these wings are meant to fly

sigh...
having no paper=slacking.
awwman! I've only done 1 physics paper. And its not even a full paper. Its paper 1 x2 of it. I also did our school amath paper and its only paper 1. Its barely even completed because I can't do some questions. Okay not barely completed.. but like 80%? The rest right... I just couldn't get the answer. Sucks.
And I've only done 1 chem paper. Its not even a complete chem paper too. Why is life like that. And memorise half of weather and climate. Its not even complete.

I feel so unaccomplished. where did that sudden adrenaline rush to do well go to! I need that back.
So what I've been doing for these two days: wake up, go for a jog, come back, bathe, listen to radio and do work and STONE. << that is the unproductiveness of me. Its not using the computer or what. Its the STONING part that took up so much time. I still can't believe myself. I can stone all I want after O's but I really need to stop stoning especially when I memorise stuff.
Worse.. I have the burning urge to read. Like I really want to read so badly. Like this morning... I spent hours watching trailers (wattpad) of stories and I look at my 'read later' list.. so damn bloody long! I can't stand myself....

Anyway, there is tuition later (which spoils my nuaing mood or something) I better go cook lunch and eat. My stomach is being so noisy and uncooperative!
Byebye!!!

set fire to the love song

OMG I was listening to this mashup... set fire to the rain and love you like a love song and its really good. The one who mixed it did a really good job. Unfortunately, I tried to download it but I couldn't because suddenly all the converter can't convert youtube songs. :(( make me upset only. HAHA besides this isn't my computer. I'm really hooked to this computer! I don't know why! It is extremely fast!

HAHA my oral went quite well I guess but I realise that the examiners kept cutting me off before I could continue. And how do you pronounce children?
Do you know what happened? HAHAHA Its so funny (But I think it caused serious effect to my marks).. the examiner asked.... "churen's toys.. do they encourage them to be creative?" then she repeated again.. "I repeat, do chuuren's toys encourage them to be creative?" HAHAHAHAHA. I thought it was "children" so I was like "sorry? may you repeat the question again" -gives the best smile in the world- then the examiner repeated "do chuuuuuuren's toys encourage them to be creative" Oh my goodness. I paused.. (oh my goodness.. I can't believe I did that!) then I realised its chiLdren... -____- I felt like clarifying by saying... "do you mean children?" Sian... It wasn't only me anyway. Rong Yi and Angeline agreed with me too... Well, but I hope it went well...

Oh yeah I mentioned about pictures we took on thursday right... I scanned them!!!








So pretty right!!!! HAHA they look even better on the actual polaroid itself. Everyone looks so photogenic there. HAHA its actually Nicole Law's farewell... Like this uhm exchange student in my class who comes for lesson because she is on holidays in the country she is in but she is a singaporean. But anyway, I'm glad I made friends with her and learnt quite a bit about the middle east since she is in there. :)

Nicole, Nicole, Stella


Anyway, I'm not supposed to be here but the last 2 days were really horrible. I was having a costant headache because I was memorising geog and SS and trying to squeeze everything in my head when I know I can't. I just wrote crap for my geography since its human geography and I have no idea what I am writing for ss especailly source based... sigh.. I hope I do well for emath or something. And besides I don't take lit so I don't have a paper tomorrow and I am not taking chinese!!!! yes.. so I don't have to go to school on Thursday! how awesome!
Bet everyone is jealous of me.. Kidding. I'll still have to suffer when school reopens in term 4 because I have elective history and geography paper 1! Sian.. Need to memorise memorise..
Wait.. I must be positive... I CAN DO IT BECAUSE I AM NICOLE ANG!!!! I KNEW IT! Go go!!

I'm feeling really guilty for slacking and no doing anywork tonight!
Oh yeah I forgot.. sorry I'm just narrating my boring life to you.
Majority of my classmates had oral today and I kept their phones for them! Guess what I did... I used dayna's phone and changed my name to "christian grey" HAHAHAHA I think those who read 50 shades of grey will know.. and I sent her really stupid stuff using my phone. Her expression was priceless... (I'm quite pathetic.. This is called fun.... I never had for so many days since all I do is after school: study study. Go home: study more. Tired: sleep. Hungry: eat.) Seriously had a good laugh. Tried on kim with michelle changing her name to bobby tan but failed so badly... :( Never mind.


Things to do after O's:
1) go shopping with sarah
2) go train or something. be a healthier kid
3) go cycling with carnation, shihui, vivian
4) go to zoo with friends
5) class chalet!! with 100x the fun!
6) go do CIP! help at guides house (should I be YA?) and go find an organisation to frequently volunteer like once a week.
7) find a job! like at macs or something.. 3 times a week! (so I don't have to keep depending on my parents)
8) learn fingerstyle guitar (go for lesson or something to upgrade my skills! drink stall uncle tell me be cool and learn fingerstyle guitar and go further haha)
9) I want to highlight my hair (okay, thats just quite stupid but I'm quite tired of black hair..)
10) go xenia's house play mario kart!
11) successful mynah patrol outing (please please. I'm putting my hopes on my patrol now)
12) ENJOY LIFE AND LEAD A MEANINGFUL LIFE
13) go to church twice a week? Like attend mass or something.

Yeppp.... I'll update soon!!!
kk. goodbye!!! I shall study tomorrow.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=abql4G21l0c&feature=related (wings -little mix) VERY GOOD ACOUTSITC VERSION KAY!!

im not gonna stop, not gonna stop till I get my shot

Hello, its saturday again. I still can't believe that one week actually passed so fast.
Haha, I'm not supposed to be using the computer now but since the 'unknown' computer is switched on today so I shall just use it for a while.

So prelims started already. But I was panicking because I'm not panicking. I mean you get what I mean... And monday is my Olevel oral for english. I seriously hope that the question is not some sick minded disgusting type of question. Like one of the days were something like "what problems are in the society today?" aiya can't exactly remember... another one is "will you want to work in a construction site?" Omg, please tell me this is not propaganda. Because even as an architect or engineer, I'd never want to work there. Construction worker vs cleaner... I'd rather be a cleaner. I might just cause the whole building to collapse. I don't know.. just not cut out for that. So what if I said no I do not wish to.. or I can say... "thats a good question! I take physics! This question is definitely for me! But unfortunately I'm currently not doing well in physics so you can look forward to buildings collapsing in the future. Thank you. how about you? Why do you chose to be a teacher?"

Multitasking
Kidding, I'd never reply that to the teacher. I'm pretty sure I can get a zero and have a bad mark in my portfolio or something for rebelling against the teacher. HAHAHA. I highly doubt talking should be a problem but pictures are getting really skeletal as the days pass.. And I'm like the 3rd last day. How pathetic my life can be. Haha, actually what physics got to do with that construction question was just another issue.. I'm pretty sure I can work something out for my physics some way or another.
Okay, anyway.. (my brother is chasing me because he wants to use this unknown computer) I think I'm quite cool. I do math on the bus, I memorise while walking, I study while eating. I recite while bathing and do math while... pooping! Its not my fault that I have a choice but I'm pretty much dead because I barely studied finish for my prelim and on the scale of being prepared I say 4 out of 10.
Thats pretty pathetic I guess... But after over multitasking for the past week inclusion of studying after school till late at night I think I almost died last night and hence went to bed at around 10pm and almost couldn't wake up till 11am today.

I actually have a lot of pictures to share today but looks like it'll be some other time when I get to scan those polaroids 4 unity took.
I'm excited for live while we're young!!! :) Can't wait for one direction's new album!
Okay back to studying!!!

the fighter

Oh my goodness, I got a freaking A2 for my chinese Olevel.
And even better is that I got a distinction for my chinese Oral. I mean after all that examiners laughing at my weird structures and awkward vocabulary I still managed to get a distinction for my oral and my first distinction in my pocket....

Like even though like around 42% got distinction but like I think around 10/12 in my class scored distinction and best, most scored A1 from my class but thats not the case. I mean, chinese is one of my weakest subject and after nights of like studying for 2 weeks before the paper (I meant I just memorise all the phrases and all the cheem cheem stuff and whack during the paper) till like 1.30am and juggling all the other rubbish like during homework after homework.... And extra lessons till 5pm 2 weeks before the paper..Missing guides and everything... I'm just really grateful for everything luh. Like to hu lao shi who spent so much time helping us (even calling me like down that morning before oral to help me at like 6.30am..) and all the friends who told me I could do it. Especially ah beat... Who insisted that her six sense work and all and sometimes sitting down to listen me read chinese passages. Oh AND 4 UNITY (:

Praise the lord!
Oh yeah I guess I lost a lot of tears yesterday because I literally balled my eyes out and cried when I saw my results. (with hu lao shi trying to ask me to consider retaking to try for A1) Okay, wait I cried when the principal said that its the best resut in 10 years when she announced through the PA system because I was so scared that I'd get C5 considering all the stupid stuff that I did like you know... first time attempting formal letter writing during the paper. I know its plain stupid but I didn't have a choice when I didn't understand the email and all.. Oh my goodness hahaha. And the best part was that when I checked with all the possible answers (like teachers and all) I only got like 17/30 for my MCQ wow and I was so upset... And I cried even harder when almost all of us, 12 of us got a distinction. OH MY GOODNESS, ITS LIKE CELEBRATING OUR SUCCESS TOGETHER, (you never know how that felt. It was so good.) praying together before the results and everything... I guess being stuck with each other together for 2 weeks before our paper for 2 weeks really bonded us together.

Yupp and now though its just chinese I feel 10x more motivated to work really hard for my other subjects because its actually the start of something good. I am hoping to see more A2/A1 in my olevel cert.. Even though I highly doubt that it is possible to get all distinction but I'm still going to work really really hard even harder than before and not turn into a freaking nerd too! Guess I'd want to balance out doing other stuff like trying to blog when I have stuff to say and other stuff like normal people do. I mean I'd really take part in all my class activities and not like "Oh its olevel, I'm not going to take part. I have to go home to study..."  I mean a person have to balance life out right? HAHA. Anyway 4 unity is awesome :) Apart from some hiccup we have here and there but I guess we can move on together as a class and celebrate our success next year.
I'm thankful for the class I'm in because honestly, without them, there wouldn't be me... now. Where I'm standing.

Up next: English Olevel Oral on the 27th of August.
               Prelims starts on the 24th of August.

Wish me luck! :}
Now playing: I wanna dance with somebody

I think I better get off before my mum comes back and realised that I'm using her laptop to blog and not studying..

oh pretty woman

Sian... Prelims are in two weeks and here I am still talking about stuff that do not make a single sense at all. But I'm determined to blog before I disappear into the world with no social life.
I mean, I'll still have some life because I go to school and GO FOR RECESS TO SOCIALISE AROUND... but now, not kiss goodbye to all my apps. So I've uninstalled twitter at the start of term 3. And I never installed facebook app. The worst part of me was that I contemplated for like a long time on whether I should uninstall wattpad which means that all my books are gone. Well, I still deleted it.
Part of me feels rather empty without wattpad. Erm... to be exact, without a book in my hand/anything to read apart from really papers and papers. Thick stacks.
Let me tell you what... My phone is rectangle, my calculator is rectangle, my foolscap is rectangle, my pencil case is rectangle, my key pouch is rectangle, my books are rectangle everything in my life is rectangle. Okay, ignore me. But looking at stuff that are rectangle everyday = B.O.R.I.N.G HA.HA.
No wonder I'm such a boring person with no fun.
Anyway, I'm more or less dead for physics test and the fact that chinese olevel results are coming out anytime makes me feel gross/sick wtv. I JUST DONT WANT TO RETAKE. WHY IS THERE SUCH THING AS RETAKING. To be honest, if I get a B3, I won't retake but if I get a B4, I might consider retaking but I really really hope that I get a B3 which I highly doubt will be luh. The paper was so tough this time I felt so demoralised immediately after the paper ended because everything I memorised and studied didn't come out and I feel like I'm wasting my time. wtv.
I need to start memorising my humanities (once again) and practise math. :{ emath cannot anyhow whack. amath can. No wonder my emath is like dog poo.
Oh and one direction is as awesome as ever :))))))