understand the email and all.. Oh my goodness hahaha. And the best part was that when I checked with all the possible answers (like teachers and all) I only got like 17/30 for my MCQ wow and I was so upset... And I cried even harder when almost all of us, 12 of us got a distinction. OH MY GOODNESS, ITS LIKE CELEBRATING OUR SUCCESS TOGETHER, (you never know how that felt. It was so good.) praying together before the results and everything... I guess being stuck with each other together for 2 weeks before our paper for 2 weeks really bonded us together.

Yupp and now though its just chinese I feel 10x more motivated to work really hard for my other subjects because its actually the start of something good. I am hoping to see more A2/A1 in my olevel cert.. Even though I highly doubt that it is possible to get all distinction but I'm still going to work really really hard even harder than before and not turn into a freaking nerd too! Guess I'd want to balance out doing other stuff like trying to blog when I have stuff to say and other stuff like normal people do. I mean I'd really take part in all my class activities and not like "Oh its olevel, I'm not going to take part. I have to go home to study..."  I mean a person have to balance life out right? HAHA. Anyway 4 unity is awesome :) Apart from some hiccup we have here and there but I guess we can move on together as a class and celebrate our success next year.
I'm thankful for the class I'm in because honestly, without them, there wouldn't be me... now. Where I'm standing.

Up next: English Olevel Oral on the 27th of August.
               Prelims starts on the 24th of August.

Wish me luck! :}
Now playing: I wanna dance with somebody

I think I better get off before my mum comes back and realised that I'm using her laptop to blog and not studying..

oh pretty woman

Sian... Prelims are in two weeks and here I am still talking about stuff that do not make a single sense at all. But I'm determined to blog before I disappear into the world with no social life.
I mean, I'll still have some life because I go to school and GO FOR RECESS TO SOCIALISE AROUND... but now, not kiss goodbye to all my apps. So I've uninstalled twitter at the start of term 3. And I never installed facebook app. The worst part of me was that I contemplated for like a long time on whether I should uninstall wattpad which means that all my books are gone. Well, I still deleted it.
Part of me feels rather empty without wattpad. Erm... to be exact, without a book in my hand/anything to read apart from really papers and papers. Thick stacks.
Let me tell you what... My phone is rectangle, my calculator is rectangle, my foolscap is rectangle, my pencil case is rectangle, my key pouch is rectangle, my books are rectangle everything in my life is rectangle. Okay, ignore me. But looking at stuff that are rectangle everyday = B.O.R.I.N.G HA.HA.
No wonder I'm such a boring person with no fun.
Anyway, I'm more or less dead for physics test and the fact that chinese olevel results are coming out anytime makes me feel gross/sick wtv. I JUST DONT WANT TO RETAKE. WHY IS THERE SUCH THING AS RETAKING. To be honest, if I get a B3, I won't retake but if I get a B4, I might consider retaking but I really really hope that I get a B3 which I highly doubt will be luh. The paper was so tough this time I felt so demoralised immediately after the paper ended because everything I memorised and studied didn't come out and I feel like I'm wasting my time. wtv.
I need to start memorising my humanities (once again) and practise math. :{ emath cannot anyhow whack. amath can. No wonder my emath is like dog poo.
Oh and one direction is as awesome as ever :))))))

we're hanging outtt

The times when I really wished that Olevels don't exist....

Yesterday was one of the best parties I've ever been to. Even though only about half of us turned up (like the usual??) but it was no doubt one of the best. 

Yepp, farewell party for sam, class party, and vivian's birthday party. All in one!!! 

It was supposed to be a surprise for sam you see.. so we all hid in the function room behind the bar counters and all and patiently wait for alrissa to fetch sam. But some how.. Sam was taking so long and was so slow. We waited for almost an hour for her! Like constant alarms like "she is coming" AHAH and alrissa's queue when she open the door was "WAHHH" LOL and we were supposed to stand up and say "HI SAM!" Hahahaha which eventually worked! 

While hiding... 

LOL After that we started to eat and get ready for running man of course and there were loads of food. Nomzzz

And then got ready to play running man by going up to the hill at like 7pm or something. LOL but then while Sam, Teresa, Angeline, Amanda and I went to the loo at sam's house (her golden retriever totally licked me) the other team saw Mrs Seah, Ms Leong and Ms Yee I think. So they had to run back to hide the drinks. HAHA while we went back after peeing. 

Then we did really funny stuff especially when we realised that chinese Olevel results are coming out on monday (I think) so.. here comes... dancing with chickens...

And then cutting the cake...

HAHA followed by smashing sam's face with cake. Thats not like the first time but wtv. 

HAHA WORSE THAN THE PREVIOUS TIMEEE! Looks like pooppp

Followed by many many pictures taken

Then we played a few games of murderer with our teachers in which it got really tough because all the murderers are really good. 

1) kill the one beside first (thats what I did) 

2) then kill all those opposite. 

Oh my gosh and Mrs Seah was so cute while playing murderer! 

After that when the teachers left we turned the music to some soothing less partying one and then took out the drinks and you know played truth or dare and I never. (what is said in the group stays in the group) So when someone says "I never..." Then those who did will have to drink.. erm yknow.. HAHA. 

That was honestly one of the best moments of the night because everyone just got together and you know, sharing secrets with one another. Probably the last night when we all get together without worries and all before we all have to start mugging and studying for prelims which automatically leads up to olevels. And prelim is in just 2 weeks time. 

sigh.. 

Anyw, I'm gonna miss sam a lot. 

Happy birthday vivian!!! (hope you love my present!) 

I want a class chaletttt!!!!

oh and happy belated 47th birthday singapore!!

All the times spent on decorating this..... After school with wensie, cassandra, jophelia, teresa, angeline.
Why are we so cool! (though we didn't win but we sure had a lot of fun!)
HAHA did nothing much during national day except for doing physics, getting annoyed and then freak out because I'm going to fail physics and then go for tuition in which I came out of tuition just in time to sing the anthem at the mall and hear the fireworks while walking home.. (I swear we shouldn't have tuition during national day) Anyway, I'm not the kind of "Its national day. I love Singapore!!!" person but the "I love singapore for life!" I'm serious. Not kidding at all. I mean people, stop being a hypocrite. Singapore is awesome apart for the stress life here and the occasional MRT breakdowns.. But come on, we are disaster free and in my opinion the best place in the world. Look, even if the MRT breakdown, I can still walk. Imagine if the train breaks down in China or New York or something. We can cry our lungs out. Besides, we have the best food in the world!!! And a reputable university. What more can we ask for! I'm so grateful for our forefathers... People who say "Singapore history is boring..." blablabla. At least we get to know how we get to here and its all because of determination!!! 1000 cheers to our forefathers. Ok I admit its quite boring but why not go to the museum. I swear that one is really good! So much better than the book! HAHAHA.
Anyway, once again, happy birthday singapore! One day when I grow up, I'll try to contribute too! In my own small ways.. And besides, I think its stupid that Singaporeans don't stop while national anthem and the national pledge is being played over the speaker system and everyone is just like walking around in NTUC like its another song played over the radio. Come on la. Respect please!! If the staff stops then you should stop too and not act like its not the anthem.
Okay, I don't know how to end but happy birthday singapore!!! HAHAHAH
k, back to studying!!! yippiee!!

dance-a-thon 2012

Honestly, this was the best National day celebration out of 10 that I've gone for in St Nicks. Dance-a-thon (II) was really good and I'm sure I had a ball of a time and it ended without a bang. I was thinking of like line dancing or something. I mean how cool can that be.
Anyway the day started off with the awesome uniform groups doing the contingent!!!

followed by pedo-ing at brownies marching to the flagpole carrying the flag... why didn't I get to do that back then... :(

HAHA. My camera sucks so much that I can't zoom in to them but seriously they were really cute!!
and camwhoring after the national anthem and having fun singing singapore national day songs... No doubt, home is my most favourite song because I can some how relate to this song and Singapore is really really my home. And I really mean it. Even though I hate the education system here but its like a haven!!!


HAHA then we had this part when we can all go up to the field to dance so we just went up and they played all the songs that were technically for clubbing. So we're literally like clubbing. HAHAHA! So after that was all the dances and it was time for the sec 4's flashmob. The greatest item I've been waiting for like the day. I mean its so cool because no one knows about it except the PA person, the teachers in-charge of NE. Well though it wasn't really a flashmob because its like not gradual addition of people but steep addition of people by groups. And vivian and I used the code word "eat the chicken" HAHAHAHA. So its like "I'm eating 3 chickens! But I know how to eat the drumstick of the first chicken only." HAHAHA Which meant I only know part of the first part of the flashmob! Not bad right? It ended pretty well with family dance when the whole school join in to do the family dance! That's THE ST NICKS SPIRIT Woooohooo!!!
After that were more dances and I was so touched by the yellow badges... Aww dedicating a dance to us grey guides. I'd never expect that. They're so cute I feel like hugging all of them!!!

we went back to class and then we camwhored while waiting for the others who are coming to bowl with us!

After that was lunch followed by bowling.  I'm so upset because I suddenly kept on washing the stupid drain. Okay, not really but sucks. And tried to go play pool but I'm not 16 :( So after that the rest left while Vivian, Amanda, Sarah and I went around to try heels. Rubi and New look.
I think the shop assistant hates us for trying all the heels on the shelves. And I'm grateful that my feet isn't that big. But its big okay! Size 38 is big but then everyone's feet is bigger than mine HAHA. So basically I can find more shoes and fit my feet in.
And after trying tones, I conclude that wearing heels just makes your muscle hurt like crazy. But it was fun though especially with amanda still walking like a guy :P

HAHA went to cycle all the way to school again in the evening yayyy!!